I'm two people. Maybe three.. it's just, it's hard when one of you is confident and another is insecure. When one of you is capable of anything and another can't do nothing but lie in bed. When one of you enjoys being happy but another just begs for sadness. All at once. I just want to fucking rip myself in half. One half can be that inspired, happy, confident girl. The other can be that boy that doesn't leave his room, that listens to sad songs just to feel sad, that ruins every relationship he has because he doesn't feel good enough to have anyone care. I wish it would be "some days" but it's every fucking second and it's ruining my life.