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Dinmer was delicious ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ steak, roasted potatoes, corn, roasted tomatoes and some peas โค I enjoyed this so much๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ชโคโค #dinner #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Dinmer was delicious ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ steak, roasted potatoes, corn, roasted tomatoes and some peas โค I enjoyed this so much๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ชโคโค #dinner  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
For lunch I had 2 rice crackers and two slices of bread with 1 boiled egg ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿค— I really enjoyed it and I was so hungryโ˜บI am proud of myself for eating a full lunch๐Ÿ™†โ€โ™€๏ธ#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edfighter #edfam #edwarrior #recoveringdutchie #recovering #recoveringanorexia #edfamily #eatingdissorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywin #recoveryfamily #recoveryfood #reasonstorecover #reasontorecover #fearfood #anarecovery #anawarrior #anorexic #eatingdisorderproblems #eatinggood #eatingdisordercommunity #food #foodie #foodism #foodporn #instafood
For lunch I had 2 rice crackers and two slices of bread with 1 boiled egg ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿค— I really enjoyed it and I was so hungryโ˜บI am proud of myself for eating a full lunch๐Ÿ™†โ€โ™€๏ธ#anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edfighter  #edfam  #edwarrior  #recoveringdutchie  #recovering  #recoveringanorexia  #edfamily  #eatingdissorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywin  #recoveryfamily  #recoveryfood  #reasonstorecover  #reasontorecover  #fearfood  #anarecovery  #anawarrior  #anorexic  #eatingdisorderproblems  #eatinggood  #eatingdisordercommunity  #food  #foodie  #foodism  #foodporn  #instafood 
#firstupdate from #emilythroughitall ๐Ÿ’“ I contacted my therapist for help, I felt very bad and I didn't know what to do. She said I could come over today, I did and we talked a lot. We talked about what to do and about what I feel. My situation is currently very bad so she called an institution where I have to go to tomorrow. The risk of me killing myself is, according to the therapist, is too high to let me go on vacation. We will discuss on what do to tomorrow and I REALLY hope they let me attend the vacation. Tbh I am terrified of everything that is going to happen now. I have a thousand 'what if's, but I know that in the end it will turn out different anyways.  Stay strong ๐ŸŒฑ
#firstupdate  from #emilythroughitall  ๐Ÿ’“ I contacted my therapist for help, I felt very bad and I didn't know what to do. She said I could come over today, I did and we talked a lot. We talked about what to do and about what I feel. My situation is currently very bad so she called an institution where I have to go to tomorrow. The risk of me killing myself is, according to the therapist, is too high to let me go on vacation. We will discuss on what do to tomorrow and I REALLY hope they let me attend the vacation. Tbh I am terrified of everything that is going to happen now. I have a thousand 'what if's, but I know that in the end it will turn out different anyways. Stay strong ๐ŸŒฑ
Got a phone call from PsyQ yesterday (intake nr 1) and I have the "real" intake November 21st (and start treatment after that). Things are moving so slow... Sent in my doctor's reference two months ago. Was sent (and filled out) a questionnaire a month ago. Discussed my doctor's reference and the questionnaire over the phone yesterday. Anyway, their advice for now: try not to lose more weight and purge in the meantime ๐Ÿ™‚
Got a phone call from PsyQ yesterday (intake nr 1) and I have the "real" intake November 21st (and start treatment after that). Things are moving so slow... Sent in my doctor's reference two months ago. Was sent (and filled out) a questionnaire a month ago. Discussed my doctor's reference and the questionnaire over the phone yesterday. Anyway, their advice for now: try not to lose more weight and purge in the meantime ๐Ÿ™‚
Self written poem ๐Ÿฆ…๐Ÿ”ฅmade by @chanta_luna #selfwrittenpoem #poem #phoenix #mentalillness #recovery #risefromyourownashes #recoveringdutchie #phoenixpoem
#lunch (it was very small so rather afternoonsnack?) from hours ago was a small bucket of rucola soup with some tomato on the side and very tiny pieces of bread (looks huge on the pc, but was like two bites each haha) plus an almondmilk cappuccino. The tearoom didn't had plant-based milk and I had my own lunch with me, but appearently the soup was vegan so I took that and would take my lunch later. I had a small packet of almond milk with me and simply asked if they could make cappuccino with it haha. Very lovely. X After that, I am too exhausted to explain, nor do I want it, did I got an agression attack. It was white before my eyes, didn't reconize myself and walked a lot & fast. My heart rate is still around 80 instead of circa 52 while sitting. Haven't had my lunch now either (what I switched for afternoonsnack), don't feel like it physically and really tired. Finally reached the train, going home and to the dietician. Great day.  #recoveringdutchie #edrecovery #skinnydoesnotmeanhealthy #veganrecovery #fuckoffana #proud2bme #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #krachtvoer
#lunch  (it was very small so rather afternoonsnack?) from hours ago was a small bucket of rucola soup with some tomato on the side and very tiny pieces of bread (looks huge on the pc, but was like two bites each haha) plus an almondmilk cappuccino. The tearoom didn't had plant-based milk and I had my own lunch with me, but appearently the soup was vegan so I took that and would take my lunch later. I had a small packet of almond milk with me and simply asked if they could make cappuccino with it haha. Very lovely. X After that, I am too exhausted to explain, nor do I want it, did I got an agression attack. It was white before my eyes, didn't reconize myself and walked a lot & fast. My heart rate is still around 80 instead of circa 52 while sitting. Haven't had my lunch now either (what I switched for afternoonsnack), don't feel like it physically and really tired. Finally reached the train, going home and to the dietician. Great day. #recoveringdutchie  #edrecovery  #skinnydoesnotmeanhealthy  #veganrecovery  #fuckoffana  #proud2bme  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #krachtvoer 
Afternoon snack is vanilla yoghurt, a big apple, strawberries, cinnamon and a big tbsp of honey๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I hope you're having a great day โค #snack #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Afternoon snack is vanilla yoghurt, a big apple, strawberries, cinnamon and a big tbsp of honey๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I hope you're having a great day โค #snack  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
Lunch! Tbh I need to tell you guys something: Even though I really want to spread positive vibes and look on the brightโ˜€๏ธ side of everything, I am slipping back and falling in a hole I can't see the bottom of... Eating goes alright, but my thoughts are flooded with guilt and disorder. I also compensate a lot and it makes every day a struggle. I am so through with it, everything. I really really want to recover, and I'm noticing that this acc makes me unhappy right now. It doesn't necessarily trigger me, but it just feeds the negative spiral I tend to get myself into :( Also with my journey๐ŸŒ around the corner (leaving SUNDAY WTF) I decided that it's best to be less active on here. I won't deactivate or anything, but probably won' t post a lot or respond on your photos... I'm really sorry if you mind. For everyone: please don't give up and keep your goals and motivations real and in sight!!! Get rid of things that keep you in your ed world and look at what's most important in life: LIFEโค๏ธ I'll miss a lot of you guys x
Lunch! Tbh I need to tell you guys something: Even though I really want to spread positive vibes and look on the brightโ˜€๏ธ side of everything, I am slipping back and falling in a hole I can't see the bottom of... Eating goes alright, but my thoughts are flooded with guilt and disorder. I also compensate a lot and it makes every day a struggle. I am so through with it, everything. I really really want to recover, and I'm noticing that this acc makes me unhappy right now. It doesn't necessarily trigger me, but it just feeds the negative spiral I tend to get myself into :( Also with my journey๐ŸŒ around the corner (leaving SUNDAY WTF) I decided that it's best to be less active on here. I won't deactivate or anything, but probably won' t post a lot or respond on your photos... I'm really sorry if you mind. For everyone: please don't give up and keep your goals and motivations real and in sight!!! Get rid of things that keep you in your ed world and look at what's most important in life: LIFEโค๏ธ I'll miss a lot of you guys x
Vandaag toch weer gelukt een keus te maken. Groot bord met een lekkerbekje, aardappeltjes en doperwten/wortel met remouladesaus. Was heerlijk. #prorecovery #proud2bme #krachtvoer  #dinner #eten #food #lunch #anorexiarecovery #recoveringdutchie
4 GRILLED CHEESE SANDWICHES๐Ÿ˜ I will overcome my fears, slowly๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช Had these sandwiches before but not this much๐Ÿ˜† white bread, cheese (of course๐Ÿ˜‚) lettuce and 2 olives ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ enjoy your lunch and your day aaand remember: you're worth it โค๐Ÿ’ช #lunch #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
4 GRILLED CHEESE SANDWICHES๐Ÿ˜ I will overcome my fears, slowly๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช Had these sandwiches before but not this much๐Ÿ˜† white bread, cheese (of course๐Ÿ˜‚) lettuce and 2 olives ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ enjoy your lunch and your day aaand remember: you're worth it โค๐Ÿ’ช #lunch  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
'A girl (but also a man๐Ÿ˜œ) should be two things; who and what she wants' โœŒ๐Ÿผ#quoteoftheday  But why is it so difficult?๐Ÿ˜ De laatste tijd ontmoet ik mensen die hun hart (willen) volgen en (proberen te) luisteren naar hun gevoel in plaats van te voldoen aan een bepaald plaatje. Ook voor mij is dit รฉรฉn van mijn belangrijke doelen op dit moment: onderzoeken waar รญk gelukkig van wordt. Voelen en ervaren wat รญk wil in mijn leven. En bovenal loslaten van verwachtingen die ik zelf in mijn hoofd gecreรซerd. #bealifechanger #followyourdreams #happywednesday
'A girl (but also a man๐Ÿ˜œ) should be two things; who and what she wants' โœŒ๐Ÿผ#quoteoftheday  But why is it so difficult?๐Ÿ˜ De laatste tijd ontmoet ik mensen die hun hart (willen) volgen en (proberen te) luisteren naar hun gevoel in plaats van te voldoen aan een bepaald plaatje. Ook voor mij is dit รฉรฉn van mijn belangrijke doelen op dit moment: onderzoeken waar รญk gelukkig van wordt. Voelen en ervaren wat รญk wil in mijn leven. En bovenal loslaten van verwachtingen die ik zelf in mijn hoofd gecreรซerd. #bealifechanger  #followyourdreams  #happywednesday 
Etenstijd
Etenstijd
Ontbijtje was een boterham met boter, rookvlees en ei, roggebrood met boter en kaas en rijstepap.ย  Ik kan echt uren/zelfs dagen twijfelen wat ik wanneer als warm eten ga eten. Vandaag ook weer, ik heb dingen die op moeten, maar ook dingen waar ik meer zin in heb. En dan komen er nog 100 ES regeltjes bij (zowel voor als tegen de ES) waardoor ik het niet meer overzie. Heb ook een calorie-eis voor mezelf gesteld waar mijn maaltijden aan moeten voldoen maar daardoor eet ik gevoelsmatig vooral calorieรซn in plaats van eten.ย Van loodjes trekken tot weekmenu's maken, niets geeft rust. Het kan me zo aanvliegen, altijd dat eten plannen, de boodschappen...ย #krachtvoer #proud2bme #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #recoveringdutchie #breakfast #ontbijt #fooddiary #food
Ontbijtje was een boterham met boter, rookvlees en ei, roggebrood met boter en kaas en rijstepap.ย  Ik kan echt uren/zelfs dagen twijfelen wat ik wanneer als warm eten ga eten. Vandaag ook weer, ik heb dingen die op moeten, maar ook dingen waar ik meer zin in heb. En dan komen er nog 100 ES regeltjes bij (zowel voor als tegen de ES) waardoor ik het niet meer overzie. Heb ook een calorie-eis voor mezelf gesteld waar mijn maaltijden aan moeten voldoen maar daardoor eet ik gevoelsmatig vooral calorieรซn in plaats van eten.ย Van loodjes trekken tot weekmenu's maken, niets geeft rust. Het kan me zo aanvliegen, altijd dat eten plannen, de boodschappen...ย #krachtvoer  #proud2bme  #anorexiarecovery  #prorecovery  #recoveringdutchie  #breakfast  #ontbijt  #fooddiary  #food 
Pepitamix๐Ÿ˜ Een mix van spicy katjang pedis pinda's, gewone pinda's, amandelen en pompoenpitten. Wat is jullie favoriete notenmix?๐Ÿ˜Š #pepitamix #pepita #noten #nuts #mixednuts #spicynuts #katjangpedis #pinda #peanuts #almonds #amandelen #pumpkinseeds #pompoenpitten #notenmix #alesto #snack #snacktime #snackfood #eatingdisorder #recoverforlife #recoverforbooty #recoveringdutchie #edrecovery #eetstoornisherstel
Bananabread๐Ÿค— #thegreenhappiness
I'm currently in this long and confusing process of figuring out who I am and who I want to beโœจ. - #Morningsnack from yesterday๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒฐ. Yesterday I said goodbye to my boyfriend as he is going on vacation for 3,5 weeksโ˜น๏ธ. I'm already missing him v much but I'll survive as usual. The weather isn't good the past couple of days and it matches perfectly with my mood. I'm still v tired and can't sleep till midnight due to overthinking. Not going to do much today besides working in the evening and maybe some journalling this afternoon. Have a nice Wednesday peeps๐Ÿ™†๐Ÿผ. - By the way you all should go and follow the lovely and sweet @choconien !! I was scrolling on her account the other day and she gave me a boost of motivation๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ. She is just so inspiring๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’—!!
I'm currently in this long and confusing process of figuring out who I am and who I want to beโœจ. - #Morningsnack  from yesterday๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒฐ. Yesterday I said goodbye to my boyfriend as he is going on vacation for 3,5 weeksโ˜น๏ธ. I'm already missing him v much but I'll survive as usual. The weather isn't good the past couple of days and it matches perfectly with my mood. I'm still v tired and can't sleep till midnight due to overthinking. Not going to do much today besides working in the evening and maybe some journalling this afternoon. Have a nice Wednesday peeps๐Ÿ™†๐Ÿผ. - By the way you all should go and follow the lovely and sweet @choconien !! I was scrolling on her account the other day and she gave me a boost of motivation๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ. She is just so inspiring๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’—!!
Starting my day off with oatmeal, topped with some frozen raspberries, mixed nut butter and a brazil nut. ๐Ÿ‡๐ŸŒฐ
Starting my day off with oatmeal, topped with some frozen raspberries, mixed nut butter and a brazil nut. ๐Ÿ‡๐ŸŒฐ
Goodmorning! Omg I just woke up next to this plate with a hugeee bun! My lil brother is the sweetest ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I don't even know why I deserve this but I'm gonna make him proud by eating this big bun and the mozzarella (fearfood) ๐Ÿ˜… have a wonderful dayโค #breakfast #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Goodmorning! Omg I just woke up next to this plate with a hugeee bun! My lil brother is the sweetest ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I don't even know why I deserve this but I'm gonna make him proud by eating this big bun and the mozzarella (fearfood) ๐Ÿ˜… have a wonderful dayโค #breakfast  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
#breakfast is oven-baked oatmeal with raspberries, nana, coconusugarsirup, coconutflakes, raw cacao beans chopped up and cacao powder. X Today were going to a town (Baarn) and walk a lot there. Also visiting the dietician in the afternoon. Hope everyone has a great day ๐Ÿ’•  #recoveringdutchie #edrecovery #skinnydoesnotmeanhealthy #veganrecovery #fuckoffana #proud2bme #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #krachtvoer
Goedemorgen leuke mensen! Vandaag ga ik foto's maken van een kennis en haar kinderen. Super leuk, heb er echt zin in! Verder ga ik vandaag gewoon wat huishoudelijke dingetjes doen. Therapie gisteren ging goed! Morgen moet ik naar de somatische arts, waar ik heeel erg tegenop zie..
Goedemorgen leuke mensen! Vandaag ga ik foto's maken van een kennis en haar kinderen. Super leuk, heb er echt zin in! Verder ga ik vandaag gewoon wat huishoudelijke dingetjes doen. Therapie gisteren ging goed! Morgen moet ik naar de somatische arts, waar ik heeel erg tegenop zie..
Vandaag deze rijstsalade met o.a. maรฏs, paprika en kaas. Vooral de kaas๐Ÿง€ erin vond ik erg lekker, als kaasliefhebber ๐Ÿ˜‹. Vandaag had ik een lastige dag. Ik heb de laatste 2 nachten enorm slecht geslapen. Iets met om 3 uur pas in slaap vallen om vervolgens om 5 uur wakker te worden, en om 7 uur weer in slaap vallen met elke 5 minuten even wakker te worden. En er dan om 8 uur weer uit mogen ๐Ÿ˜‘. Dat lukte me dan ook niet vanmorgen. Ik was te moe, en viel na het wakker worden om 8 uur, direct weer in slaap. Met veel moeite toch om half 10 eruit gekomen. Het lukte me gewoon allemaal niet vandaag. Te moe, te veel discussies in mijn hoofd, te veel negativiteit in mijn hoofd, te veel destructiviteit en te obsessief. Het lukte me niet om mijn taken te doen, op koken na. Daarnaast had ik erg veel last van bewegingsdrang. Ik moest gewoon bewegen, en putte mezelf daarmee nog meer uit, totdat ik helemaal kapot was. Nu lig ik enorm moe in bed, maar het lukt me nog niet om te slapen. Ik hoop zo dat ik vannacht iets beter slaap, want dit breekt me echt op...
Vandaag deze rijstsalade met o.a. maรฏs, paprika en kaas. Vooral de kaas๐Ÿง€ erin vond ik erg lekker, als kaasliefhebber ๐Ÿ˜‹. Vandaag had ik een lastige dag. Ik heb de laatste 2 nachten enorm slecht geslapen. Iets met om 3 uur pas in slaap vallen om vervolgens om 5 uur wakker te worden, en om 7 uur weer in slaap vallen met elke 5 minuten even wakker te worden. En er dan om 8 uur weer uit mogen ๐Ÿ˜‘. Dat lukte me dan ook niet vanmorgen. Ik was te moe, en viel na het wakker worden om 8 uur, direct weer in slaap. Met veel moeite toch om half 10 eruit gekomen. Het lukte me gewoon allemaal niet vandaag. Te moe, te veel discussies in mijn hoofd, te veel negativiteit in mijn hoofd, te veel destructiviteit en te obsessief. Het lukte me niet om mijn taken te doen, op koken na. Daarnaast had ik erg veel last van bewegingsdrang. Ik moest gewoon bewegen, en putte mezelf daarmee nog meer uit, totdat ik helemaal kapot was. Nu lig ik enorm moe in bed, maar het lukt me nog niet om te slapen. Ik hoop zo dat ik vannacht iets beter slaap, want dit breekt me echt op...
Yummy pie from yesterday it was it on Saturday. I don't know anymore haha... It is a plum cake. Sweet and fresh at the same time ๐Ÿ˜ definitely recommend to try this at la place. ๐Ÿ˜‰ . . Update about the hospital. We had to wait a while hour and my mom was in the room for maybe fifteen minutes. They hadn't done anything. Just send her back. I really don't understand why someone says you have to go to the doctor to get something cut it off your eye and the doctor there tells you it's too small. . . Somehow they never do anything you ask in hospitals in my case, which is why I hate hospitals... . . Anyways I will see my doctor this Friday to tell her that I think I have ADD. I'm wondering wether she will listen to it. So I will write down all the things I have that aren't normal or influencing my life in a negative way. My mom will come with me to tell her the things she noticed and to explain who in the family had it too. (Both sides of the family). I hope my doctor agrees to let me try Ritalin, because I really don't want to see a psychologist. . . Want to wish you a good night and please comment an emoji if you read this all. It would mean the world to me. Love you and sweet dreams. Xx
Yummy pie from yesterday it was it on Saturday. I don't know anymore haha... It is a plum cake. Sweet and fresh at the same time ๐Ÿ˜ definitely recommend to try this at la place. ๐Ÿ˜‰ . . Update about the hospital. We had to wait a while hour and my mom was in the room for maybe fifteen minutes. They hadn't done anything. Just send her back. I really don't understand why someone says you have to go to the doctor to get something cut it off your eye and the doctor there tells you it's too small. . . Somehow they never do anything you ask in hospitals in my case, which is why I hate hospitals... . . Anyways I will see my doctor this Friday to tell her that I think I have ADD. I'm wondering wether she will listen to it. So I will write down all the things I have that aren't normal or influencing my life in a negative way. My mom will come with me to tell her the things she noticed and to explain who in the family had it too. (Both sides of the family). I hope my doctor agrees to let me try Ritalin, because I really don't want to see a psychologist. . . Want to wish you a good night and please comment an emoji if you read this all. It would mean the world to me. Love you and sweet dreams. Xx
After swim recovery voedsel ๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ’ฆ jawel weer een avondje rustig aan gedaan, gelukt! Wel heerlijk 45 min rustig op 'gezellige-zwemmers-kletstempo' gezwommen maar het was fijn! ๐Ÿฌ & gelijk weer bijgepraat met een vriendin, perfect om dus eens af te wisselen met een gym avondje: probeer het ook eens, zwemmen heeft heel veel voordelen! Voor nu I'm out ๐Ÿ˜ด welterusten !! #recoveringdutchie #zwemmenetenenslapen #heurlijk . . . . . . . #fit #fitness #fitfam #fitfamnl #fitspo #fitgirl #fitgirls #fitgirlnl #fitgirlsnl #athlete #womanwholift #strongnotweak #gezond #gezondheid #gezondeten #stronggirls #gymgirls #crossfitgirls #cleaneating #strongnotskinny #strongnotweak #fitgirlcode #fitdutchie #fitdutchies #fitinspiration #girlswholift #stronggirls
After swim recovery voedsel ๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ’ฆ jawel weer een avondje rustig aan gedaan, gelukt! Wel heerlijk 45 min rustig op 'gezellige-zwemmers-kletstempo' gezwommen maar het was fijn! ๐Ÿฌ & gelijk weer bijgepraat met een vriendin, perfect om dus eens af te wisselen met een gym avondje: probeer het ook eens, zwemmen heeft heel veel voordelen! Voor nu I'm out ๐Ÿ˜ด welterusten !! #recoveringdutchie  #zwemmenetenenslapen  #heurlijk  . . . . . . . #fit  #fitness  #fitfam  #fitfamnl  #fitspo  #fitgirl  #fitgirls  #fitgirlnl  #fitgirlsnl  #athlete  #womanwholift  #strongnotweak  #gezond  #gezondheid  #gezondeten  #stronggirls  #gymgirls  #crossfitgirls  #cleaneating  #strongnotskinny  #strongnotweak  #fitgirlcode  #fitdutchie  #fitdutchies  #fitinspiration  #girlswholift  #stronggirls 
After swim recovery voedsel ๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ’ฆ jawel weer een avondje rustig aan gedaan, gelukt! Wel heerlijk 45 min rustig op 'gezellige-zwemmers-kletstempo' gezwommen maar het was fijn! ๐Ÿฌ & gelijk weer bijgepraat met een vriendin, perfect om dus eens af te wisselen met een gym avondje: probeer het ook eens, zwemmen heeft heel veel voordelen! Voor nu I'm out ๐Ÿ˜ด welterusten !! #recoveringdutchie #zwemmenetenenslapen #heurlijk . . . . . . . #fit #fitness #fitfam #fitfamnl #fitspo #fitgirl #fitgirls #fitgirlnl #fitgirlsnl #athlete #womanwholift #strongnotweak #gezond #gezondheid #gezondeten #stronggirls #gymgirls #crossfitgirls #cleaneating #strongnotskinny #strongnotweak #fitgirlcode #fitdutchie #fitdutchies #fitinspiration #girlswholift #stronggirls
After swim recovery voedsel ๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ’ฆ jawel weer een avondje rustig aan gedaan, gelukt! Wel heerlijk 45 min rustig op 'gezellige-zwemmers-kletstempo' gezwommen maar het was fijn! ๐Ÿฌ & gelijk weer bijgepraat met een vriendin, perfect om dus eens af te wisselen met een gym avondje: probeer het ook eens, zwemmen heeft heel veel voordelen! Voor nu I'm out ๐Ÿ˜ด welterusten !! #recoveringdutchie  #zwemmenetenenslapen  #heurlijk  . . . . . . . #fit  #fitness  #fitfam  #fitfamnl  #fitspo  #fitgirl  #fitgirls  #fitgirlnl  #fitgirlsnl  #athlete  #womanwholift  #strongnotweak  #gezond  #gezondheid  #gezondeten  #stronggirls  #gymgirls  #crossfitgirls  #cleaneating  #strongnotskinny  #strongnotweak  #fitgirlcode  #fitdutchie  #fitdutchies  #fitinspiration  #girlswholift  #stronggirls 
Take a small step every dayโœจ #quoteoftheday
Had lunch out today! #recoverywin !!! ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป Had some shrimps and veggies which was topped with some super greasy onion (I didn't know beforehand there was gonna be greasy stuff but I ate it anyway!!!) and two slices of white (!!!) bread ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป Went with both my parents which was extra scary, plus I let my mom decide where we would eat so this was really a big challenge!!! ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’– I really hope you're challenging yourselves too!  Remember, fears are there to be beaten ๐Ÿ’˜
Had lunch out today! #recoverywin  !!! ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป Had some shrimps and veggies which was topped with some super greasy onion (I didn't know beforehand there was gonna be greasy stuff but I ate it anyway!!!) and two slices of white (!!!) bread ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป Went with both my parents which was extra scary, plus I let my mom decide where we would eat so this was really a big challenge!!! ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’– I really hope you're challenging yourselves too! Remember, fears are there to be beaten ๐Ÿ’˜
Even verwennen... ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿช En ik vond de merknaam wel toepasselijk vandaag ๐Ÿ˜‚ #dutchanddapper #wittechocolade #frambozen #kokos #roomboter #verwenmomentje #koekjes #zelfzorgonfleek #recoveringdutchie #bravedutchies #albertheijn #nomnomnom
Snacking on these ๐Ÿ˜ that's the way to beat ana! She tells me I don't deserve these, but I've been her slave for waaaay too long now, so back off ana!๐Ÿ’ช #snack #candy #cookies #snickers #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Snacking on these ๐Ÿ˜ that's the way to beat ana! She tells me I don't deserve these, but I've been her slave for waaaay too long now, so back off ana!๐Ÿ’ช #snack  #candy  #cookies  #snickers  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
Dinner is SWEET POTATO FRIES ๐Ÿ˜ a sandwich with avocado and veggies and a tsp of mayonnaise ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜ I can't get enough of sandwiches, so yummy๐Ÿ˜ #dinner #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Dinner is SWEET POTATO FRIES ๐Ÿ˜ a sandwich with avocado and veggies and a tsp of mayonnaise ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜ I can't get enough of sandwiches, so yummy๐Ÿ˜ #dinner  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
Tandoorie kipfilethaasjes met rijst, broccoli en doperwtjes๐Ÿ˜ Eetsmakelijk!โ˜บ๏ธ #diner #dinertime #avondeten #aantafel #fuelyourbody #kiptandoori #kipfilethaasjes #rijst #broccoli #doperwtjes #veggies #goodfood #goodmood #recoverforlife #recoveringdutchie #edrecovery #eetstoornisherstel
Swimming was a lot of fun ๐Ÿ˜Šโค so we decided not to have lunch at home but somewhere else๐Ÿ˜Š I had 2 white buns coated with salami, a lot of veggies and lettuce AND some potato chips cuz why not ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ’ช I was very active today so I must have burned some calories, so my dad wanted me to eat a more and I agreed with him. Couldn't take any pictures because I left my phone at home on purpose๐Ÿ˜‹ So at the swimming pool I had medium fries with mayonnaise and ice cream ๐Ÿ˜ (I felt somehow uncomfortable while I was eating the fries but screw you ana ๐Ÿ˜) Nevertheless I had a lot of fun today! And today isn't over yet so I'm gonna enjoy the rest of this day๐Ÿ˜Š hope you're doing fine! โค #swimmingpool #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Swimming was a lot of fun ๐Ÿ˜Šโค so we decided not to have lunch at home but somewhere else๐Ÿ˜Š I had 2 white buns coated with salami, a lot of veggies and lettuce AND some potato chips cuz why not ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ’ช I was very active today so I must have burned some calories, so my dad wanted me to eat a more and I agreed with him. Couldn't take any pictures because I left my phone at home on purpose๐Ÿ˜‹ So at the swimming pool I had medium fries with mayonnaise and ice cream ๐Ÿ˜ (I felt somehow uncomfortable while I was eating the fries but screw you ana ๐Ÿ˜) Nevertheless I had a lot of fun today! And today isn't over yet so I'm gonna enjoy the rest of this day๐Ÿ˜Š hope you're doing fine! โค #swimmingpool  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
Healthy green smoothie with 1 banana, ๐ŸŒ 1 kiwi, ๐Ÿฅ Mango, ๐Ÿˆ a handful of spinach โ˜˜ && a glass of water! ๐Ÿ’ง
Healthy green smoothie with 1 banana, ๐ŸŒ 1 kiwi, ๐Ÿฅ Mango, ๐Ÿˆ a handful of spinach โ˜˜ && a glass of water! ๐Ÿ’ง
Mango smoothiebowl ๐Ÿ’› for lunch ๐Ÿ’•
Mango smoothiebowl ๐Ÿ’› for lunch ๐Ÿ’•
No food picture today because I really wanted to post this. This shows that even in the darkest times there's light. That even in de darkest clouds, there's light. You just have to find it. Finding the light is the hardest thing ever and it takes all you have, but you WILL reach it. The light stand for happiness and freedom, and that my lovely followers, is all you deserve. ๐ŸŒฆ
No food picture today because I really wanted to post this. This shows that even in the darkest times there's light. That even in de darkest clouds, there's light. You just have to find it. Finding the light is the hardest thing ever and it takes all you have, but you WILL reach it. The light stand for happiness and freedom, and that my lovely followers, is all you deserve. ๐ŸŒฆ
Het was voorspelbaar, maar vannacht was een stuk onrustiger dan de rest van de week. Nachtmerries, vaak wakker worden en licht slapen horen er nu eenmaal bij na een EMDR sessie. Ik probeer het positief te zien: hoe belabberder ik me nu voel, hoe meer er verwerkt wordt en hoe meer baat ik er later hopelijk bij kan hebben ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿผ Nu zoonlief zomervakantie heeft zit iets langer blijven liggen er even niet in, dus dan maar beginnen met een powerboost cappuccino! Want ik moet er straks bij de groep natuurlijk wel weer vol tegenaan ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿผ Mooie dag gewenst kanjers! ๐ŸŒบ #koffie #coffee #cappuccino #powerboost #wakkerworden #onrust #angst #zorgen #stress #gedachten #angststoornis #ptss #trauma #recovery #video #filmpje #bravedutchies #recoveringdutchie #maakinstaweermooi #stronglikeafighterarmy #ggz #groepstherapie #nespresso #caramelito #caramel
Het was voorspelbaar, maar vannacht was een stuk onrustiger dan de rest van de week. Nachtmerries, vaak wakker worden en licht slapen horen er nu eenmaal bij na een EMDR sessie. Ik probeer het positief te zien: hoe belabberder ik me nu voel, hoe meer er verwerkt wordt en hoe meer baat ik er later hopelijk bij kan hebben ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿผ Nu zoonlief zomervakantie heeft zit iets langer blijven liggen er even niet in, dus dan maar beginnen met een powerboost cappuccino! Want ik moet er straks bij de groep natuurlijk wel weer vol tegenaan ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿผ Mooie dag gewenst kanjers! ๐ŸŒบ #koffie  #coffee  #cappuccino  #powerboost  #wakkerworden  #onrust  #angst  #zorgen  #stress  #gedachten  #angststoornis  #ptss  #trauma  #recovery  #video  #filmpje  #bravedutchies  #recoveringdutchie  #maakinstaweermooi  #stronglikeafighterarmy  #ggz  #groepstherapie  #nespresso  #caramelito  #caramel 
Wachten op muziektherapie #sleepjezelfdedagdoor
Breakfast is a bowl of yoghurt with granola and linseed ๐Ÿ˜โœŒ๐Ÿ™†โ€โ™€๏ธ my therapy sessie went great! I feel a lot better now. I have got a eating schedule and i will try sticking to that!๐Ÿ˜โ˜บ#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edfighter #edfam #edwarrior #recoveringdutchie #recovering #recoveringanorexia #edfamily #eatingdissorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywin #recoveryfamily #recoveryfood #reasonstorecover #reasontorecover #fearfood #anarecovery #anawarrior #anorexic #eatingdisorderproblems #eatinggood #eatingdisordercommunity #food #foodie #foodism #foodporn #instafood
Breakfast is a bowl of yoghurt with granola and linseed ๐Ÿ˜โœŒ๐Ÿ™†โ€โ™€๏ธ my therapy sessie went great! I feel a lot better now. I have got a eating schedule and i will try sticking to that!๐Ÿ˜โ˜บ#anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edfighter  #edfam  #edwarrior  #recoveringdutchie  #recovering  #recoveringanorexia  #edfamily  #eatingdissorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywin  #recoveryfamily  #recoveryfood  #reasonstorecover  #reasontorecover  #fearfood  #anarecovery  #anawarrior  #anorexic  #eatingdisorderproblems  #eatinggood  #eatingdisordercommunity  #food  #foodie  #foodism  #foodporn  #instafood 
Different type of breakfast! A sandwich with avocado, an egg, veggies and lettuce!๐Ÿ˜ So I'm at my dad's now and we are gonna pack our bags and after lunch we will go to the swimming pool๐Ÿ˜ (a bit relieved that we will have lunch just at home ๐Ÿ˜‡) I'm not sure if I'll be able to snap some photos of my snacks at the pool (sorry for that๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†) but I'm gonna enjoy this day! And you should enjoy yours as well! ๐Ÿ˜Šโคโค #swimmingpool #breakfast #fun #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Different type of breakfast! A sandwich with avocado, an egg, veggies and lettuce!๐Ÿ˜ So I'm at my dad's now and we are gonna pack our bags and after lunch we will go to the swimming pool๐Ÿ˜ (a bit relieved that we will have lunch just at home ๐Ÿ˜‡) I'm not sure if I'll be able to snap some photos of my snacks at the pool (sorry for that๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†) but I'm gonna enjoy this day! And you should enjoy yours as well! ๐Ÿ˜Šโคโค #swimmingpool  #breakfast  #fun  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery 
~Als je iets echt wil, dan kun je het ook bereiken! ~  Wie had nou gedacht dat ik, na jaren afwezigheid van de Jong Nederland Helden kampen, dit jaar wรฉl mee zou gaan? Ik ben naar een zwembad geweest met de kids, ben daar in bikini gegaan, in het water, frietjes met snack gegeten maar het allerbelangrijkste: ik heb plezier gehad! De rest van de dagen waren ook top. Gezellige mensen maken er samen een top kamp van, en ik ben blij dat ik daar een onderdeel van was. Het volgende doel is dat ik next year de hele week mee kan helpen ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ Het is soms retezwaar, maar echt geloof me: het leven kan zo veel mooier zijn! ๐Ÿ’— Bedankt allemaal voor de vier leuke dagen, en bedankt voor alle lieve woorden en complimentjes, dat deed me goed ๐Ÿ˜Š  #krachtvoer #recoveringdutchie #recovery #JNH #kamp
~Als je iets echt wil, dan kun je het ook bereiken! ~ Wie had nou gedacht dat ik, na jaren afwezigheid van de Jong Nederland Helden kampen, dit jaar wรฉl mee zou gaan? Ik ben naar een zwembad geweest met de kids, ben daar in bikini gegaan, in het water, frietjes met snack gegeten maar het allerbelangrijkste: ik heb plezier gehad! De rest van de dagen waren ook top. Gezellige mensen maken er samen een top kamp van, en ik ben blij dat ik daar een onderdeel van was. Het volgende doel is dat ik next year de hele week mee kan helpen ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ Het is soms retezwaar, maar echt geloof me: het leven kan zo veel mooier zijn! ๐Ÿ’— Bedankt allemaal voor de vier leuke dagen, en bedankt voor alle lieve woorden en complimentjes, dat deed me goed ๐Ÿ˜Š #krachtvoer  #recoveringdutchie  #recovery  #JNH  #kamp 
Quick selfie while shopping! We ate a yummy pie there and I had a delicious cup of tea. I sort of was quite positive today, which was amazing! ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿค— . . Tomorrow we will go to hospital because mom had something with her eye. I also wanted to call my doctor wether it is possible that I have ADD. (It's in the family and I do recognize almost all symptoms). Maybe when I get diagnosed with ADD they can do help me? Maybe it helps me to be more stable emotionally and be able to be in busy places?
Quick selfie while shopping! We ate a yummy pie there and I had a delicious cup of tea. I sort of was quite positive today, which was amazing! ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿค— . . Tomorrow we will go to hospital because mom had something with her eye. I also wanted to call my doctor wether it is possible that I have ADD. (It's in the family and I do recognize almost all symptoms). Maybe when I get diagnosed with ADD they can do help me? Maybe it helps me to be more stable emotionally and be able to be in busy places?
Pink ๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿ˜. Ik word serieus blij van deze kleurtjes ๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿผ. Banaan - bevroren frambozen - eiwitpoeder met extra frambozen en hagelslag ๐Ÿซ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ‡. Ik had vandaag een drukke dag met ziekenhuisafspraken en ik ben echt kapot, dus tijd voor Netflix & chill. Ik heb wel gezellig bijgepraat met allemaal lieve mensen vandaag ๐Ÿ’•. Morgen wegen na een hele tijd en diรซtiste, ik ben benieuwd! Fijne avond โค๏ธ. ----------------------------------------------------- #food #foodie #fit #fitgirl #fitness #fitgirlsnl #fitdutchies #dutch #dutchie #amsterdam #adventure #proud2bme #positivity #prorecovery #personalbodyplan #love #lifestyle #lunch #instafood #wanderlust #workout #happy #health #healthy #krachtvoer #eatclean #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveringdutchie #recovery
Pink ๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿ˜. Ik word serieus blij van deze kleurtjes ๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿผ. Banaan - bevroren frambozen - eiwitpoeder met extra frambozen en hagelslag ๐Ÿซ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ‡. Ik had vandaag een drukke dag met ziekenhuisafspraken en ik ben echt kapot, dus tijd voor Netflix & chill. Ik heb wel gezellig bijgepraat met allemaal lieve mensen vandaag ๐Ÿ’•. Morgen wegen na een hele tijd en diรซtiste, ik ben benieuwd! Fijne avond โค๏ธ. ----------------------------------------------------- #food  #foodie  #fit  #fitgirl  #fitness  #fitgirlsnl  #fitdutchies  #dutch  #dutchie  #amsterdam  #adventure  #proud2bme  #positivity  #prorecovery  #personalbodyplan  #love  #lifestyle  #lunch  #instafood  #wanderlust  #workout  #happy  #health  #healthy  #krachtvoer  #eatclean  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoveringdutchie  #recovery 
One step forward.... 3steps back... ๐Ÿ˜ข feel so confused.. #dutch #recoveringdutchie #dutchie #inpatient #recovery #bpdrecovery #relapse ?  #depressed #darkness #sad #staystrong #keepfighting #leavemealone #dontleaveme #mantallyinsane
Lekker wandelen met de groep #uitlaattijd #degekkengaanlos
You're all so beautiful !! ๐ŸŒฑ and I just really wanted to post this cause idk why, but somehow this really hit me
You're all so beautiful !! ๐ŸŒฑ and I just really wanted to post this cause idk why, but somehow this really hit me
Spontaneously dinnerdate with mommy after a therapy meeting with my psychologist & mom ๐Ÿ’–  This #dinner was the best. Vegan lentil curry with potatoes & vegs goshhhh ๐Ÿคค  I ate it all bc it's good and I feel motivated.  Motivated, because I want and really need more intensive therapies.  Have a nice evening lovessss ๐Ÿ’š
Spontaneously dinnerdate with mommy after a therapy meeting with my psychologist & mom ๐Ÿ’– This #dinner  was the best. Vegan lentil curry with potatoes & vegs goshhhh ๐Ÿคค I ate it all bc it's good and I feel motivated. Motivated, because I want and really need more intensive therapies. Have a nice evening lovessss ๐Ÿ’š
This was my first time trying persimmon! Mine was a bit overripe so it had lost its shape a bit but hey I don't judge by looks ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿพ It was pretty good, though I think it would've tasted better if it hadn't been this ripe ๐Ÿ˜‚ Anyhow today was a pretty relaxed day! My mood has definitely gotten better during this day which I'm so thankful for ๐Ÿ˜Œ Hope you're all having a fabulous Monday lovelies ๐Ÿ’ž
This was my first time trying persimmon! Mine was a bit overripe so it had lost its shape a bit but hey I don't judge by looks ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿพ It was pretty good, though I think it would've tasted better if it hadn't been this ripe ๐Ÿ˜‚ Anyhow today was a pretty relaxed day! My mood has definitely gotten better during this day which I'm so thankful for ๐Ÿ˜Œ Hope you're all having a fabulous Monday lovelies ๐Ÿ’ž
This would be the best compliment I could give to someone ๐Ÿฅ‘โœจ #avocadolover #smashing
recovery is not rainbows and unicorns. it is not pretty Instagram food photos. it is not dancing through life. it is not "just eating" and getting better. it is not easy.  sometimes it is hard. sometimes it is terrible. sometimes it is scary. sometimes it makes you feel like you lose control. sometimes it feels like things are getting worse. sometimes it is crying. sometimes it is panick attacks. sometimes it is feeling depressed, anxious and low. sometimes it is fighting and screaming. sometimes it is being done with everything.  but recovery also means gaining life back. it means getting more freedom again. it means you can have sleep overs with friends. it means getting stronger. it means being able to travel. it means doing things you love again. it means being able to go to school and actually concentrate. it means fighting for you dreams. it means an unexpected smile sometimes. it means learning a lot about yourself. it means getting a good relationship with food/exersice again. it means less fight with your loved ones. it means not being stuck in hospitals/clinics/daypatient/appointments your whole life. it means falling but getting up stronger. it means starting to live a little more instead of dying a little more. it means.. well actually it means choosing life over death, even tho you are so scared to live.  you will get through this. you will win this war. it will get easier. never give up. you dont have to do this alone. fight together. life is waiting for you. god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. you can do this. you are on this earth for a reason. you are freaking worth it.  eat baby. dont harm yourself baby. dont exersice baby. dont purge baby. dont binge baby. dont let your ed take away any more of your life baby. baby, flourish. really, bloom. dont listen to the demons in your head. they tell you lies. you, yes you who are reading this: you are stronger than you think and amazing just the way you are.โœจ #anorexia #foodisfuel #eattogrow #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #nourishtoflourish #vegan #eatingdisorder #eattolive #recoveringdutchie
recovery is not rainbows and unicorns. it is not pretty Instagram food photos. it is not dancing through life. it is not "just eating" and getting better. it is not easy. sometimes it is hard. sometimes it is terrible. sometimes it is scary. sometimes it makes you feel like you lose control. sometimes it feels like things are getting worse. sometimes it is crying. sometimes it is panick attacks. sometimes it is feeling depressed, anxious and low. sometimes it is fighting and screaming. sometimes it is being done with everything. but recovery also means gaining life back. it means getting more freedom again. it means you can have sleep overs with friends. it means getting stronger. it means being able to travel. it means doing things you love again. it means being able to go to school and actually concentrate. it means fighting for you dreams. it means an unexpected smile sometimes. it means learning a lot about yourself. it means getting a good relationship with food/exersice again. it means less fight with your loved ones. it means not being stuck in hospitals/clinics/daypatient/appointments your whole life. it means falling but getting up stronger. it means starting to live a little more instead of dying a little more. it means.. well actually it means choosing life over death, even tho you are so scared to live. you will get through this. you will win this war. it will get easier. never give up. you dont have to do this alone. fight together. life is waiting for you. god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. you can do this. you are on this earth for a reason. you are freaking worth it. eat baby. dont harm yourself baby. dont exersice baby. dont purge baby. dont binge baby. dont let your ed take away any more of your life baby. baby, flourish. really, bloom. dont listen to the demons in your head. they tell you lies. you, yes you who are reading this: you are stronger than you think and amazing just the way you are.โœจ #anorexia  #foodisfuel  #eattogrow  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #edsoldier  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #nourishtoflourish  #vegan  #eatingdisorder  #eattolive  #recoveringdutchie 
Afternoon snack was 250ml of vanilla yoghurt, a big apple, strawberries, cinnamon and 2 teaspoons of honey๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I'm addicted to honey omg it's so goodโค enjoy your beautiful day โค๐Ÿ’• #snack #honey #food #fearfood #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fabforana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #beatana #fuckana #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #recoveringdutchie #recoveringanorexic #proud2bme #eetstoornis #anorexia #prorecovery
Afternoon snack was 250ml of vanilla yoghurt, a big apple, strawberries, cinnamon and 2 teaspoons of honey๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I'm addicted to honey omg it's so goodโค enjoy your beautiful day โค๐Ÿ’• #snack  #honey  #food  #fearfood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fabforana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #recoveringdutchie  #recoveringanorexic  #proud2bme  #eetstoornis  #anorexia  #prorecovery