It feels like it’s been forever. We were so young, so full of life, we were almost undefeatable, but, of course, time takes that all away. Our bodies are now frail, bones have broken multiple times in multiple places. Our organs forgot how to work like they used to, yours have lost their main form of defense leaving you susceptible to this awful pain. I mean, love, I can’t even stand up straight anymore. Time is closing in, but, I wouldn’t change it, not a moment. I wouldn’t change the life we’ve shared at all. I know some people who would’ve killed to live like we got to and others who feel sorry for us. Remember our home, the one we tore down and put back up more beautiful than before, perfect in every way. Thank you for all the windows. I didn’t think you remembered that night I told you. It was, after all, only when we began to talk. Or what about the swing you made on the tree closest to the lake? I remember how you’d push me on it when the sun began its fall toward the end of the water. You would always sneeze the instant the sun touched the horizon. Then, there were the bumps in the road. I know how difficult it must’ve been when we found out we wouldn’t be having any of our own children. It was a tough pill for both of us to swallow. I mean this department was cursed from the start. I miss him, too. He was only 7. No one said life was fair. They also didn’t say the child who lost their parents only a year before, would also be lost in the same cruel manner. I still have nightmares of that accident. He had only been with us a year and was almost ours, too. The courthouse sitting right around the corner. Then, that stupid driver. Why am I bringing that up, it is so long ago now. “You don’t need to hold on anymore,” I whisper to you, holding your cold, frail hand, “You have been so strong our whole life. I’ll alright.” Tears stream from my eyes because I know this, right now, is goodbye. “I’m so lucky to have been married to you and I am grateful for every year of the last 73. I couldn’t have asked for a better person to be by my side. I love you.” One breath and he's gone. Just like that; everything I knew.
Sou uma mulher sem medo das palavras mas mais ainda sem medo dos actos. É claro que o mundo às vezes magoa; é claro que a vida às vezes ataca. Leva-nos pessoas, leva-nos coisas, leva-nos sonhos. Às vezes leva-nos mesmo tudo (ou o que julgávamos ser tudo). Mas viver é suportar todas as mágoas e todos os ataques que a vida tem para oferecer. Por mais lágrimas que chore há sempre uma que me faz levantar. 😏😘💧🌈 #novoeu#vida#life
Last week was rough as fuck. This weekend had a serious indecent, tore my quad last week, got pulled over and ticketed for expired sticker because my birthday is coming up and i forget every year its registered under my business, blew a tire my insomnia was back to its finest. I can honestly say being sent a pic like this, having my wife thats tough as nails stand behind my crazy ass and receiving amazing info which i will share soon. My quest from dealer to dad has been being recorded and documented since i got myself clean and the beginning for me has just begun. I have made millions of dollars in my life some will read this laugh, judge think im full of shit. My life story i hope can inspire people and make them realise life is to precious to fuck it up. As of last week me and my family that didn't have a place to live. We sold our house a month ago i was supposed to make a nice chunk of money and ill be lucky to walk with enough for a fresh start. We have been on a constant hunt and finding a place to fit your needs are very difficult. When i met my wife i took her mom and sister in which we also take care of. In July this year me and my wife and our son had a condo brand new furnished i got married and had close to 100 k in savings. I hit rock bottom low september and we had next to nothing. Follow my story and be enlightened and never judge a book by its cover. You never know what its like to walk in someone elses shoes. The new me is here and im going to drop jaws as i reveal some of the crazy shit in my life. Sit back and slowely watch me grow and become public figure that can be a role model for kids and be an amazing father and husbund. This picture makes me realize precious life is. I fuckin made this!!!! #life#dealertodad#neverjudge#life#tattoo#newbeginnings#family