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Vanilla soy-curd wirh mango, raspberry, bananas, chai seeds, coconut, quinoa, mullberries and jam.. heaven in a bowl 🌞💕
Vanilla soy-curd wirh mango, raspberry, bananas, chai seeds, coconut, quinoa, mullberries and jam.. heaven in a bowl 🌞💕
Happy sunny evening lovelies 💜  Enjoyed this beautiful selfmade vegan Vanilla-Blueberry curd with some fresh kiwi, more blueberries, mini coconuts, cacao nibs + mulberries after a sunny walk - again #HEAVENINAJAR 🌸 How did you enjoy this beautiful weather today? ☀️ ___ Guten Abend ihr lieben! Auch wenn das Wochenende sich dem Ende neigt, hoffe ich, dass ihr den Sonntagabend noch in vollen Zügen genießt! Was habt ihr heute schönes gemacht? ☺
Happy sunny evening lovelies 💜 Enjoyed this beautiful selfmade vegan Vanilla-Blueberry curd with some fresh kiwi, more blueberries, mini coconuts, cacao nibs + mulberries after a sunny walk - again #HEAVENINAJAR  🌸 How did you enjoy this beautiful weather today? ☀️ ___ Guten Abend ihr lieben! Auch wenn das Wochenende sich dem Ende neigt, hoffe ich, dass ihr den Sonntagabend noch in vollen Zügen genießt! Was habt ihr heute schönes gemacht? ☺
Lunch // I'm in love with @josephspitabread rn, so I just had to have a savory/sweet combo.  Savory // @sabra roasted red pepper hummus + Tex-mex jackfruit Sweet // banana 🍌 + @jemorganics chocolate hazelnut butter - - - #realrecovery #edfighter #prorecovery #healing #progressnotperfection #progress #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrevovery #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthyeating #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #anawho #eattorun #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
Lunch // I'm in love with @josephspitabread rn, so I just had to have a savory/sweet combo. Savory // @sabra roasted red pepper hummus + Tex-mex jackfruit Sweet // banana 🍌 + @jemorganics chocolate hazelnut butter - - - #realrecovery  #edfighter  #prorecovery  #healing  #progressnotperfection  #progress  #recovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrevovery  #health  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthyeating  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #anawho  #eattorun  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
(English version in the comments)  Hey ihr!  Mein Tag wurde leider nicht wirklich besser. Ich habe wirklich versucht, etwas zu finden, das mir Freude macht. Wenigstens irgendeine Beschäftigung, die mich etwas ablenkt.  Ich habe PC-Kram erledigt, gelesen, Instagram, mich mit meinem Kater beschäftigt, saß in der Sonne, habe etwas geputzt. Nichts konnte meine Stimmung bessern. Allgemein habe ich mich einfach gefühlt, als wäre ich gar nicht richtig anwesend.  Schwer zu erklären aber ich denke, einige von euch kennen das auch. Man macht etwas aber fühlt absolut nichts dabei. Und auch der Blick ist irgendwie so unscharf. Ich kann mich auch gerade unglaublich schlecht konzentrieren, verliere dauernd den Faden und habe Schwierigkeiten, klar zu denken. Ich muss jeden Satz, den ich schreibe, 5 mal durchgehen, um ihn halbwegs vernünftig zu formulieren. Dazu kam heute, dass es mir auch körperlich nicht gut ging. Der Schwindel wollte gar nicht verschwinden. Ich bin mir recht sicher, dass er von einem meiner Medikamente ausgelöst wird aber auf das will ich auf keinen Fall verzichten, weil ich ohne absolut gar nicht schlafen kann.  Keine Ahnung. Ich bin allgemein auch einfach geschwächt. Aber ich will mich nicht beschweren. Das hat man mal und es ist einfach auch nicht dramatisch.  Ich versuche gerade noch, etwas positives an dem Tag zu finden, weil ich das jetzt hier nicht so stehen lassen will. Auch für mich selbst nicht.  Also. Positiv ist: - Es geht mir immerhin noch weit besser als in anderen Phasen - Ich habe den Tag auch so überstanden - Ich habe das kuscheligste Kätzchen der Welt. 🙈 Ja. Soweit erstmal. Ich hoffe einfach, dass morgen wieder besser wird. Diese Tage, an denen die Zeit auch einfach nicht vergehen will, sind für mich echt ganz schwer auszuhalten. So oder so gibt's gleich Abendessen und Mediathek. Habt einen guten Abend, ihr Lieben 🌹
(English version in the comments) Hey ihr! Mein Tag wurde leider nicht wirklich besser. Ich habe wirklich versucht, etwas zu finden, das mir Freude macht. Wenigstens irgendeine Beschäftigung, die mich etwas ablenkt. Ich habe PC-Kram erledigt, gelesen, Instagram, mich mit meinem Kater beschäftigt, saß in der Sonne, habe etwas geputzt. Nichts konnte meine Stimmung bessern. Allgemein habe ich mich einfach gefühlt, als wäre ich gar nicht richtig anwesend. Schwer zu erklären aber ich denke, einige von euch kennen das auch. Man macht etwas aber fühlt absolut nichts dabei. Und auch der Blick ist irgendwie so unscharf. Ich kann mich auch gerade unglaublich schlecht konzentrieren, verliere dauernd den Faden und habe Schwierigkeiten, klar zu denken. Ich muss jeden Satz, den ich schreibe, 5 mal durchgehen, um ihn halbwegs vernünftig zu formulieren. Dazu kam heute, dass es mir auch körperlich nicht gut ging. Der Schwindel wollte gar nicht verschwinden. Ich bin mir recht sicher, dass er von einem meiner Medikamente ausgelöst wird aber auf das will ich auf keinen Fall verzichten, weil ich ohne absolut gar nicht schlafen kann. Keine Ahnung. Ich bin allgemein auch einfach geschwächt. Aber ich will mich nicht beschweren. Das hat man mal und es ist einfach auch nicht dramatisch. Ich versuche gerade noch, etwas positives an dem Tag zu finden, weil ich das jetzt hier nicht so stehen lassen will. Auch für mich selbst nicht. Also. Positiv ist: - Es geht mir immerhin noch weit besser als in anderen Phasen - Ich habe den Tag auch so überstanden - Ich habe das kuscheligste Kätzchen der Welt. 🙈 Ja. Soweit erstmal. Ich hoffe einfach, dass morgen wieder besser wird. Diese Tage, an denen die Zeit auch einfach nicht vergehen will, sind für mich echt ganz schwer auszuhalten. So oder so gibt's gleich Abendessen und Mediathek. Habt einen guten Abend, ihr Lieben 🌹
Being committed to recovery unfortunately means eating in weird places and at awkward times. Yes eating in the car/train/bus/seaside/in public is uncomfortable, and really causes chaos for the anorexia, but it has to be done. So what if the people with you aren't eating. We all have different needs. And they're the ones missing out on bagel time soo.. #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #anorexia #edrecovery #afternoomsnack #bagoals #noslackingonsnacking
This might be a bit surprising after my last posts but it’s also why I want to share it with you. Yesterday evening something started to go downhill. And today has been really wobbly. A part of it is that I’m insanely hungry and it doesn’t seem to get better no matter what. This still makes me feel very insecure and exhausted. These are the days I somehow can’t connect with myself, as if there was a door that has been shut and locked. I start getting this weird way of looking at myself, as if I was far away. As if my body was someone else’s. I’m so overwhelmed with what I feel because I can’t really tell what it is. These are the days I would like to not get up at all. I want time to pass as fast as possible but at the same time everything is going too fast and I really need to take a break. I have high urges to move, just move, move. Do something. Be productive. And at the same time all I want to do is letting myself fall and give in.  So yes, I have bad days too. They come out of nowhere, totally unexpected and hit with full force. Make me feel disgusting, useless and empty. Incredibly insecure and irritated, weak and lost. But that’s okay too. It’s okay to struggle and it’s also okay to reach out for help (or just attention!). I know that what helps me is to talk to someone, to not bottle up my feelings or isolate myself. So that’s what I did, I had a long talk with my mother and even if she was surprised that I’m not as well as she believed me to be, she was totally understanding and it made me realise that what I’m feeling today is just as valid and important as the joy I experienced in the last days.  And today doesn’t make yesterday less good, nor does it mean that tomorrow can’t be wonderful! . . . #edrecovery#recovery #realrecovery #anarecovery#anorexiarecovery #recoveryisworthit#recoveryispossible #edsoldier #fightingana #eatingdisorder#foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish#bitebybite #kickanansass #2fab4ana #anawho #recoverymotivation#recoveryinspiration #happynothungry #healthynothungry #selflove #bodyacceptance
This might be a bit surprising after my last posts but it’s also why I want to share it with you. Yesterday evening something started to go downhill. And today has been really wobbly. A part of it is that I’m insanely hungry and it doesn’t seem to get better no matter what. This still makes me feel very insecure and exhausted. These are the days I somehow can’t connect with myself, as if there was a door that has been shut and locked. I start getting this weird way of looking at myself, as if I was far away. As if my body was someone else’s. I’m so overwhelmed with what I feel because I can’t really tell what it is. These are the days I would like to not get up at all. I want time to pass as fast as possible but at the same time everything is going too fast and I really need to take a break. I have high urges to move, just move, move. Do something. Be productive. And at the same time all I want to do is letting myself fall and give in. So yes, I have bad days too. They come out of nowhere, totally unexpected and hit with full force. Make me feel disgusting, useless and empty. Incredibly insecure and irritated, weak and lost. But that’s okay too. It’s okay to struggle and it’s also okay to reach out for help (or just attention!). I know that what helps me is to talk to someone, to not bottle up my feelings or isolate myself. So that’s what I did, I had a long talk with my mother and even if she was surprised that I’m not as well as she believed me to be, she was totally understanding and it made me realise that what I’m feeling today is just as valid and important as the joy I experienced in the last days. And today doesn’t make yesterday less good, nor does it mean that tomorrow can’t be wonderful! . . . #edrecovery #recovery  #realrecovery  #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery  #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible  #edsoldier  #fightingana  #eatingdisorder #foodisfuel  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish #bitebybite  #kickanansass  #2fab4ana  #anawho  #recoverymotivation #recoveryinspiration  #happynothungry  #healthynothungry  #selflove  #bodyacceptance 
The weather today was so gorgeous, and after a walk up Arthur's Seat, all I wanted was ice cream! This is a win in that I've had something sugary every day for the past 2 weeks so I'm overcoming that fear, and I've also wanted to try these Oreo ice cream sandwiches for AGES. But the downside is that I actually wanted a magnum, but saw that these have less sugar content... anyway, super yummy, and now I have a supply of these at my boyfriend's house for when I visit. Extreme hunger is still raging, which sucks, but I can now be less active seeing as I'm back in the UK and not auditioning for anything, which will help!
The weather today was so gorgeous, and after a walk up Arthur's Seat, all I wanted was ice cream! This is a win in that I've had something sugary every day for the past 2 weeks so I'm overcoming that fear, and I've also wanted to try these Oreo ice cream sandwiches for AGES. But the downside is that I actually wanted a magnum, but saw that these have less sugar content... anyway, super yummy, and now I have a supply of these at my boyfriend's house for when I visit. Extreme hunger is still raging, which sucks, but I can now be less active seeing as I'm back in the UK and not auditioning for anything, which will help!
I tried a beyond bar for afternoon snack..it was really good! it kinda tasted the same as the rude health pumpkin bar thooo had another great day so far today..the weathers been soo nice so I had a long walk along the beach with my family..despite the wind😅 then just spent the afternoon watching movies with my lil bro..trying not to feel lazy..but it's Sunday..they're for relaxing!!
I tried a beyond bar for afternoon snack..it was really good! it kinda tasted the same as the rude health pumpkin bar thooo had another great day so far today..the weathers been soo nice so I had a long walk along the beach with my family..despite the wind😅 then just spent the afternoon watching movies with my lil bro..trying not to feel lazy..but it's Sunday..they're for relaxing!!
froooot ❤️ apple 🍎 strawberries 🍓 and pomelo 😋
froooot ❤️ apple 🍎 strawberries 🍓 and pomelo 😋
Made some cauliflower-soup for the first time in a looong time! ☺️ have been kind of scared of being in the kitchen because it's so many b/p-triggers there, but I think I'm getting better at avoiding the triggers and only eat the meal I'm supposed to eat. 🌮
Made some cauliflower-soup for the first time in a looong time! ☺️ have been kind of scared of being in the kitchen because it's so many b/p-triggers there, but I think I'm getting better at avoiding the triggers and only eat the meal I'm supposed to eat. 🌮
Happy Sunday lovelies! This was breakfast yesterday lol cause yo girl was up at 7 to fit in a nice full-body lift before rehearsalx3 and work until 9:30 tonight 😏 RIP to my body and mind imma be so tired going into the week 😭 butttt that's ok cause even though I'm tired it is a good day to have a good day ya know?! I'm gonna MAKE it a good day. And you should too :) ok mini ramble over thank you for tuning in 👍🏻
Happy Sunday lovelies! This was breakfast yesterday lol cause yo girl was up at 7 to fit in a nice full-body lift before rehearsalx3 and work until 9:30 tonight 😏 RIP to my body and mind imma be so tired going into the week 😭 butttt that's ok cause even though I'm tired it is a good day to have a good day ya know?! I'm gonna MAKE it a good day. And you should too :) ok mini ramble over thank you for tuning in 👍🏻
Mnammnam 😍 Rice 🍚 with vegetables and chicken 🍗 . Today I went shopping and I even bought something! Well two things 🙊 do you remember those black and grey jeans 👖 I tried on but didn't buy them? I got them now!!! Found them in the sale for half price 🤗 We also got some ice cream. It was really hard to chose which ice cream I wanted... I can't have dairy, pineapple 🍍, orange 🍊 etc... now I had strawberry 🍓 and citron, but my mouth 👄 started bleeding again after the citron one 😭 does anyone know why I am allergic for so many fruits? Do they have something in common? #an #ana #anorexia #anarecovery #anrecovery #anorexiarecovery  #eatittobeatit #dutchrecovery #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior #anawho #edfam #edfighter #recoveryisworthit #recovery #recovering #strongnotskinny #healthybody #healthyfood #healthylife #healthy #eathealthy #healthyliving #healthyeats #healthyeating
Mnammnam 😍 Rice 🍚 with vegetables and chicken 🍗 . Today I went shopping and I even bought something! Well two things 🙊 do you remember those black and grey jeans 👖 I tried on but didn't buy them? I got them now!!! Found them in the sale for half price 🤗 We also got some ice cream. It was really hard to chose which ice cream I wanted... I can't have dairy, pineapple 🍍, orange 🍊 etc... now I had strawberry 🍓 and citron, but my mouth 👄 started bleeding again after the citron one 😭 does anyone know why I am allergic for so many fruits? Do they have something in common? #an  #ana  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #anrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #eatittobeatit  #dutchrecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edwarrior  #anawho  #edfam  #edfighter  #recoveryisworthit  #recovery  #recovering  #strongnotskinny  #healthybody  #healthyfood  #healthylife  #healthy  #eathealthy  #healthyliving  #healthyeats  #healthyeating 
no slacking on snacking even though I had a huge brunch and I'm going out for a curry tonight!!😏☺️ - #anarecovery #eatittobeatit #edrecoveryfamily #edrecoveryarmy #edrecovery #recoveyroad #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverforcake #recoverforlife #recoverforfamily #recoverforfreedom #recoverforhappinessmaking
Guess who had this delicious pint for yesterdays #pintparty? Right meeee🙆🙈. First I was a little sceptical if I should try this flavour but it was AMAZING😍! ~~~ Ich war ja wirklich skeptisch, was diesen Pint angeht, da er sich so unspektakulär anhörte, aber er war schon viel zu lange im Tiefkühler und wisst ihr was? Er war sooo gut😍🙈! Es lohnt sich also immer etwas Neues auszuprobieren😏. Mein Wochenende war wirklich richtig schön. Gestern war ich den ganzen Nachmittag mit einer Freundin draußen und wir waren am Abend noch bei #beautyandthebeast. Absolute Filmempfehlung👍. Und heute ging es spontan in den Harz zum Wandern😄. Dabei kann ich immer so gut abschalten😊. Und morgen wird es dann noch wärmer😲. Genial😃! Wie war denn euer Tag so? Habt ihr das schöne Wetter richtig ausgenutzt?😊🌞 Ich setzte mich jetzt nochmal über Bio und Geschichte, um auch die letzte Klausurenwoche hinter mich zu bringen💪. Habt einen schönen Abend❤. #edfighter #recovery #anafighter #nourishnotpunish #healthynotskinny #recoveryisworthit #fuckana #anawho #beatana #fight #edsoldier #ed #prorecovery #eddiary #anorexie #recoveryforboobs #eat #eatforhappiness #2fab4ana #eatittobeatit #recoveryispossible #realrecovery #magersucht #edfamily #anorexiarecovery #togetherwecan #staypositiv #doitnow
Guess who had this delicious pint for yesterdays #pintparty ? Right meeee🙆🙈. First I was a little sceptical if I should try this flavour but it was AMAZING😍! ~~~ Ich war ja wirklich skeptisch, was diesen Pint angeht, da er sich so unspektakulär anhörte, aber er war schon viel zu lange im Tiefkühler und wisst ihr was? Er war sooo gut😍🙈! Es lohnt sich also immer etwas Neues auszuprobieren😏. Mein Wochenende war wirklich richtig schön. Gestern war ich den ganzen Nachmittag mit einer Freundin draußen und wir waren am Abend noch bei #beautyandthebeast . Absolute Filmempfehlung👍. Und heute ging es spontan in den Harz zum Wandern😄. Dabei kann ich immer so gut abschalten😊. Und morgen wird es dann noch wärmer😲. Genial😃! Wie war denn euer Tag so? Habt ihr das schöne Wetter richtig ausgenutzt?😊🌞 Ich setzte mich jetzt nochmal über Bio und Geschichte, um auch die letzte Klausurenwoche hinter mich zu bringen💪. Habt einen schönen Abend❤. #edfighter  #recovery  #anafighter  #nourishnotpunish  #healthynotskinny  #recoveryisworthit  #fuckana  #anawho  #beatana  #fight  #edsoldier  #ed  #prorecovery  #eddiary  #anorexie  #recoveryforboobs  #eat  #eatforhappiness  #2fab4ana  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryispossible  #realrecovery  #magersucht  #edfamily  #anorexiarecovery  #togetherwecan  #staypositiv  #doitnow 
2 years ago I was a freshman girl in a private high school with plenty of friends and plenty of attention. I couldn't attend every party because I had training, but I tried. I went to football games in my skating clothes and almost fell asleep in the stands since I had training that morning before school. I missed weeks of school with competitions and spent every minute between training sessions doing make-up work. Last year I was a sophomore, I was popular and had a killer body, after losing some weight that summer and working out more. I became more in love with skating and our training was more intense. That year I got my first boyfriend. I was so busy going from training to football games, to my boyfriends house, then waking up again for morning skating. I thought I was exhausted then, but then I developed an ed. I later became distant from my friends since I could only pick so many things to dedicate my time to. My grades suffered and I suffered. This crazy life was too much. This year I do online school. Maybe I don't go out every night, or have a boyfriend or get to go to prom, but I've been able to dedicate my time to myself and my sport and my training, which I have loved. My life is incredibly different, and will be even more different once we move to a new state and new training facility, but I'm so grateful to live such a unique lifestyle and be able to do what I love and be passionate about something!  #realcovery #healthyisnotasize #beated #edwarriors #everyBODYisbeautiful #nourishnotpunish #loveyourself #acceptance #choosehappy #happyandhealthy #health #bopo #positivity #itsworthit #eatittobeatit #prorecovery #strong #fitspo #athlete #girlathlete #teenathlete #nutrition #foodisfuel #blogger #fighter #fitfam #girlgains #healthisnotasize
2 years ago I was a freshman girl in a private high school with plenty of friends and plenty of attention. I couldn't attend every party because I had training, but I tried. I went to football games in my skating clothes and almost fell asleep in the stands since I had training that morning before school. I missed weeks of school with competitions and spent every minute between training sessions doing make-up work. Last year I was a sophomore, I was popular and had a killer body, after losing some weight that summer and working out more. I became more in love with skating and our training was more intense. That year I got my first boyfriend. I was so busy going from training to football games, to my boyfriends house, then waking up again for morning skating. I thought I was exhausted then, but then I developed an ed. I later became distant from my friends since I could only pick so many things to dedicate my time to. My grades suffered and I suffered. This crazy life was too much. This year I do online school. Maybe I don't go out every night, or have a boyfriend or get to go to prom, but I've been able to dedicate my time to myself and my sport and my training, which I have loved. My life is incredibly different, and will be even more different once we move to a new state and new training facility, but I'm so grateful to live such a unique lifestyle and be able to do what I love and be passionate about something! #realcovery  #healthyisnotasize  #beated  #edwarriors  #everyBODYisbeautiful  #nourishnotpunish  #loveyourself  #acceptance  #choosehappy  #happyandhealthy  #health  #bopo  #positivity  #itsworthit  #eatittobeatit  #prorecovery  #strong  #fitspo  #athlete  #girlathlete  #teenathlete  #nutrition  #foodisfuel  #blogger  #fighter  #fitfam  #girlgains  #healthisnotasize 
You can probably guess which is mine🤷‍♀️. Had a nice day shopping with mom for Mother's Day👩‍👧💘
You can probably guess which is mine🤷‍♀️. Had a nice day shopping with mom for Mother's Day👩‍👧💘
Afternoon snack is 2 bear yo yos 🐻and peach and apricot yoghurt 🍑 #edrecovery #anoreixarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #beatana #eatittobeatit
Nothing better after a good training to take back energy with a snack, I thus took wrap with jam and banana. It is important to take back energy after the training. ❤  Rien de mieux après un bon entraînement de reprendre des forces avec un bon goûté, j'ai donc pris un wrap à la confiture et une banane. Il est important de reprendre des forces après l'entraînement donc je me fais plaisir. Et vous vous avez fait du sport aujourd'hui? ❤  #workout #healthy #food #pancake #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #fuckana #fuckanorexia #anawho #anorexia #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
Nothing better after a good training to take back energy with a snack, I thus took wrap with jam and banana. It is important to take back energy after the training. ❤ Rien de mieux après un bon entraînement de reprendre des forces avec un bon goûté, j'ai donc pris un wrap à la confiture et une banane. Il est important de reprendre des forces après l'entraînement donc je me fais plaisir. Et vous vous avez fait du sport aujourd'hui? ❤ #workout  #healthy  #food  #pancake  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #anawho  #anorexia  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
Mother's Day ❤️ had this with the whole family which was super scary #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #edfamilly #anorexiarecovery #anorexia
PB jelly sandwich on a sunny Sunday☺. I'm doing pretty well today. But let me tell you what yesterday happened:  My mother and I tidied up my room. And we found moldy food I hid since a year. It was disgusting. Then my mother found an old notebook from 2011 when I was inpatient for the first time. The notes inside were disordered and sad. My mother became furious cause of the moldy food and the horrible words of mine so that she screamed at me. I felt trapped and somehow bare. It was like I would recognize that Ana made not only my eating habits disordered. She captured almost everything. Even my room, my clothing (where I found the moldy stuff) was hers. Not mine. I understood how worse this is. And now I never wanna be this person again. I'm a human but look what a monster I could be when Ana had control of my life. Nothing was too unpleasant. I did everything she wanted. And now I realized that Ana is still strong. But my thoughts have grown stronger as well. Hope that we will beat the disordered voice in our head someday. Stay fighting, guys I am here for you😌 #edrecovery #anarecovery #edsolider #anasoldier #2fab4ana #minniemaud #3000calories #edfighter #anafight #edwarrior #anawarrior #edfamiliy #edfam #nourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattogrow #eatittobeatit #anorexiarecovery #realcovery #recoveryisworthit #bethebiggerbully #anawho #anaisabitch #ananomore #fuckana #fightingana #prorecovery
PB jelly sandwich on a sunny Sunday☺. I'm doing pretty well today. But let me tell you what yesterday happened: My mother and I tidied up my room. And we found moldy food I hid since a year. It was disgusting. Then my mother found an old notebook from 2011 when I was inpatient for the first time. The notes inside were disordered and sad. My mother became furious cause of the moldy food and the horrible words of mine so that she screamed at me. I felt trapped and somehow bare. It was like I would recognize that Ana made not only my eating habits disordered. She captured almost everything. Even my room, my clothing (where I found the moldy stuff) was hers. Not mine. I understood how worse this is. And now I never wanna be this person again. I'm a human but look what a monster I could be when Ana had control of my life. Nothing was too unpleasant. I did everything she wanted. And now I realized that Ana is still strong. But my thoughts have grown stronger as well. Hope that we will beat the disordered voice in our head someday. Stay fighting, guys I am here for you😌 #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #edsolider  #anasoldier  #2fab4ana  #minniemaud  #3000calories  #edfighter  #anafight  #edwarrior  #anawarrior  #edfamiliy  #edfam  #nourishnotpunish  #foodisfuel  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eattogrow  #eatittobeatit  #anorexiarecovery  #realcovery  #recoveryisworthit  #bethebiggerbully  #anawho  #anaisabitch  #ananomore  #fuckana  #fightingana  #prorecovery 
Mijn avondeten is gekookte aardappels uit de oven met bietjes, een vegetarische groenteburger en ketchup  Ik heb echt een super leuk weekend gehad met @anaismvoogt 🤡 Fijne avond ❤ #avondeten#avondetentijd#dinner#dinnertime#aardappels#gekookteaardappels#aardappelsuitdeoven#potatoes#boiledpotatoes#ovenbakedpotatoes#bietjes#beetroot#vega#vegetarisch#vegetarian#vegaburger#vegetarischeburger#vegetarianburger#groenteburger#ketchup#edrecovery#edrecoverypower#edrecoveryfamily#anorexiarecovery#eatittobeatit
Mijn avondeten is gekookte aardappels uit de oven met bietjes, een vegetarische groenteburger en ketchup Ik heb echt een super leuk weekend gehad met @anaismvoogt 🤡 Fijne avond ❤ #avondeten #avondetentijd #dinner #dinnertime #aardappels #gekookteaardappels #aardappelsuitdeoven #potatoes #boiledpotatoes #ovenbakedpotatoes #bietjes #beetroot #vega #vegetarisch #vegetarian #vegaburger #vegetarischeburger #vegetarianburger #groenteburger #ketchup #edrecovery #edrecoverypower #edrecoveryfamily #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit 
Es kann doch einfach nicht wahr sein. Bin eben erneut zusammen geklappt. Ich esse normal, bis Zuviel und trinke normal, mir geht es trotzdem Kreislauf mäßig viel viel schlechter als jemals zuvor, mit 7 kg weniger und kaum essen war ich fitter als jetzt. Ich vermute mal das es auch am Wetter und wenig Schlaf liegt aber es nervt. Hoffentlich kommt beim ekg und Bluttest was raus.  #eatingdisorder #anorexia #magersucht #recovery #ed #anorexiarecovery #ana #edrecovery #edfamily #edwarrior #prorecovery #anarecovery #realrecovery #anawho #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edsoldier #food #healthy #depression #beatana #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit #mia #anorexie #bulimia #anorexianervosa  #staystrong #yummy
Es kann doch einfach nicht wahr sein. Bin eben erneut zusammen geklappt. Ich esse normal, bis Zuviel und trinke normal, mir geht es trotzdem Kreislauf mäßig viel viel schlechter als jemals zuvor, mit 7 kg weniger und kaum essen war ich fitter als jetzt. Ich vermute mal das es auch am Wetter und wenig Schlaf liegt aber es nervt. Hoffentlich kommt beim ekg und Bluttest was raus. #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #magersucht  #recovery  #ed  #anorexiarecovery  #ana  #edrecovery  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #prorecovery  #anarecovery  #realrecovery  #anawho  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #food  #healthy  #depression  #beatana  #strongnotskinny  #eatittobeatit  #mia  #anorexie  #bulimia  #anorexianervosa  #staystrong  #yummy 
First break since breakfast 😴😥 (Oh my gosh it's already dinner time? 😱😱😱) So will have some real meal afterwards 😅 As I had savory breakfast I craved chocolate now 😋🍫 Ordered this protein bar along with all the other things and saved it for a special occasion but uhm well why? This special day won't come as I always will find a reason because a day isn't special enough. But stop it now 💪 Still this is a "special" day because I am already at the conclusion of my term paper. Which is good as I was quite fast and writing was easy for me but a bit "bad" because I am at page 13 and introduction and conclusion shouldn't be longer than one and a half page each so I will come at around 15/16 pages which isn't that much as the papers should be around 15-20 pages. My professor said it would be more than okay if the paper isn't that long but I should get at least at 16 pages. I already added some more at each chapter but I don't like brabbling to much as we should get on point and only write the relevant things but with only the relevant things I wouldn't even come around 13 pages 😅 There are some papers I could write way more than 15 pages but also some i can't get to 20 pages. Oh well. Will get some more books for the footnotes so maybe that will add some pace 😂 How are you all? #awareness #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorder #ed #ednos #fightback #gethealthy #strongnotskinny #tiredofthisshit #prorecovery #realrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryisworthit #mentalhealth
First break since breakfast 😴😥 (Oh my gosh it's already dinner time? 😱😱😱) So will have some real meal afterwards 😅 As I had savory breakfast I craved chocolate now 😋🍫 Ordered this protein bar along with all the other things and saved it for a special occasion but uhm well why? This special day won't come as I always will find a reason because a day isn't special enough. But stop it now 💪 Still this is a "special" day because I am already at the conclusion of my term paper. Which is good as I was quite fast and writing was easy for me but a bit "bad" because I am at page 13 and introduction and conclusion shouldn't be longer than one and a half page each so I will come at around 15/16 pages which isn't that much as the papers should be around 15-20 pages. My professor said it would be more than okay if the paper isn't that long but I should get at least at 16 pages. I already added some more at each chapter but I don't like brabbling to much as we should get on point and only write the relevant things but with only the relevant things I wouldn't even come around 13 pages 😅 There are some papers I could write way more than 15 pages but also some i can't get to 20 pages. Oh well. Will get some more books for the footnotes so maybe that will add some pace 😂 How are you all? #awareness  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recovery  #eatingdisorder  #ed  #ednos  #fightback  #gethealthy  #strongnotskinny  #tiredofthisshit  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryisworthit  #mentalhealth 
Video van deze smoothie bowl in mijn verhaal en op mijn blog. Die staat in de bio 🌸
Video van deze smoothie bowl in mijn verhaal en op mijn blog. Die staat in de bio 🌸
Dit was m'n #ootd ••• ik heb vandaag zoveel kleine snacks op en nu twijfel ik of ik nog echt honger heb voor m'n avondmaal. Probleem is dat eens ik iets eet, bijvoorbeeld iets klein om toch iets binnen te hebben als diner, ik dan veel meer ga eten en niet kan stoppen. Ik twijfel nu of ik niet gewoon het zo kan laten, want ik heb niet echt een hongergevoel 🤔 . . #dutchrecovery #recoverywin #ed #edrecovery #ana #anorexia #anorexìanervosarecovery #dutch #eetstoornis #eetstoornisherstel #bodycheck #bodyimage #recovery #struggling #edfamily #dutchierecovering #dutchrecovery #eatittobeatit #edwarrior #fighter #weightrestored #dutch #nederland #nederlandgirl #stronglikeafighterarmy #selflove  #nature #selfcare
Dit was m'n #ootd  ••• ik heb vandaag zoveel kleine snacks op en nu twijfel ik of ik nog echt honger heb voor m'n avondmaal. Probleem is dat eens ik iets eet, bijvoorbeeld iets klein om toch iets binnen te hebben als diner, ik dan veel meer ga eten en niet kan stoppen. Ik twijfel nu of ik niet gewoon het zo kan laten, want ik heb niet echt een hongergevoel 🤔 . . #dutchrecovery  #recoverywin  #ed  #edrecovery  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexìanervosarecovery  #dutch  #eetstoornis  #eetstoornisherstel  #bodycheck  #bodyimage  #recovery  #struggling  #edfamily  #dutchierecovering  #dutchrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #edwarrior  #fighter  #weightrestored  #dutch  #nederland  #nederlandgirl  #stronglikeafighterarmy  #selflove  #nature  #selfcare 
26.03.2017-Snack||16.55Uhr 1 Oreo Sandwich Eis &3Stückchen Milka "Triple Choc" Schokolade.🍴 ~239kcal ------------------------------- "Real unicorns have curves."🦄 #magersucht #essstörung #anorexie #recovery #fearfood #recoverywin #edfighter #fuckana #fightforhealth #recovernig #gainweight #selflove #eatittobeatit #germanrecovery #fooddiary #edwarrior #underweight
...when you put your food on the floor just to get a good picture 😂😂 ANYWAYYYY, my snacky snack is half an apple (oops, I gave in and didn't have a whole apple, 1 point to Ana.. She probably has tons of points already) and my beloved raspberry and peach tea! 👌🏽 After a few lovely comments, I don't feel as bad anymore about what I'm having later! 💗 Oh, and I had a bite of my sisters nature valley Canadian maple syrup bar because I hadn't had that flavour in sooooo long 😋 And lastly, should I do a post with a few facts about me, I feel like I'm not personal enough on this account? 🙃 - #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edrecoveryfood #anarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #edrecoverymeal #fuckana #anorexìanervosarecovery #edteam #recoveryisworthit #strongnotskinny
...when you put your food on the floor just to get a good picture 😂😂 ANYWAYYYY, my snacky snack is half an apple (oops, I gave in and didn't have a whole apple, 1 point to Ana.. She probably has tons of points already) and my beloved raspberry and peach tea! 👌🏽 After a few lovely comments, I don't feel as bad anymore about what I'm having later! 💗 Oh, and I had a bite of my sisters nature valley Canadian maple syrup bar because I hadn't had that flavour in sooooo long 😋 And lastly, should I do a post with a few facts about me, I feel like I'm not personal enough on this account? 🙃 - #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #edrecoveryfood  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #edrecoverymeal  #fuckana  #anorexìanervosarecovery  #edteam  #recoveryisworthit  #strongnotskinny 
Usual Sunday breakfast🙌🏻 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now I'm going to make my bed and then I'm not sure what I will do🤔 My mom and sister are going out (and my sister doesn't get along with me so I will probably stay home) so it will probably be a laid back day🖖🏻 I hope you are all enjoying your Sunday morning💖 Stay Strong💜💪🏻🐻 #anorexianervosarecovery#fighted#edfighter#edwarrior#edrecovery#weightrestored#fightforyourlife#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#recovery#fightforlife#eatittobeatit#beatana#beated#endthestigma
Usual Sunday breakfast🙌🏻 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now I'm going to make my bed and then I'm not sure what I will do🤔 My mom and sister are going out (and my sister doesn't get along with me so I will probably stay home) so it will probably be a laid back day🖖🏻 I hope you are all enjoying your Sunday morning💖 Stay Strong💜💪🏻🐻 #anorexianervosarecovery #fighted #edfighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #weightrestored #fightforyourlife #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #fightforlife #eatittobeatit #beatana #beated #endthestigma 
#marchmadness living up to its name. R.I.P. #kansasjayhawks 🏀 #rockchalkjayhawk ❤️💙Maybe a little #peanutbutter 😍can fix the sadness 😢 #breakfast is 🍓 #lightandfit #yogurt 🍦with 🍌 and 🥜-butter #bagel with a glass of 🥛 #calcium #fitnessfood 🏋🏼‍♀️ #sportsnutrition 🏃🏼‍♀️ #getlean #eatrightnotless 💯 #nutritioniskey 🔑 #nomnomnom 😋 #healthymindhealthybody #healthateverysize 🚴🏼‍♀️ #positivevibes 👍🏼#pdxeats 📍 #strongnotskinny 💪🏼 #fitisthenewskinny 🤾🏼‍♀️ #breakfastporn #peanutbutterlover 💛 #ncaabasketball #eatittobeatit 🥊 #prorecovery ⏩
#marchmadness  living up to its name. R.I.P. #kansasjayhawks  🏀 #rockchalkjayhawk  ❤️💙Maybe a little #peanutbutter  😍can fix the sadness 😢 #breakfast  is 🍓 #lightandfit  #yogurt  🍦with 🍌 and 🥜-butter #bagel  with a glass of 🥛 #calcium  #fitnessfood  🏋🏼‍♀️ #sportsnutrition  🏃🏼‍♀️ #getlean  #eatrightnotless  💯 #nutritioniskey  🔑 #nomnomnom  😋 #healthymindhealthybody  #healthateverysize  🚴🏼‍♀️ #positivevibes  👍🏼#pdxeats  📍 #strongnotskinny  💪🏼 #fitisthenewskinny  🤾🏼‍♀️ #breakfastporn  #peanutbutterlover  💛 #ncaabasketball  #eatittobeatit  🥊 #prorecovery  ⏩
Good morning! Last few weeks have been really busy so I've been so inactive 🙃😅 I was bloated the entire week and it really messed me up... (but after using the bathroom and having a very tmi moment 😂) my stomach was back to normal! This showed me how our bodies have their own agendas and that everything works out in the end☺️✨#eattogrow#eattolive#edwarrior#fuckana#anorexia#edrecovery#ed#eatingdisorderrecovery#strongnotskinny#eats#food#eatingdisorder #prorecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit#eatittobeatit#selflove#selfcare#noslackingonsnacking#yummy #strongisthenewskinny#edfam #fight #protein #egg #toast
Good morning! Last few weeks have been really busy so I've been so inactive 🙃😅 I was bloated the entire week and it really messed me up... (but after using the bathroom and having a very tmi moment 😂) my stomach was back to normal! This showed me how our bodies have their own agendas and that everything works out in the end☺️✨#eattogrow #eattolive #edwarrior #fuckana #anorexia #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongnotskinny #eats #food #eatingdisorder  #prorecovery  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #selflove #selfcare #noslackingonsnacking #yummy  #strongisthenewskinny #edfam  #fight  #protein  #egg  #toast 
These were my snacks today! A morning berry Trek bar and a strawberry Alpro yogurt!! Feeling very positive about recovery atm, yay ☺️ #anorexia #recovery #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatittobeatit
#tb to this delicious bowl of sweet berry-oats.. # so cause many of you asked how I make my daily oats here is this really easy and quick recipe:  50-60gr oats vanilla essence 1 tb psyllium seed husk 1 tb chai-seeds 2-3 tb agave syruo or coconut-sugar 4dl-5dl of almondmilk  These are just the main ingredients. So just try to be creative and add some fruits, granola, seeds or whaterver you like.. 💕🌞 And I always blend my oats befor adding them to a pan. So they get really creamy and nice!  Let them cook until the consistency is how you prefer it! 🌞❣️
#tb  to this delicious bowl of sweet berry-oats.. # so cause many of you asked how I make my daily oats here is this really easy and quick recipe: 50-60gr oats vanilla essence 1 tb psyllium seed husk 1 tb chai-seeds 2-3 tb agave syruo or coconut-sugar 4dl-5dl of almondmilk These are just the main ingredients. So just try to be creative and add some fruits, granola, seeds or whaterver you like.. 💕🌞 And I always blend my oats befor adding them to a pan. So they get really creamy and nice! Let them cook until the consistency is how you prefer it! 🌞❣️
It's been a while since I've posted because things have been weird in my personal life lately. Nothing ED related, but just other random things. // This has to be one of my favorite breakfasts: 1 cup Siggi's vanilla Skyr, 1/2 cup oats, 1 banana, 1/4 cup raisins, 2 tbsp PB, and 1/3 Blueberry Vanilla Granola. It's the perfect breakfast to have before the gym because it's super nutrient dense and gives plenty of energy! 😋😋 // I talked with my dietitian about food sensitivities and we decided it might be milk rather than gluten. So currently I'm cutting out milk (but not all dairy products because Yogurt doesn't affect me) and so far it's been helping. . . #recoveryaccount #recoverymode #prorecovery #realrecovery #anorexia #ed #edrecovery #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #anarecovery #anawho #mealplan #strongnotskinny #ana #anawarrior #nourishyourbody #nourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #eatittobeatit #recovery #strongnotskinny #yummy #food #gains #balanced #foodporn
It's been a while since I've posted because things have been weird in my personal life lately. Nothing ED related, but just other random things. // This has to be one of my favorite breakfasts: 1 cup Siggi's vanilla Skyr, 1/2 cup oats, 1 banana, 1/4 cup raisins, 2 tbsp PB, and 1/3 Blueberry Vanilla Granola. It's the perfect breakfast to have before the gym because it's super nutrient dense and gives plenty of energy! 😋😋 // I talked with my dietitian about food sensitivities and we decided it might be milk rather than gluten. So currently I'm cutting out milk (but not all dairy products because Yogurt doesn't affect me) and so far it's been helping. . . #recoveryaccount  #recoverymode  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #anorexia  #ed  #edrecovery  #edrecoveryarmy  #edwarrior  #anarecovery  #anawho  #mealplan  #strongnotskinny  #ana  #anawarrior  #nourishyourbody  #nourishnotpunish  #foodisfuel  #foodismedicine  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #strongnotskinny  #yummy  #food  #gains  #balanced  #foodporn 
Look at this for an afternoon snack plate! 🍽 dark choc soya yoghurt, banana and peanut butter sandwich and lotus biscuits 🍌🥜🍫 feeling a bit better after a walk in the sun 🌞  #vegan #poweredbyplants #nourishtoflourish #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat #prorecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery
#breakfast waren meine geliebten Blaubeer-Oats, die ich mit Caramel-Applepie-Tee koche 😊 Schmeiße dann immer ne zermatschte Banane und Blaubeeren rein (warme Blaubeeren sind noch vieeel besser 😜). Und ich habe mir vorgenommen, täglich ein paar Nüsse zu essen, also werden die Haferflocken eben noch mit Nüssen getoppt. ☺ Am liebsten mag ich Paranusskerne. Was sind so eure Lieblingsnüsse? Oder mögt ihr Nüsse gar nicht? :) #recovery #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #fuckana #magersucht #anorexie #edfighter #edwarrior #vegan #veganaf #foodisfuel #ana #anorexic #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #killana #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfam #nourishnotpunish #eatittobeatit #fighting #recoveryispossible #anaisabitch #oats
#breakfast  waren meine geliebten Blaubeer-Oats, die ich mit Caramel-Applepie-Tee koche 😊 Schmeiße dann immer ne zermatschte Banane und Blaubeeren rein (warme Blaubeeren sind noch vieeel besser 😜). Und ich habe mir vorgenommen, täglich ein paar Nüsse zu essen, also werden die Haferflocken eben noch mit Nüssen getoppt. ☺ Am liebsten mag ich Paranusskerne. Was sind so eure Lieblingsnüsse? Oder mögt ihr Nüsse gar nicht? :) #recovery  #recoverywin  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #fuckana  #magersucht  #anorexie  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #vegan  #veganaf  #foodisfuel  #ana  #anorexic  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #killana  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfam  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #fighting  #recoveryispossible  #anaisabitch  #oats 
Sunday family meal 😊 had quorn dumplings which was delish!!! even had pudding which was a hot cross bun!! 😋 #ed #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #edarmy #edfam #edfamily #edcommunity #ana #anawho #beatana #anarecovery #anawarrior #anasoldier #anafighter #anorexia #orthorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #boobsnotbones #foodisfuel #nourishnotpunish
Wie heißt es so schön: “Sunday is runday!“ 🏃auf dem Bild die ungeschönte Wahrheit nach meinem #sundayrun #nofilter 🙊 heute war das Wetter so traumhaft, dass es eine wirklich gut investierte Stunde war, einfach mal Kopf frei und Sonne tanken ☀ für mich war es heute mein persönlicher Streckenrekord, seitdem ich wieder regelmäßig laufe 🙌  auch wenn es nur kleine Fortschritte sind und manchmal vielleicht auch ein Schritt zurück zu machen ist, sollte man niemals aufhören. Immer ein bisschen mehr, aber alles hat seine Zeit. So hat mich sie liebe @jennifer_berg_ motiviert und ohne sie hätte ich heute bestimmt eher aufgehört, danke!! ❤
Wie heißt es so schön: “Sunday is runday!“ 🏃auf dem Bild die ungeschönte Wahrheit nach meinem #sundayrun  #nofilter  🙊 heute war das Wetter so traumhaft, dass es eine wirklich gut investierte Stunde war, einfach mal Kopf frei und Sonne tanken ☀ für mich war es heute mein persönlicher Streckenrekord, seitdem ich wieder regelmäßig laufe 🙌 auch wenn es nur kleine Fortschritte sind und manchmal vielleicht auch ein Schritt zurück zu machen ist, sollte man niemals aufhören. Immer ein bisschen mehr, aber alles hat seine Zeit. So hat mich sie liebe @jennifer_berg_ motiviert und ohne sie hätte ich heute bestimmt eher aufgehört, danke!! ❤
Facing my chocolate fear with oats for snack with a teaspoon of cacao powder. I even had topped it with banana but couldn't eat all of snack because i got too full and guilty
Facing my chocolate fear with oats for snack with a teaspoon of cacao powder. I even had topped it with banana but couldn't eat all of snack because i got too full and guilty
Lunch/dinner. Started freaking out again because grandma kept saying ' I made you this' 'do you want this' 'take this' so got mum to do it. Eating it upstairs because the whole family will be there :( - - - - #miarecovery #anarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #orthorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recovery  #fooddiary #vegan #vegetarian #edfighter #edrecovery #eatittobeatit
Afternoon snack is (as my meal plan says ☝) a protein shake (300kcal) 😊 so to make it a little more fun to drink I figured I'd turn it into a smoothie ! So I blend it with some ice cubes and here it is ! 😄❤ Also I promised @maddierecovering to challenge myself today for mother's day and so did I with this BUT since it's already in my meal plan I'm planning to do more ! Tonight I'm going to my father's and we're gonna have a big meal with probably several servings. And i'm gonna eat, unapologetically (if I can 😅) to make my mom proud because she's been the BESTEST of all in my recovery journey. Her support is beyond amazing 😍❤ Keep fighting warriors !! (4th day of full eating without cheating I'm so happy 👏) #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anasoldier #anafighter #edarmy #edfamily #edrecoveryarmy #edrecoverywins #recoverywins #recoveryforlife #recovery #eatittobeatit #bodylove #bodypositive #boobsnotbones #fuckyouana #challenge #selfcare #selflove #effsyourbeautystandards #positivity #fightingeatingdisorder #bopo #bodypositivity #bodylove
Afternoon snack is (as my meal plan says ☝) a protein shake (300kcal) 😊 so to make it a little more fun to drink I figured I'd turn it into a smoothie ! So I blend it with some ice cubes and here it is ! 😄❤ Also I promised @maddierecovering to challenge myself today for mother's day and so did I with this BUT since it's already in my meal plan I'm planning to do more ! Tonight I'm going to my father's and we're gonna have a big meal with probably several servings. And i'm gonna eat, unapologetically (if I can 😅) to make my mom proud because she's been the BESTEST of all in my recovery journey. Her support is beyond amazing 😍❤ Keep fighting warriors !! (4th day of full eating without cheating I'm so happy 👏) #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anasoldier  #anafighter  #edarmy  #edfamily  #edrecoveryarmy  #edrecoverywins  #recoverywins  #recoveryforlife  #recovery  #eatittobeatit  #bodylove  #bodypositive  #boobsnotbones  #fuckyouana  #challenge  #selfcare  #selflove  #effsyourbeautystandards  #positivity  #fightingeatingdisorder  #bopo  #bodypositivity  #bodylove 
Was gonna restrict this because I had a full blown panic attack and felt quite queasy, but that is no reason to listen to Ana & I've had a good day with my pony 💓 So Ana can do one 💪🏼 #prorecovery #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #as #afternoonsnack #snack 😁
Hallööö und einen tollen Sonntag erstmal 🙋 Zum Mittag gab es das 🔝 heute ist so tolles Wetter ☀ da steigt bei mir für alles die Motivation, bin eben doch ein Sommerkind 😇 jedenfalls habe ich heute angefangen meine Möbel zu streichen, die ich mit in meine neue Wohnung nehmen möchte. Als erstes musste mein Spiegel daran glauben, jetzt ist er nicht mehr grün, sondern weiß 😊 ich kann euch gar nicht sagen, wie krass ich mich auf meine eigene Wohnung freue 😍 ab morgen bin ich dann für 8 Wochen in einem neuen Bereich eingesetzt, mal sehen, wie es wird 🙂 Genießt noch schön den Nachmittag und tankt Vitamin D 😁
Hallööö und einen tollen Sonntag erstmal 🙋 Zum Mittag gab es das 🔝 heute ist so tolles Wetter ☀ da steigt bei mir für alles die Motivation, bin eben doch ein Sommerkind 😇 jedenfalls habe ich heute angefangen meine Möbel zu streichen, die ich mit in meine neue Wohnung nehmen möchte. Als erstes musste mein Spiegel daran glauben, jetzt ist er nicht mehr grün, sondern weiß 😊 ich kann euch gar nicht sagen, wie krass ich mich auf meine eigene Wohnung freue 😍 ab morgen bin ich dann für 8 Wochen in einem neuen Bereich eingesetzt, mal sehen, wie es wird 🙂 Genießt noch schön den Nachmittag und tankt Vitamin D 😁
poetry and oats and honey 🐝 hope you're having a sweet day, remember: bee-u-tiful 💕 so I've got a dinner party tonight (ikr am I on a roll or what?! 😝) but didn't skip snack like ana suggested because a big dinner ahead does not mean I can slack now!! #snack #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
poetry and oats and honey 🐝 hope you're having a sweet day, remember: bee-u-tiful 💕 so I've got a dinner party tonight (ikr am I on a roll or what?! 😝) but didn't skip snack like ana suggested because a big dinner ahead does not mean I can slack now!! #snack  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
Remember when leftovers, syrup, and butter were some of my ultimate fear foods?  Real talk, though, these are huge fears, but they're ones I know I need to continue facing.  My brain still came up with twenty four rationalizations for why I should have something safer for breakfast, but my hands no longer shook while I ate.  Progress is so slow, but the more I push myself, the sooner I will be able to whip up a breakfast like this with no second thoughts!  I can't control my actions, but I can be brave.  Today is R's last day in town, so I'll post a proper update soon!  I hope you all have a lovely day, but, even if not, I hope you find the strength to keep fighting.  You are not alone.  #recovery #prorecovery #beated #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #orthorexia #orthorexiarecovery #recoverywin #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #fearfood #effyourfearfoods #recoveryispossible #eatittobeatit #balancednotclean #norestrictingnoexcuses #noslackingonrecovery #strongnotskinny #edwarrior #edfam #adultswithed #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish #healthybodyhealthymind
Remember when leftovers, syrup, and butter were some of my ultimate fear foods? Real talk, though, these are huge fears, but they're ones I know I need to continue facing. My brain still came up with twenty four rationalizations for why I should have something safer for breakfast, but my hands no longer shook while I ate. Progress is so slow, but the more I push myself, the sooner I will be able to whip up a breakfast like this with no second thoughts! I can't control my actions, but I can be brave. Today is R's last day in town, so I'll post a proper update soon! I hope you all have a lovely day, but, even if not, I hope you find the strength to keep fighting. You are not alone. #recovery  #prorecovery  #beated  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #recoverywin  #foodismedicine  #foodisfuel  #realrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #fearfood  #effyourfearfoods  #recoveryispossible  #eatittobeatit  #balancednotclean  #norestrictingnoexcuses  #noslackingonrecovery  #strongnotskinny  #edwarrior  #edfam  #adultswithed  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  #healthybodyhealthymind 
Just had dominos at my grandmas and then having afternoon tea later on😕doing it for my mum and my grandma because today is for them💞trying to rationalise my thoughts and tell myself it's ok to eat this much but it's so so hard😳🙈can't lie and say I'm doing great atm but I'm still trying and still eating despite my head giving me grief💪🏿hope everyone is having a good mothers day💞💙💙 - - - - - - - - - - - - #happiness #recovery #recoveryquotes #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit #bpd #bpdrecovery #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #ednos #edrecovery #nourish #positivity #selflove #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #selfharmmm #staystrong #fighter #positivity #lifeisbeautiful #anawho #nourishnotpunish #fighter #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #suicidial #mentalillness #staystrong #eatittobeatit #adultwithed #beat
Just had dominos at my grandmas and then having afternoon tea later on😕doing it for my mum and my grandma because today is for them💞trying to rationalise my thoughts and tell myself it's ok to eat this much but it's so so hard😳🙈can't lie and say I'm doing great atm but I'm still trying and still eating despite my head giving me grief💪🏿hope everyone is having a good mothers day💞💙💙 - - - - - - - - - - - - #happiness  #recovery  #recoveryquotes  #recoverywarrior  #recoveryisworthit  #bpd  #bpdrecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #ednos  #edrecovery  #nourish  #positivity  #selflove  #anxiety  #depression  #mentalhealth  #selfharmmm  #staystrong  #fighter  #positivity  #lifeisbeautiful  #anawho  #nourishnotpunish  #fighter  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #suicidial  #mentalillness  #staystrong  #eatittobeatit  #adultwithed  #beat 
Today's breakfast was spelt crisp bread with poppy seed and coconut spread and another one with salted caramel coconut spread. Both very thickly spread and an unpictured bowlfull of fresh strawberries 🍓 ☆ I've had an awesome weekend with friends and family and I spent most of it outdoors, which I love so much ☉🏞 ☆ Went for a mountain biking trip with my brother and his wife yesterday and I have a feeling that they are unconspiciously increasing the kilometres every time we go. Ended up riding for 60K yesterday 😎 ☆ It was also DAY 25 of making people smile yesterday and my favourite was my mum. I went to stay with her overnight and I wanted to spend some quality time with her. So I turned my wi-fi off and was offline until this afternoon. She was so happy about that. We had a dinner and watched a movie together. And we went for a hiking trip today and we had such good time. It was actually very nice to take a break from the virtual world 😊 ☆ Hope your weekend has been at least as good as mine 💙 #vegan #veganfood #veganbreakfast #veganfoodporn #whatveganseat #plantbased #crueltyfree #veganrecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edfree #beatbulimia #beatbingeeating #bpfree #foodfreedom #unmeasuredfood #intuitiveeating #eatwhenhungry #stopwhenfull #fuckcalories #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #breakfastqueen #lovelife #lovebeingoutdoors #movingforfun
Today's breakfast was spelt crisp bread with poppy seed and coconut spread and another one with salted caramel coconut spread. Both very thickly spread and an unpictured bowlfull of fresh strawberries 🍓 ☆ I've had an awesome weekend with friends and family and I spent most of it outdoors, which I love so much ☉🏞 ☆ Went for a mountain biking trip with my brother and his wife yesterday and I have a feeling that they are unconspiciously increasing the kilometres every time we go. Ended up riding for 60K yesterday 😎 ☆ It was also DAY 25 of making people smile yesterday and my favourite was my mum. I went to stay with her overnight and I wanted to spend some quality time with her. So I turned my wi-fi off and was offline until this afternoon. She was so happy about that. We had a dinner and watched a movie together. And we went for a hiking trip today and we had such good time. It was actually very nice to take a break from the virtual world 😊 ☆ Hope your weekend has been at least as good as mine 💙 #vegan  #veganfood  #veganbreakfast  #veganfoodporn  #whatveganseat  #plantbased  #crueltyfree  #veganrecovery  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #edfamily  #edfighter  #edfree  #beatbulimia  #beatbingeeating  #bpfree  #foodfreedom  #unmeasuredfood  #intuitiveeating  #eatwhenhungry  #stopwhenfull  #fuckcalories  #foodisfuel  #eatittobeatit  #breakfastqueen  #lovelife  #lovebeingoutdoors  #movingforfun 
My mood is really starting to get so low 🙁 I feel like on Tuesday I'll be wasting the doctors time or they'll think I'm stupid and pathetic. As much as I'd rather stay inside and keep myself to myself secluded from the rest of the world I realise it's important to go for a walk and take some time out for myself. I need to push myself to do this everyday or I'll fall into a depressive state and I really don't want that at all. I've got severe acid reflux and haven't ate all day. Now my whole family knows about me I feel like shutting myself out from the rest of the world. I just want to be left alone. Enjoy the weather. I hope you have all enjoyed your day 🌞 ☕️ - - - - - - - - #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #strongnotskinny #edwarrior #edfam #edfamily #vegan #veganrecovery #tea #drink #caffeine #caffeineaddict #ednos #ednosrecovery #recovery #sleep #tired #pyjamas #gingerbreadman #exhausted #veganism #veganfood #veganfoodshare
My mood is really starting to get so low 🙁 I feel like on Tuesday I'll be wasting the doctors time or they'll think I'm stupid and pathetic. As much as I'd rather stay inside and keep myself to myself secluded from the rest of the world I realise it's important to go for a walk and take some time out for myself. I need to push myself to do this everyday or I'll fall into a depressive state and I really don't want that at all. I've got severe acid reflux and haven't ate all day. Now my whole family knows about me I feel like shutting myself out from the rest of the world. I just want to be left alone. Enjoy the weather. I hope you have all enjoyed your day 🌞 ☕️ - - - - - - - - #ed  #eatingdisorder  #edrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #strongnotskinny  #edwarrior  #edfam  #edfamily  #vegan  #veganrecovery  #tea  #drink  #caffeine  #caffeineaddict  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #recovery  #sleep  #tired  #pyjamas  #gingerbreadman  #exhausted  #veganism  #veganfood  #veganfoodshare 
. Dinner: indian tikka masala with rice . This was my favorite pre ED food. I could have eaten it everyday. Back then we used to have nan bread with honey on the side, but I'm not quite here yet. It is still amazing to be able to have Indian again now, I truest loved it. Now it's back to knitting and less thinking, today I'm not gonna get more stitches.
. Dinner: indian tikka masala with rice . This was my favorite pre ED food. I could have eaten it everyday. Back then we used to have nan bread with honey on the side, but I'm not quite here yet. It is still amazing to be able to have Indian again now, I truest loved it. Now it's back to knitting and less thinking, today I'm not gonna get more stitches.
snack plus a banana 🌞  for the time being I actually feel content  and okay and I don't hate myself nor my body and this is such a wonderful feeling I hope it lasts more than 4 minutes  #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #recovery #realrecovery #veganrecovery #eatittobeatit #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #balancednotclean #edfighter #anorexianervosa #healthynotskinny #vegan #veganfood #plantbased #whatveganseat #strongnotskinny #anawho #beatana #fightana #foodisfuel #prorecovery #fuckana #fuckanorexia #noslackingonsnacking #nakd
snack plus a banana 🌞 for the time being I actually feel content and okay and I don't hate myself nor my body and this is such a wonderful feeling I hope it lasts more than 4 minutes #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #recovery  #realrecovery  #veganrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #nourishtoflourish  #nourishnotpunish  #balancednotclean  #edfighter  #anorexianervosa  #healthynotskinny  #vegan  #veganfood  #plantbased  #whatveganseat  #strongnotskinny  #anawho  #beatana  #fightana  #foodisfuel  #prorecovery  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #noslackingonsnacking  #nakd 
🌿🍵 Because tea is bae 🍵🌿 Deze namiddag heb ik wat gestreken en mijn schoolposter tegen cyberpesten afgewerkt 😊 Nu een beetje simsen 😳😝 Fijne namiddag nog 💫 . . #dutchrecovery #recoverywin #ed #edrecovery #ana #anorexia #anorexìanervosarecovery #dutch #eetstoornis #eetstoornisherstel #bodycheck #bodyimage #recovery #struggling #edfamily #dutchierecovering #dutchrecovery #eatittobeatit #edwarrior #fighter #weightrestored #dutch #nederland #nederlandgirl #stronglikeafighterarmy #selflove  #nature #selfcare
🌿🍵 Because tea is bae 🍵🌿 Deze namiddag heb ik wat gestreken en mijn schoolposter tegen cyberpesten afgewerkt 😊 Nu een beetje simsen 😳😝 Fijne namiddag nog 💫 . . #dutchrecovery  #recoverywin  #ed  #edrecovery  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexìanervosarecovery  #dutch  #eetstoornis  #eetstoornisherstel  #bodycheck  #bodyimage  #recovery  #struggling  #edfamily  #dutchierecovering  #dutchrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #edwarrior  #fighter  #weightrestored  #dutch  #nederland  #nederlandgirl  #stronglikeafighterarmy  #selflove  #nature  #selfcare 
FREEDOM tastes better than skinny feels💪🏻🌅
FREEDOM tastes better than skinny feels💪🏻🌅
Lunch was my normal soup with quorn ham and spinach with cut up sandwich thins with... wait for it.. BUTTER! Which is a #fearfood so I'm quite proud! 👌🏽 But still scared for later today because I'm baking a cake for Mother's Day and I feel like I've eaten WAYY TOO MUCH cake the past few days AND my dad's making pasta for dinner and I feel like I already ate too many carbs.. 😬💕 - #recoverywin #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edrecoveryfood #anarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #edrecoverymeal #fuckana #anorexìanervosarecovery #edteam #recoveryisworthit #strongnotskinny
Lunch was my normal soup with quorn ham and spinach with cut up sandwich thins with... wait for it.. BUTTER! Which is a #fearfood  so I'm quite proud! 👌🏽 But still scared for later today because I'm baking a cake for Mother's Day and I feel like I've eaten WAYY TOO MUCH cake the past few days AND my dad's making pasta for dinner and I feel like I already ate too many carbs.. 😬💕 - #recoverywin  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #edrecoveryfood  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #edrecoverymeal  #fuckana  #anorexìanervosarecovery  #edteam  #recoveryisworthit  #strongnotskinny 
Unofficially only one more sleep, ONE! Can you believe it? I actually can't, honestly speaking haha.  Anyways, how's your Sunday? Did you have a nice weekend? I came back from the zzzz-mode, love being a lady. I still have a million things to do and recheck but I managed to cook something instead of just microwaveing it. Adding ketchup too. Dinner is nice. Life is good. Have a good evening everyone!♡
Unofficially only one more sleep, ONE! Can you believe it? I actually can't, honestly speaking haha. Anyways, how's your Sunday? Did you have a nice weekend? I came back from the zzzz-mode, love being a lady. I still have a million things to do and recheck but I managed to cook something instead of just microwaveing it. Adding ketchup too. Dinner is nice. Life is good. Have a good evening everyone!♡
I'm really hungry so I'm snacking! Even thought it not snuck time cause hunger does not have to be controlled by numbers!!! F u ana!!! #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealth #maintaining #recover #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #ana #anorexia #anafamily #anawarrior #anarecovery #anorexìarecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderecovery #fruit #apple
Well I don't know how to explain this. I just miss being vegan but that's not a valid reason to my mum. Y'all what should I tell her?  I'm sorta lying to my mum to try to get my way and idk how I feel about this. I didn't ask Eileen yet but she would probably say yes. She doesn't really care where I get my exchanges as long as I'm meeting them. I'm 95% sure this thought isn't fueled by my ED but the more I think about it the more I'm second guessing myself. #vegetarian #weightloss  #disorderedeating  #fooddiary  #calories #eatinghealthy #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery  #veggierecovery #balancednotclean #recovery #eatittobeatit #listeningtomybody #intuitiveeating  #atypicalanorexiarecovery #edfam #edfighter #mentalillness
Well I don't know how to explain this. I just miss being vegan but that's not a valid reason to my mum. Y'all what should I tell her? I'm sorta lying to my mum to try to get my way and idk how I feel about this. I didn't ask Eileen yet but she would probably say yes. She doesn't really care where I get my exchanges as long as I'm meeting them. I'm 95% sure this thought isn't fueled by my ED but the more I think about it the more I'm second guessing myself. #vegetarian  #weightloss  #disorderedeating  #fooddiary  #calories  #eatinghealthy  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #veggierecovery  #balancednotclean  #recovery  #eatittobeatit  #listeningtomybody  #intuitiveeating  #atypicalanorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edfighter  #mentalillness 
Its really sunny here and putting me in a great, positive mood. I think spring is finally on its way! 😍 hope you all have had a lovely weekend and happy mothers day from England x  #anarexiarecovery #bulimiarecivery #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #happysunnydays #sunny #chocolate #fruit #yummy #malteaster
Breakfast was a huge bowl of choco protein powder banana oats, with some walnuts and milk. #eatittobeatit
Breakfast was a huge bowl of choco protein powder banana oats, with some walnuts and milk. #eatittobeatit 
🌺 Hey everyone, new account and I'm trying really hard to recover, I have only just come to terms and can admit and accept to having an eating disorder. I haven't been hospitalised (thankfully) and realised that I need to change so here I am happy thoughts for a happy girl x 💖#anarexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #bodypositivity #recovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #selfloveisnotselfish
Guys- I've decided to do a post where you can ask me whatever you want and I will answer it. This is mainly a space for you to ask me questions about recovery but I will answer personal questions too. I get a lot of DMs and I don't always get round to answering them for many reasons such as anxiety (yup I'm sorry guys, it's still an issue for me) and also the fact that my life is very busy. I try to answer as many as I can but I decided it will be easier for me to answer them on a post like this so... ask away! ❤✨ - - - - #anawho #prorecovery #positivity #eatittobeatit #recovery #anorexia #ed #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #boobsnotbones #fuckyouana #fuckana #edfam #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #ana #beatana #nourishnotpunish #realrecovery #realcovery #healthynothungry #nourishtoflourish #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat
Guys- I've decided to do a post where you can ask me whatever you want and I will answer it. This is mainly a space for you to ask me questions about recovery but I will answer personal questions too. I get a lot of DMs and I don't always get round to answering them for many reasons such as anxiety (yup I'm sorry guys, it's still an issue for me) and also the fact that my life is very busy. I try to answer as many as I can but I decided it will be easier for me to answer them on a post like this so... ask away! ❤✨ - - - - #anawho  #prorecovery  #positivity  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #anorexia  #ed  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #boobsnotbones  #fuckyouana  #fuckana  #edfam  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #ana  #beatana  #nourishnotpunish  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthynothungry  #nourishtoflourish  #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat 
Hungover as anything. Today is a such a write- off so having a bloody mountain of veggie pesto pasta and heading straight back to bed 😂 #ed #edfam #edfree #edwarrior #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #selflove #icandothis #positivity #eatittobeatit
Morning Snack // Struggled through my long run this morning only to feel bad for not running longer???? Idk my brain is weird. But I decided to have a @fitjoynutrition raspberry truffle bar because why not. - - - #realrecovery #edfighter #prorecovery #healing #progressnotperfection #progress #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrevovery #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthyeating #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #anawho #eattorun #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
Morning Snack // Struggled through my long run this morning only to feel bad for not running longer???? Idk my brain is weird. But I decided to have a @fitjoynutrition raspberry truffle bar because why not. - - - #realrecovery  #edfighter  #prorecovery  #healing  #progressnotperfection  #progress  #recovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrevovery  #health  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthyeating  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #anawho  #eattorun  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit