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MS Part 2 // Because cravings are strong, emotions are high, I'm tired and scared, and that's okay. I hardly slept and usually that means giving in. But not today. Today that means fighting harder. Today that means more fuel. Today I won't be excited or cheery or bouncy, but I will be strong and patient and generous. I will love myself and feed myself and treat myself. I will do what I need to do, and I will do more. I will do this right.  Stay strong, #edfam ❤ - - - #realrecovery #edfighter #prorecovery #healing #progressnotperfection #progress #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrevovery #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthyeating #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #anawho #eattorun #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
MS Part 2 // Because cravings are strong, emotions are high, I'm tired and scared, and that's okay. I hardly slept and usually that means giving in. But not today. Today that means fighting harder. Today that means more fuel. Today I won't be excited or cheery or bouncy, but I will be strong and patient and generous. I will love myself and feed myself and treat myself. I will do what I need to do, and I will do more. I will do this right. Stay strong, #edfam  ❤ - - - #realrecovery  #edfighter  #prorecovery  #healing  #progressnotperfection  #progress  #recovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrevovery  #health  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthyeating  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #anawho  #eattorun  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
Morning Snack // @lennyandlarrys OATMEAL RAISIN 🍪 like the two that my dog stole out of my shipment yesterday 🙃 because I can't get through the day without my L&L #teamLL MS part one, because I'm struggling. I'm tired and just really unmotivated to do anything, so I need extra fuel. Clearly. Clearly it is better for me to opposite action Ana in this situation than it is to give in. Clearly it's not only BETTER to NOT work out, but it's a million times better to do EXTRA to get the actual fuel I need. It's not okay to let myself give up on recovery just because I'm tired or stressed. I can't work to undo what I've worked so hard to do. I've been trying so hard to gain that it just doesn't make sense to freak out when I do. And it definitely doesn't make sense to exercise BECAUSE I'm tired. That's flipping backwards. I'm not giving in today. I'm not letting myself slip. I'm doing this right.  Stay strong, #edfam ❤ - - - #realrecovery #edfighter #prorecovery #healing #progressnotperfection #progress #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrevovery #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthyeating #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #anawho #eattorun #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
Morning Snack // @lennyandlarrys OATMEAL RAISIN 🍪 like the two that my dog stole out of my shipment yesterday 🙃 because I can't get through the day without my L&L #teamLL  MS part one, because I'm struggling. I'm tired and just really unmotivated to do anything, so I need extra fuel. Clearly. Clearly it is better for me to opposite action Ana in this situation than it is to give in. Clearly it's not only BETTER to NOT work out, but it's a million times better to do EXTRA to get the actual fuel I need. It's not okay to let myself give up on recovery just because I'm tired or stressed. I can't work to undo what I've worked so hard to do. I've been trying so hard to gain that it just doesn't make sense to freak out when I do. And it definitely doesn't make sense to exercise BECAUSE I'm tired. That's flipping backwards. I'm not giving in today. I'm not letting myself slip. I'm doing this right. Stay strong, #edfam  ❤ - - - #realrecovery  #edfighter  #prorecovery  #healing  #progressnotperfection  #progress  #recovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrevovery  #health  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthyeating  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #anawho  #eattorun  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
Veggie dinner after work 🙈 it's suuuper late because I didn't want to eat at work today! Felt kind of shitty and my head still hurts 😳 anyhow, I managed to eat this the second I got home! 💪🏼
Veggie dinner after work 🙈 it's suuuper late because I didn't want to eat at work today! Felt kind of shitty and my head still hurts 😳 anyhow, I managed to eat this the second I got home! 💪🏼
Afternoon snacking on tangarines, chocolate and tea. This chocolate from @tonyschocolonely is definately my fave at this moment😻 Not really active over here lately because i struggle a lot mentally already for a few days... Just feeling really depressed and my ed is just screaming so for now just keep swimming (and eating of course😋) Don't really now how to get over this feeling, maybe just let it be for now instead of fighting it. Just hope that it will get less soon.  I know its not weird to have some bad days but its just enoying, i know its already better now than a few months ago because i don't let my ed decide what i will eat or not eat anymore!  Keep fighting and be kind to yourself. Remember to feed your body, you need it and deserve it❤
Afternoon snacking on tangarines, chocolate and tea. This chocolate from @tonyschocolonely is definately my fave at this moment😻 Not really active over here lately because i struggle a lot mentally already for a few days... Just feeling really depressed and my ed is just screaming so for now just keep swimming (and eating of course😋) Don't really now how to get over this feeling, maybe just let it be for now instead of fighting it. Just hope that it will get less soon. I know its not weird to have some bad days but its just enoying, i know its already better now than a few months ago because i don't let my ed decide what i will eat or not eat anymore! Keep fighting and be kind to yourself. Remember to feed your body, you need it and deserve it❤
Lunch is a chickpea chilli bowl 🍴 today I had another doctor appointment because of my back, he put my back back in place, it was strange but I think it helped a little :) Mittagessen ist eine Kichererbsen chilli schale :) heute morgen war ich bei einem Arzt zum einrenken, es hat so geknackt aber tat gut 😀 #Food #Recoveryjourney #recovery #realrecovery #eat #eatittobeatit #ana #anorexia #prorecovery #recovering #mentalillness #fuckana #stupid #foodisfuel #ed #eatingdisorder #edfighter #edfamily #edwarrior #freedom #happiness #letsdoit #startnow #lifegain #meal
Lunch is a chickpea chilli bowl 🍴 today I had another doctor appointment because of my back, he put my back back in place, it was strange but I think it helped a little :) Mittagessen ist eine Kichererbsen chilli schale :) heute morgen war ich bei einem Arzt zum einrenken, es hat so geknackt aber tat gut 😀 #Food  #Recoveryjourney  #recovery  #realrecovery  #eat  #eatittobeatit  #ana  #anorexia  #prorecovery  #recovering  #mentalillness  #fuckana  #stupid  #foodisfuel  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #edfighter  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #freedom  #happiness  #letsdoit  #startnow  #lifegain  #meal 
700 FOLLOWER CHALLENGE FOR TONIGHT IS THIS! I NEARLY DIDNT PICK IT CAUSE I WAS TOO SCARED BUT I DID IT AND IT SMELLS SO AMAZING. I got it from a bakery and wow they do amazing stuff 😍. I can't wait to eat this tonight. Thank you all so much for 700 followers, I can't believe this many people follow me. It's crazy.. thank you all so so much 😭😭❤ #realrecovery #recovery #recovering #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #edcommunity #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #ana #anorexia #anarecovery #edrecovery #anorexianerovsa #prorecovery #recoveryispossible #fuckana #fuckanorexia #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #nourishyourbody #fighting #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongnotskinny #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery
700 FOLLOWER CHALLENGE FOR TONIGHT IS THIS! I NEARLY DIDNT PICK IT CAUSE I WAS TOO SCARED BUT I DID IT AND IT SMELLS SO AMAZING. I got it from a bakery and wow they do amazing stuff 😍. I can't wait to eat this tonight. Thank you all so much for 700 followers, I can't believe this many people follow me. It's crazy.. thank you all so so much 😭😭❤ #realrecovery  #recovery  #recovering  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #edcommunity  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverywin  #eatittobeatit  #ana  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anorexianerovsa  #prorecovery  #recoveryispossible  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #nourishtoflourish  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishyourbody  #fighting  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #strongnotskinny  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery 
Late lunching before Galaxy 🌌 is watermelon 🍉 with the usual @alpro yogurt 🍒and quorn Moroccan soup 🍜 in attempt to warm me up 🔥 had a productive morning, did some graphics annotation in my journal to try catch up 📓then me and my mum 👩🏼went food shopping 🛒 and got some bits that we needed for today 👜 and then I went to college 🏫 for graphics 💻 finished my annotations 🖊 and started some experimental work on the computer ⌨️ had to leave abit early to make it back home 🏡 rush lunch 🍴 got ready and now I'm on my way to outpatients 🌌annoyed I have to miss art 🎨 and it's stressing me out I'm missing loads 🙃 not looking forward to seeing my consultant 😒 but just going to see what happens 🙄 feeling so anxious but wrapped up in lots of layers and got my hot water bottle 💦 so hopefully my temperatures ok 🤒 and my obs aren't bad 🙄wish me luck 🍀
Late lunching before Galaxy 🌌 is watermelon 🍉 with the usual @alpro yogurt 🍒and quorn Moroccan soup 🍜 in attempt to warm me up 🔥 had a productive morning, did some graphics annotation in my journal to try catch up 📓then me and my mum 👩🏼went food shopping 🛒 and got some bits that we needed for today 👜 and then I went to college 🏫 for graphics 💻 finished my annotations 🖊 and started some experimental work on the computer ⌨️ had to leave abit early to make it back home 🏡 rush lunch 🍴 got ready and now I'm on my way to outpatients 🌌annoyed I have to miss art 🎨 and it's stressing me out I'm missing loads 🙃 not looking forward to seeing my consultant 😒 but just going to see what happens 🙄 feeling so anxious but wrapped up in lots of layers and got my hot water bottle 💦 so hopefully my temperatures ok 🤒 and my obs aren't bad 🙄wish me luck 🍀
Hey guys! Not feeling well today and am eating a lot. My digestive distress and headaches are killing me but i try my best to do what i need to do. Is there anyone who can tell me how i can fight the urge to move too much? Or better to say how to cope with less moving / aka staying sedentary ?  #future #minniemaud #2fab4ana #recovery #nourishnotpunish #3000calories #edfighter #realrecovery #edsoldier #fightana #togetherwecan #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #loveyourself #adultswithed  #beyourownrecoveryhero #antianaclub #foodporn #foodisfuel  #bitebybite #beatana #creatinglife #life #foodblogger #followforfollow #anorexiarecovery #staystrong #instafood
Hey guys! Not feeling well today and am eating a lot. My digestive distress and headaches are killing me but i try my best to do what i need to do. Is there anyone who can tell me how i can fight the urge to move too much? Or better to say how to cope with less moving / aka staying sedentary ? #future  #minniemaud  #2fab4ana  #recovery  #nourishnotpunish  #3000calories  #edfighter  #realrecovery  #edsoldier  #fightana  #togetherwecan  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #loveyourself  #adultswithed  #beyourownrecoveryhero  #antianaclub  #foodporn  #foodisfuel  #bitebybite  #beatana  #creatinglife  #life  #foodblogger  #followforfollow  #anorexiarecovery  #staystrong  #instafood 
Lunch today: tuna salad 🐠followed by a strawberry yoghurt. 🍓 I had my first appointment with the adult mental health team and it went surprisingly well. I'll be having a couple of sessions focusing on anxiety and from there see how I feel about things. 😊 The lady on reception had moved over from CAMHS and when I came in she ran out of her office and gave me massive hug, bless her! ❤  #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edwarrior #edrecovery #edfamily #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny #foodisfuel #food #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #tuna #lunch
Lunch today: tuna salad 🐠followed by a strawberry yoghurt. 🍓 I had my first appointment with the adult mental health team and it went surprisingly well. I'll be having a couple of sessions focusing on anxiety and from there see how I feel about things. 😊 The lady on reception had moved over from CAMHS and when I came in she ran out of her office and gave me massive hug, bless her! ❤ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #edfamily  #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny  #foodisfuel  #food  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #tuna  #lunch 
Lunch is beans and a babybel light. Did so much more exercise today than I'm allowed because I ended up walking round Tesco with mum panicking what to buy for dinner, then mum got really emotional and I just feel awful for making her so miserable 😥
Lunch is beans and a babybel light. Did so much more exercise today than I'm allowed because I ended up walking round Tesco with mum panicking what to buy for dinner, then mum got really emotional and I just feel awful for making her so miserable 😥
I'm super tired of mum talking about me with my brother. She's saying I'm feeling better but still... Idk if I am all ik is that I'm getting fatter n I hate it. I'll keep recovering that's for sure. #ed #recovery #edrecovery #ednos #anorexia #anarecovery #mentalillness #mentalhealth #foodisgood #foodisfuel #fighting #anaisamentalillness #eatittobeatit #healthynotskinny #struggle #strongnotskinny #sckizoaffective #bipolar #anxiety #depression #motivation #inspiration
I'm super tired of mum talking about me with my brother. She's saying I'm feeling better but still... Idk if I am all ik is that I'm getting fatter n I hate it. I'll keep recovering that's for sure. #ed  #recovery  #edrecovery  #ednos  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #foodisgood  #foodisfuel  #fighting  #anaisamentalillness  #eatittobeatit  #healthynotskinny  #struggle  #strongnotskinny  #sckizoaffective  #bipolar  #anxiety  #depression  #motivation  #inspiration 
I'm in love with these pancakes 😻 made by me ❤ also had a protein cookie for afternoon snack 😍 #ana#anorexia#anorexic#anorexianervosa#recovery#anarecovery#edrecovery#realrecovery#recover#ed#edfam#edfight#edwarrior#eatingdisorderrecovery#eatingdisorder#foodisfuel#eatittobeatit#fuckana#anawho#
Omelet time‼️ 😀 let make Thursday a great one!!!
Omelet time‼️ 😀 let make Thursday a great one!!!
Good morning guys!! In a MUCH better mood than yesterday. ☀️ Ready to conquer today one step at a time! 💪🏻 Going to my usual school day, except today I get to talk to the psychologist which will be nice to finally have someone to vent to (that's not a phone screen lol) then I think John and I are going to the book store, and I may make him pick up some fresh fruit since I'm REALLY craving it.🍑🍌🍊🍐🍎👅 Also going to look into night yoga. (I keep putting that off ugh) since I'm too busy to go during the day. I'll update more later today if possible. I hope you all have a fantastic day! 🌱🌻💛
Good morning guys!! In a MUCH better mood than yesterday. ☀️ Ready to conquer today one step at a time! 💪🏻 Going to my usual school day, except today I get to talk to the psychologist which will be nice to finally have someone to vent to (that's not a phone screen lol) then I think John and I are going to the book store, and I may make him pick up some fresh fruit since I'm REALLY craving it.🍑🍌🍊🍐🍎👅 Also going to look into night yoga. (I keep putting that off ugh) since I'm too busy to go during the day. I'll update more later today if possible. I hope you all have a fantastic day! 🌱🌻💛
zum mittagessen gibt es wieder rädernudeln - ich komm nicht drauf klar😂 sie schmecken aber lecker.  ich war heute dann nicht in der schule. heute morgen ist alles dezent eskaliert, weil ich so verzweifelt war und einfach nicht weiter wusste. meine therapeutin konnte mich aber gut auf den boden zurückbringen. ich bin noch immer total fertig und weiss weiterhin nicht, wie ich irgendwas überleben soll, aber: irgendwie. the only way out is through.✌ also esse ich weiterhin, also werde ich nicht sterben, also werde ich alles in meiner macht stehende tun, um größer als die depression zu sein, damit irgendwann ein leben möglich ist.
zum mittagessen gibt es wieder rädernudeln - ich komm nicht drauf klar😂 sie schmecken aber lecker. ich war heute dann nicht in der schule. heute morgen ist alles dezent eskaliert, weil ich so verzweifelt war und einfach nicht weiter wusste. meine therapeutin konnte mich aber gut auf den boden zurückbringen. ich bin noch immer total fertig und weiss weiterhin nicht, wie ich irgendwas überleben soll, aber: irgendwie. the only way out is through.✌ also esse ich weiterhin, also werde ich nicht sterben, also werde ich alles in meiner macht stehende tun, um größer als die depression zu sein, damit irgendwann ein leben möglich ist.
Found this somewhere but don't remember where 😭 But I really needed this. I've been having urges to restrict and lose weight again 😥 but I'm not engaging in behaviors!! Just because I have the urges doesn't mean I need to act on them! Besides, does it make sense for an 18 year old to be underweight? I should look like a woman and I'm trying to accept that. (Also my birthday is in 2 days!) ---------------------------------------------------- #edrecovery #recovery #selfharmrecovery #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit  #bodypositivity #anarecovery #mentalhealth #depression #anxiety
Found this somewhere but don't remember where 😭 But I really needed this. I've been having urges to restrict and lose weight again 😥 but I'm not engaging in behaviors!! Just because I have the urges doesn't mean I need to act on them! Besides, does it make sense for an 18 year old to be underweight? I should look like a woman and I'm trying to accept that. (Also my birthday is in 2 days!) ---------------------------------------------------- #edrecovery  #recovery  #selfharmrecovery  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit  #bodypositivity  #anarecovery  #mentalhealth  #depression  #anxiety 
Light healthy lunch with tomatoes, creamy cheese and 2 slices of paprika bread. #recovery #bulimia #eatittobeatit #edworrior #edfamiliy
lunching on a greggs cheese and ham toastie. MAAAASSSIVE recovery win because look at all of the cheese 🧀🧀 i feel very gross, i didn't post yesterday because i was just ashamed of myself and what i had eaten. :/ i am gross and disgusting hah. 🙃 thoughts of restriction are soooooooo strong but i'm trying my hardest. i'm doing so well as i actually am gaining now but i just feel so triggered by everything. 😒 everything triggers me and it's taking me so much to carry on and not decrease cals #ana#anorexia#anorexianervosa#anarecovery#anorexiarecovery#ed#edrecovery#eatingdisorder#edrecovery#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#weightrestoration#bulimia#eatittobeatit
lunching on a greggs cheese and ham toastie. MAAAASSSIVE recovery win because look at all of the cheese 🧀🧀 i feel very gross, i didn't post yesterday because i was just ashamed of myself and what i had eaten. :/ i am gross and disgusting hah. 🙃 thoughts of restriction are soooooooo strong but i'm trying my hardest. i'm doing so well as i actually am gaining now but i just feel so triggered by everything. 😒 everything triggers me and it's taking me so much to carry on and not decrease cals #ana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #weightrestoration #bulimia #eatittobeatit 
Orange soup, orange napkin and orange fish (and if you wonder I am also wearing an orange dress). I like when emptying the freezer means that I can have fancy food like smoked salmon on regular days. Bonuses are also the facts that it saves me money, makes me cook again and leaves more space for ice cream 😅 Anyway.  I think Ana's trying to make a hidden comeback but I'm not going to let her. Looking forward to meet with my therapist next Tuesday so we can adress that. Hope you are good dear people.  #edfighter #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #realrecovery #adultswitheds #soup #sandwich #orange #salmon #nourishtoflourish #recovery #ed #balancednotclean #nodiet #mentalhealth #healyourself #noana #prorecovery
Orange soup, orange napkin and orange fish (and if you wonder I am also wearing an orange dress). I like when emptying the freezer means that I can have fancy food like smoked salmon on regular days. Bonuses are also the facts that it saves me money, makes me cook again and leaves more space for ice cream 😅 Anyway. I think Ana's trying to make a hidden comeback but I'm not going to let her. Looking forward to meet with my therapist next Tuesday so we can adress that. Hope you are good dear people. #edfighter  #edrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #realrecovery  #adultswitheds  #soup  #sandwich  #orange  #salmon  #nourishtoflourish  #recovery  #ed  #balancednotclean  #nodiet  #mentalhealth  #healyourself  #noana  #prorecovery 
(my favorite part of this page is the neon pink, I really like how it pops!) My school day yesterday actually went pretty well! |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| Follow my personal! @hopeful.musings ---------------------------------------------------- #edrecovery #recovery #selfharmrecovery #prorecovery #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit  #bodypositivity #anarecovery #mindfulness #coloring #asmr #copingskill #mentalhealth #recovery #edrecovery #selfhelp  #coloringbook #prorecovery #bodyposi #bodypositivity #anxiety #depression #anxietyrecovery #shrecovery
(my favorite part of this page is the neon pink, I really like how it pops!) My school day yesterday actually went pretty well! |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| Follow my personal! @hopeful.musings ---------------------------------------------------- #edrecovery  #recovery  #selfharmrecovery  #prorecovery  #strongnotskinny  #eatittobeatit  #bodypositivity  #anarecovery  #mindfulness  #coloring  #asmr  #copingskill  #mentalhealth  #recovery  #edrecovery  #selfhelp  #coloringbook  #prorecovery  #bodyposi  #bodypositivity  #anxiety  #depression  #anxietyrecovery  #shrecovery 
It's a little unfinished but it takes so long 😅 but it's worth it! I like how it turned out even if it's not completely done, but maybe I'll post another when I actually finish it! |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| Follow my personal! @hopeful.musings ---------------------------------------------------- #edrecovery #recovery #selfharmrecovery #prorecovery #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit  #bodypositivity #anarecovery #mindfulness #coloring #asmr #copingskill #mentalhealth #recovery #edrecovery #selfhelp  #coloringbook #prorecovery #bodyposi #bodypositivity #anxiety #depression #anxietyrecovery #shrecovery
It's a little unfinished but it takes so long 😅 but it's worth it! I like how it turned out even if it's not completely done, but maybe I'll post another when I actually finish it! |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| Follow my personal! @hopeful.musings ---------------------------------------------------- #edrecovery  #recovery  #selfharmrecovery  #prorecovery  #strongnotskinny  #eatittobeatit  #bodypositivity  #anarecovery  #mindfulness  #coloring  #asmr  #copingskill  #mentalhealth  #recovery  #edrecovery  #selfhelp  #coloringbook  #prorecovery  #bodyposi  #bodypositivity  #anxiety  #depression  #anxietyrecovery  #shrecovery 
Finally getting through the clif bars @earthlingjodi sent me a while back 🙈 I must say the white chocolate macadamia one is definitely my favorite and I'm so happy they are slowly starting to appear here in Israel as well 😅
Finally getting through the clif bars @earthlingjodi sent me a while back 🙈 I must say the white chocolate macadamia one is definitely my favorite and I'm so happy they are slowly starting to appear here in Israel as well 😅
So I'm in the library today and a woman comes round offering everyone free pastries because they had held an event and overcatered. I declined automatically, but seeing other people gladly take a pastry from the woman made me wish I had said yes. And then when the woman offered people two pastries because there were so many, people were so grateful and gladly accepted a second pastry without another thought. I know this is completely normal and I shouldn't be surprised or envious but I am so looking forward to the day I have the right mindset to accept two free pastries and eat them just before my lunch. Not there yet but might be some day 💕 #edrecovery#ed#eatingdisorderrecovery#eatittobeatit#healthynotskinny#anorexiarecovery#eatingdisorder#motivation  #eathappy#food#fooddiary#foodisfuel#nourishnotpunish#foodie#foodporn#foodpic#instaeats#eatwell#loveyourfood#foodforfoodies#eeeeeats#foodblogger#yum#tasty#healthy#balance#healthyeating#balanceddiet#myhealthynotyours#eat
So I'm in the library today and a woman comes round offering everyone free pastries because they had held an event and overcatered. I declined automatically, but seeing other people gladly take a pastry from the woman made me wish I had said yes. And then when the woman offered people two pastries because there were so many, people were so grateful and gladly accepted a second pastry without another thought. I know this is completely normal and I shouldn't be surprised or envious but I am so looking forward to the day I have the right mindset to accept two free pastries and eat them just before my lunch. Not there yet but might be some day 💕 #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #healthynotskinny #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #motivation  #eathappy #food #fooddiary #foodisfuel #nourishnotpunish #foodie #foodporn #foodpic #instaeats #eatwell #loveyourfood #foodforfoodies #eeeeeats #foodblogger #yum #tasty #healthy #balance #healthyeating #balanceddiet #myhealthynotyours #eat 
Made vegan apple cake for my fiancé to take to work this week. This is day 2 and the cake is gone 😂 only 2 slices left, so I guess it was tasty 🤗 Have a good day everyone 🌷🌼🌻🌼🌷
Made vegan apple cake for my fiancé to take to work this week. This is day 2 and the cake is gone 😂 only 2 slices left, so I guess it was tasty 🤗 Have a good day everyone 🌷🌼🌻🌼🌷
Fruity oatz @12.50pm 🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓 dome advice please - my housemate wants to cook us all dinner tonight. I just can't, I'm a nervous wreck at the moment and so nervous about my clinic review on Tuesday. Don't know what to say. We are also going on a night out after and I just don't want to have a panic attack or get real anxious before that. Feelin shitty now cos basically I'm weak but yeah help plz x x x#anorexia #ana #anorerexiarecovery #anarecovery #anarecoveryfood #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #balanced #strongnotskinny #recoveryisworthit #anorerexianervosarecovery #healthy #nutrition #balancednotclean #recoverywarrior #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #breakfast
Fruity oatz @12.50pm 🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓 dome advice please - my housemate wants to cook us all dinner tonight. I just can't, I'm a nervous wreck at the moment and so nervous about my clinic review on Tuesday. Don't know what to say. We are also going on a night out after and I just don't want to have a panic attack or get real anxious before that. Feelin shitty now cos basically I'm weak but yeah help plz x x x#anorexia  #ana  #anorerexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anarecoveryfood  #ed  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #balanced  #strongnotskinny  #recoveryisworthit  #anorerexianervosarecovery  #healthy  #nutrition  #balancednotclean  #recoverywarrior  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #breakfast 
Really untypical picture for me to post: Not healthy, not vegan, not comfortable with eating it at all. 😳😯 Puff pastry with cream-cheese filling! Feeling so guilty now (dear cows 💚🐄 please understand recovery 😟). But this is what recovery is about: fighting and fighting and fighting and facing all the fears! 😐  #anorexiarecovery #realrecovery #edrecovery #edfighter #fearfood #eatittobeatit #fightthevoice #letsbecomeadragon🐉 #foodisfuel #loveyourself #fightbackmylife #norestriction #fuckrestriction #sweet #foodporn #unhealthyfood #tasty #guilty #bakery #fear #faceyourfears #pastry #creamcheese #fatty #sugary #healthymind #balancednotclean
Really untypical picture for me to post: Not healthy, not vegan, not comfortable with eating it at all. 😳😯 Puff pastry with cream-cheese filling! Feeling so guilty now (dear cows 💚🐄 please understand recovery 😟). But this is what recovery is about: fighting and fighting and fighting and facing all the fears! 😐 #anorexiarecovery  #realrecovery  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #fearfood  #eatittobeatit  #fightthevoice  #letsbecomeadragon 🐉 #foodisfuel  #loveyourself  #fightbackmylife  #norestriction  #fuckrestriction  #sweet  #foodporn  #unhealthyfood  #tasty  #guilty  #bakery  #fear  #faceyourfears  #pastry  #creamcheese  #fatty  #sugary  #healthymind  #balancednotclean 
Here what I ate for #lunch in school 😊 two slices if bread and crackerbread with #vegan spread and an apple and a pear. 😢sorry for not being active 😯 the weigh-in showed I lost again... so my parents got really angry. I have two weeks to proof that I do not belong in a Hospital. ~~~~~~~~♡~~~~~~~~ #Mittagessenin der Schule sind 2 scheiben brot und Knäckebrot sowie ein Apfel und eine Birne  Sorry dass ich mich kaum melde😯 Ich hatte schon wieder abgenommen... meine Eltern haben mir jetzt eine Frist von zwei Wochen gegen. Wenn ich nicht beweise dass ich das scjaffe muss ich in die Klinik und darf auch nicht mehr Zuhause wohnen.  #anafighter #eatittobeatit #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #selfharmrecovery #bulimiarecovery #recoverygermany #recovery #edfighter #magersucht #depression #prorecovery #foodisfuel #2fab4ana #edfam #ed #edrecovery #essstörung #edwarrior #veganrecovery #vegeterian #healthyrecovery #recoverygerman #eatingdisorderrecovery #balancednotclean
Here what I ate for #lunch  in school 😊 two slices if bread and crackerbread with #vegan  spread and an apple and a pear. 😢sorry for not being active 😯 the weigh-in showed I lost again... so my parents got really angry. I have two weeks to proof that I do not belong in a Hospital. ~~~~~~~~♡~~~~~~~~ #Mittagessenin  der Schule sind 2 scheiben brot und Knäckebrot sowie ein Apfel und eine Birne Sorry dass ich mich kaum melde😯 Ich hatte schon wieder abgenommen... meine Eltern haben mir jetzt eine Frist von zwei Wochen gegen. Wenn ich nicht beweise dass ich das scjaffe muss ich in die Klinik und darf auch nicht mehr Zuhause wohnen. #anafighter  #eatittobeatit  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #selfharmrecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #recoverygermany  #recovery  #edfighter  #magersucht  #depression  #prorecovery  #foodisfuel  #2fab4ana  #edfam  #ed  #edrecovery  #essstörung  #edwarrior  #veganrecovery  #vegeterian  #healthyrecovery  #recoverygerman  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #balancednotclean 
~Pranzo🌈 Hola bellissime❣ Vogliamo parlare del pranzetto strepitoso che mi sono preparata?😋 Uno dei miei abbinamenti preferiti e con una 🆕 entry per me molto importante: il parmigiano🧀😱 Mi è sempre piaciuto tanto, ma mi fa anche tanta, tanta paura, ancora adesso. Sento che è qualcosa in più che non mi merito😓 Però siamo qui per andare contro questi pensieri 👊🏻 e, ammettiamolo, gnocchi, pomodoro e parmigiano solo la morte sua, giusto? 🤤 Quindi ci si fa forza e si affronta anche questa sfida👌🏻 Voi con cosa pranzerete? Avete passato una mattinata interessante? Su, su fatemi sapere👇🏻❣ #pranzo con: * gnocchi Patamore al pomodoro 🍅 e parmigiano 🧀 * {non in foto} affettato di pollo 🐔 e cavolini di Bruxelles con olio 💉🔝 #anorexianervosa #nightsnack #anoressianervosa #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #anafamily #anafighter #edfamily #edfighter #edsoldier #anawarrior #anarecovery #edrecovery #recoveryispossible #beatingeatingdisorder #photooftheday #picoftheday #followme #delicious #fooddiary #foodblog #diarioalimentare #foodporn #foodgasm #fuckana #fearfood #fearfoodchallenge #eatittobeatit #anawho
~Pranzo🌈 Hola bellissime❣ Vogliamo parlare del pranzetto strepitoso che mi sono preparata?😋 Uno dei miei abbinamenti preferiti e con una 🆕 entry per me molto importante: il parmigiano🧀😱 Mi è sempre piaciuto tanto, ma mi fa anche tanta, tanta paura, ancora adesso. Sento che è qualcosa in più che non mi merito😓 Però siamo qui per andare contro questi pensieri 👊🏻 e, ammettiamolo, gnocchi, pomodoro e parmigiano solo la morte sua, giusto? 🤤 Quindi ci si fa forza e si affronta anche questa sfida👌🏻 Voi con cosa pranzerete? Avete passato una mattinata interessante? Su, su fatemi sapere👇🏻❣ #pranzo  con: * gnocchi Patamore al pomodoro 🍅 e parmigiano 🧀 * {non in foto} affettato di pollo 🐔 e cavolini di Bruxelles con olio 💉🔝 #anorexianervosa  #nightsnack  #anoressianervosa  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #anafamily  #anafighter  #edfamily  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #anawarrior  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #beatingeatingdisorder  #photooftheday  #picoftheday  #followme  #delicious  #fooddiary  #foodblog  #diarioalimentare  #foodporn  #foodgasm  #fuckana  #fearfood  #fearfoodchallenge  #eatittobeatit  #anawho 
☡ TW ☡ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  Mein Bodyimage ist heute katastrophal. Am liebsten würde ich garnicht das Haus verlassen, weil ich mich so fett und widerlich fühle! 😔 Ich will endlich mein Altes Leben zurück! Liebe Magersucht.. du bist die beschissenste "Freundin" die ich je hatte! 😡 Fake Freundin, mehr nicht! Du machst mir das Leben zur Hölle!! Verschwinde endlich! Ich will nicht mehr 😭😭😭
☡ TW ☡ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Mein Bodyimage ist heute katastrophal. Am liebsten würde ich garnicht das Haus verlassen, weil ich mich so fett und widerlich fühle! 😔 Ich will endlich mein Altes Leben zurück! Liebe Magersucht.. du bist die beschissenste "Freundin" die ich je hatte! 😡 Fake Freundin, mehr nicht! Du machst mir das Leben zur Hölle!! Verschwinde endlich! Ich will nicht mehr 😭😭😭
Lunch. Chicken noodle soup and the few frozen sausage rolls left over from Christmas 👍 #ed #edrecovery #edfamily #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit
Coucou mes choux ! #lunch de ce midi un GROS #fearfood !! : 💫 un chirashi de saumon et thon 🍚🍣 😻 (c'est du riz vinaigré au sésame avec des sashimis de saumon et de thon au-dessus 🐟🍥👌) 💫 de la sauce soja salée 😁 (@tonic_and_fruits 💞) Gros #recoverywin 😍 ! Ça me fait trop peur mais c'est teeeellement bon 💚 et que des bonnes graisses de toute façon 😌 Sinon mon DST s'est bien passé mais je reste sceptique 😞 Enfin bref courage pour cet aprém 💋 Bisous !  #anorexie #anorexia #anorexiementale #anorexiarecovery #tca #ed #recovery #edrecovery #realrecovery #edfamily #edfam #pokebowl #chirashi #sashimi #sushi #sushidaily #lunchtime #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #eatittobeatit #foodjournal #foodisfuel #fooddiary
Coucou mes choux ! #lunch  de ce midi un GROS #fearfood  !! : 💫 un chirashi de saumon et thon 🍚🍣 😻 (c'est du riz vinaigré au sésame avec des sashimis de saumon et de thon au-dessus 🐟🍥👌) 💫 de la sauce soja salée 😁 (@tonic_and_fruits 💞) Gros #recoverywin  😍 ! Ça me fait trop peur mais c'est teeeellement bon 💚 et que des bonnes graisses de toute façon 😌 Sinon mon DST s'est bien passé mais je reste sceptique 😞 Enfin bref courage pour cet aprém 💋 Bisous ! #anorexie  #anorexia  #anorexiementale  #anorexiarecovery  #tca  #ed  #recovery  #edrecovery  #realrecovery  #edfamily  #edfam  #pokebowl  #chirashi  #sashimi  #sushi  #sushidaily  #lunchtime  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #eatittobeatit  #foodjournal  #foodisfuel  #fooddiary 
Hallo ihr Lieben 😘 . Heute ist mein freier Tag und ich bin ganz entspannt mit einem späten Frühstück in den Tag gestartet. Die Pause die ich mir gestern Nachmittag genehmigt habe, war genau richtig! Ich fühle mich viel besser, ausgeruhter als die letzten Tage! .  Ich habe mich heute auf die Suche nach neuen interessanten Rezepten gemacht und ich bin auch fündig geworden. Es ist ein viel einfacheres Thema als vor einem Jahr, ja sogar einfacher als noch vor ein paar Monaten. Ich achte nicht mehr so sehr, wie die Kalorienangaben bei den Rezepten sind, ich acht auf Namen, auf ansprechende Zutaten und natürlich auch gute Bilder 😊 aber ich lass mich nicht mehr davon abbringen, das Gericht zu kochen, wenn in der Kalorienangabe 700 kcal/ Portion steht. Wenn ich Lust darauf habe kann es doch egal sein wieviel Kalorien mehr ich zu mir nehme, denn ICH BIN ES MIR WERT! Und wenn einem das Gericht, das man gekocht hat schmeckt, dann ist das ein ganz tolles Gefühl, dass man zulassen darf! Man darf dann auch sagen, "Wahnsinn, ich habe heute wirklich etwas ganz tolles gekocht und habe es genossen!". Und man darf sich wohlfühlen dabei, ihr braucht euch gutes Essen nicht zu verdienen, ihr DÜRFT immer essen! . Mein heutiges Frühstück war bombastisch sag ich euch 😍 Vanille-Karamell #puddingoats mit Himbeeren und Erdbeeren, Maulbeeren von der @koro.drogerie, selbstgemachtes Crunchy und Zartbitterschokolade von @alnatura! Ein wahres Träumchen 💭❤ .  Ich wünsche euch noch einen super schönen Donnerstag (morgen ist ja schon Freitag 😜💎💞)! Küsschen und #staystrong + #believeinyourself ! .  #zunehmenwaslosdigga #loveyourselfcommunity #loveyourself #liebedichwiedubist
Hallo ihr Lieben 😘 . Heute ist mein freier Tag und ich bin ganz entspannt mit einem späten Frühstück in den Tag gestartet. Die Pause die ich mir gestern Nachmittag genehmigt habe, war genau richtig! Ich fühle mich viel besser, ausgeruhter als die letzten Tage! .  Ich habe mich heute auf die Suche nach neuen interessanten Rezepten gemacht und ich bin auch fündig geworden. Es ist ein viel einfacheres Thema als vor einem Jahr, ja sogar einfacher als noch vor ein paar Monaten. Ich achte nicht mehr so sehr, wie die Kalorienangaben bei den Rezepten sind, ich acht auf Namen, auf ansprechende Zutaten und natürlich auch gute Bilder 😊 aber ich lass mich nicht mehr davon abbringen, das Gericht zu kochen, wenn in der Kalorienangabe 700 kcal/ Portion steht. Wenn ich Lust darauf habe kann es doch egal sein wieviel Kalorien mehr ich zu mir nehme, denn ICH BIN ES MIR WERT! Und wenn einem das Gericht, das man gekocht hat schmeckt, dann ist das ein ganz tolles Gefühl, dass man zulassen darf! Man darf dann auch sagen, "Wahnsinn, ich habe heute wirklich etwas ganz tolles gekocht und habe es genossen!". Und man darf sich wohlfühlen dabei, ihr braucht euch gutes Essen nicht zu verdienen, ihr DÜRFT immer essen! . Mein heutiges Frühstück war bombastisch sag ich euch 😍 Vanille-Karamell #puddingoats  mit Himbeeren und Erdbeeren, Maulbeeren von der @koro.drogerie, selbstgemachtes Crunchy und Zartbitterschokolade von @alnatura! Ein wahres Träumchen 💭❤ .  Ich wünsche euch noch einen super schönen Donnerstag (morgen ist ja schon Freitag 😜💎💞)! Küsschen und #staystrong  + #believeinyourself  ! .  #zunehmenwaslosdigga  #loveyourselfcommunity  #loveyourself  #liebedichwiedubist 
Thought I should have a killer snack to make up for the slightly lacking breakfast, just like you said @fifty_shades_of_k! This peanut butter toastie did the trick. I had it while I sat outside and read my book, only looking up from it to check the time, feel both shocked and pleased to have gotten so immersed in a book that I lost track of time, and head inside to prepare lunch. Have a nice day everyone!  #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anarecovery #bulimiarecovery #recovery #edrecovery #ed #edcommunity #eatingdisorderrecovery #balancednotclean #eatingdisorders #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #beatanorexia #eatittobeatit #edfamily
Thought I should have a killer snack to make up for the slightly lacking breakfast, just like you said @fifty_shades_of_k! This peanut butter toastie did the trick. I had it while I sat outside and read my book, only looking up from it to check the time, feel both shocked and pleased to have gotten so immersed in a book that I lost track of time, and head inside to prepare lunch. Have a nice day everyone! #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #recovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edcommunity  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #balancednotclean  #eatingdisorders  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #beatanorexia  #eatittobeatit  #edfamily 
#breakfast this morning was pretty much the same as always🙈🙈😜😜 - - Was suppose to have therapy and weigh in today but it was cancelled🙈🙈 happy and sad about it at the same time tbh😂😂😂 so instead I got some extra time in bed which was good as i struggled to sleep again😭😭 but was then rudely awoken by one of my neighbours driving into the bins and knocking them all down like u ok 😂😂😂 so today I think me and mum will go into town and maybe go out for a cheeky meal challenge and then this evening im going to work as a customer😂😂😂 going to watch a theatre / stage show Performance of the Adams family which should be good as wednesday Adams is actually my inspiration ngl😂😂 #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #realrecovery
#breakfast  this morning was pretty much the same as always🙈🙈😜😜 - - Was suppose to have therapy and weigh in today but it was cancelled🙈🙈 happy and sad about it at the same time tbh😂😂😂 so instead I got some extra time in bed which was good as i struggled to sleep again😭😭 but was then rudely awoken by one of my neighbours driving into the bins and knocking them all down like u ok 😂😂😂 so today I think me and mum will go into town and maybe go out for a cheeky meal challenge and then this evening im going to work as a customer😂😂😂 going to watch a theatre / stage show Performance of the Adams family which should be good as wednesday Adams is actually my inspiration ngl😂😂 #edrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #realrecovery 
Strawberry greek yogurt is such a pretty color!🍓🍓🍓. Tons of strawberries burried underneath! A fig bar, and tripple berry granola. Very fruit filled balancrd breakfast might i add 😍. Have another weigh in on Monday, might be doing every 2 weeks now. Sincr im a little blue, but you guys keep me going. I got this idea from looking at this girls story 📸. Its like a penpal thing, were you send letters, stickers, or goodies you dont have in your country. I thought it would be cute to do that with someone. Manly because i want to send alot of you letters 😄. Have a nicr thurday, this weeks almost over. My sister and friend are thinking of visiting this big abandoned house she found in the woods 🏠. She said it has two floors! Im so excited.  #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #orthorexiarecovery #foodforfuel #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #anawho  #fuckanorexia #carbs #healthyisthenewskinny
Strawberry greek yogurt is such a pretty color!🍓🍓🍓. Tons of strawberries burried underneath! A fig bar, and tripple berry granola. Very fruit filled balancrd breakfast might i add 😍. Have another weigh in on Monday, might be doing every 2 weeks now. Sincr im a little blue, but you guys keep me going. I got this idea from looking at this girls story 📸. Its like a penpal thing, were you send letters, stickers, or goodies you dont have in your country. I thought it would be cute to do that with someone. Manly because i want to send alot of you letters 😄. Have a nicr thurday, this weeks almost over. My sister and friend are thinking of visiting this big abandoned house she found in the woods 🏠. She said it has two floors! Im so excited. #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #foodforfuel  #recoverywin  #eatittobeatit  #anawho  #fuckanorexia  #carbs  #healthyisthenewskinny 
Breakfast // It's been a long night, my lovelies. I managed to screw up a friendship that it would kill me to lose, got half of the already minimal sleep I manage to get, and my dog threw up all over my mom's room after eating part of my L&L package off the step. 🙃 But you know what? I can get through this day. This day is just one of many hard days I've had to face, one of many sets of circumstances I've had to overcome, and I know that I can get through this. I can't undo what I've messed up, but I can do my best to fix it and leave the rest up to whether or not she forgives me. I can take it easy and let myself rest, especially since I don't have school tomorrow, and just focus on respecting my body and my needs. I can't undo the fact that my dog got sick, but I can choose not to be mad at him or to let it ruin my day. I have power over how I face the day, so I don't need power over the circumstances. - In other, more positive news, I've gained for a couple days in a row, and it's been pretty significant 👊🏻 I don't know if there are other factors (hydration, clothing, GI stuff, etc.) but I DO know that I feel like all my hard work is starting to pay off. If I continue at this rate, there is a chance I could start running within the next couple weeks. Oh, and more importantly, there's a much better chance that I will be able to GO TO COLLEGE 💪🏻👏🏻 Short term goals are fun, but long term goals are life-altering.  Have a lovely Thursday, my most wonderful #edfam ❤ Stay strong! - - - #realrecovery #edfighter #prorecovery #healing #progressnotperfection #progress #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrevovery #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthyeating #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #anawho #eattorun #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
Breakfast // It's been a long night, my lovelies. I managed to screw up a friendship that it would kill me to lose, got half of the already minimal sleep I manage to get, and my dog threw up all over my mom's room after eating part of my L&L package off the step. 🙃 But you know what? I can get through this day. This day is just one of many hard days I've had to face, one of many sets of circumstances I've had to overcome, and I know that I can get through this. I can't undo what I've messed up, but I can do my best to fix it and leave the rest up to whether or not she forgives me. I can take it easy and let myself rest, especially since I don't have school tomorrow, and just focus on respecting my body and my needs. I can't undo the fact that my dog got sick, but I can choose not to be mad at him or to let it ruin my day. I have power over how I face the day, so I don't need power over the circumstances. - In other, more positive news, I've gained for a couple days in a row, and it's been pretty significant 👊🏻 I don't know if there are other factors (hydration, clothing, GI stuff, etc.) but I DO know that I feel like all my hard work is starting to pay off. If I continue at this rate, there is a chance I could start running within the next couple weeks. Oh, and more importantly, there's a much better chance that I will be able to GO TO COLLEGE 💪🏻👏🏻 Short term goals are fun, but long term goals are life-altering. Have a lovely Thursday, my most wonderful #edfam  ❤ Stay strong! - - - #realrecovery  #edfighter  #prorecovery  #healing  #progressnotperfection  #progress  #recovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrevovery  #health  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthyeating  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #anawho  #eattorun  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
QUORNS NEW VEGAN SOUP IS ABSOLUTELY INSANE OMG 😍😍😍😍 I had half a tub with a buttered bread roll 💝💝💝💝 #veganrecovery #nourishtoflourish #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa #bulimianervosa #thisorhospital #edcommunity #edwarrior #edfam #edrecovery #anawho #positivity #selflove #bodypositive #fearfood #challenge #vegan #food #foodblog #yummy #happiness #OCD #depression #vegan
Sorry for the lack of posts everyone💕!! The last few weeks have been really hard, but I'm pushing through! My bone scan actually wasn't perfectly fine after all, I was on the bad side of normal😔 But overall I've improved my eating and I think I'm ready to full accept recovery  #eattogrow#eattolive#edwarrior#fuckana#anorexia#edrecovery#ed#eatingdisorderrecovery#strongnotskinny#eats#food#eatingdisorder #prorecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit#eatittobeatit#selflove#selfcare#noslackingonsnacking#yummy #strongisthenewskinny#edfam #breakfast #granola #granolabar
Sorry for the lack of posts everyone💕!! The last few weeks have been really hard, but I'm pushing through! My bone scan actually wasn't perfectly fine after all, I was on the bad side of normal😔 But overall I've improved my eating and I think I'm ready to full accept recovery #eattogrow #eattolive #edwarrior #fuckana #anorexia #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongnotskinny #eats #food #eatingdisorder  #prorecovery  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #selflove #selfcare #noslackingonsnacking #yummy  #strongisthenewskinny #edfam  #breakfast  #granola  #granolabar 
Brunch while reading about Romanticism: Doritos and a falafel and hummous vegetarian wrap 🌱🍲 Today I went to a lecture with a friend. To be pointed out: he's enrolled in that course, I'm not 😂😂 #edfam #ed #edfamily #edsoldier #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #edwarrior #anawho #eatittobeatit #prettygirlsdoeat #healthynotskinny
Posing with ma Mocha Latte! Anorexia is very loud today. My parents are making me switch over to drinks that I actually want instead of always getting tea which I hate but my ED loves. I insisted on queuing myself and then tried to get skinny milk. But then the barista said it sooo loudly and mum heard and gave me the WORST look ever and was SOO angry. It was so embarrassing. I then changed it and then felt like I was going to pass out and felt sooo sick 😥 mum tried to order me an ambulance hahahah😂managed to convince her she misheard me and she believed me lol but now I feel so guilty Ahhh
Posing with ma Mocha Latte! Anorexia is very loud today. My parents are making me switch over to drinks that I actually want instead of always getting tea which I hate but my ED loves. I insisted on queuing myself and then tried to get skinny milk. But then the barista said it sooo loudly and mum heard and gave me the WORST look ever and was SOO angry. It was so embarrassing. I then changed it and then felt like I was going to pass out and felt sooo sick 😥 mum tried to order me an ambulance hahahah😂managed to convince her she misheard me and she believed me lol but now I feel so guilty Ahhh
The amount of support from this community will never cease to fill my heart with gratitude and surprise. I adore you all 💖  As per Lillis style, absolutely nothing changes, but somehow my brain comes up with a trillion rational and absolutely convincing reasons as to why gaining weight isn't important in my recovery, and I'm the magical exception that doesn't need 2500+ cals or rest.  Today was another one of those wasted days, that I hand to my illness because I'm too afraid to go against my own intrenched routine. You know what also happened today? I enrolled in classes for my bachelor of Nursing I'm doing at uni this February. Ana is all like- 'you can study how you are right now? Tons of girls on here with EDs are going to uni and stuff, this is no reason to try harder. In fact, try less lol' Honestly, I'm still working on a come back to this one... But I know that Uni will be a lot easier if I can sit and rest all day without guilt, if I can wake each day knowing that all I have to do is eat 500+ calories 5 times a day, and know that my ultimate goal is to reach a healthy weight in order to reach a healthy head space. I can't handle the 'do I/don't i' thoughts on top of study. It's too much.  SORRY IF THIS SOUNDS NEGATIVE BUT IM ACTUALLY TRYING TO SPUR MYSELF ON HAHA 😘
The amount of support from this community will never cease to fill my heart with gratitude and surprise. I adore you all 💖 As per Lillis style, absolutely nothing changes, but somehow my brain comes up with a trillion rational and absolutely convincing reasons as to why gaining weight isn't important in my recovery, and I'm the magical exception that doesn't need 2500+ cals or rest. Today was another one of those wasted days, that I hand to my illness because I'm too afraid to go against my own intrenched routine. You know what also happened today? I enrolled in classes for my bachelor of Nursing I'm doing at uni this February. Ana is all like- 'you can study how you are right now? Tons of girls on here with EDs are going to uni and stuff, this is no reason to try harder. In fact, try less lol' Honestly, I'm still working on a come back to this one... But I know that Uni will be a lot easier if I can sit and rest all day without guilt, if I can wake each day knowing that all I have to do is eat 500+ calories 5 times a day, and know that my ultimate goal is to reach a healthy weight in order to reach a healthy head space. I can't handle the 'do I/don't i' thoughts on top of study. It's too much. SORRY IF THIS SOUNDS NEGATIVE BUT IM ACTUALLY TRYING TO SPUR MYSELF ON HAHA 😘
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#afternoonsnack while watching the afternoon's old movie on TV is this chocolate bar. Never tasted it before so we shall see! #anarecovery #anawho #anorexiarecovery #adultswitheds #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edfam #edwarrior #nourishtoflourish #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #healthynothungry #välipala
Meat with peas and carrots and some greens for lunch 💕 today I'm feeling much better I ate my usual cereal in the morning and I also had an apple and a tangerine as snacks 😄😋 #eatingdisorderrecovery#ed#eatittobeatit#foodisfuel#anorexia#edrecovery#anorexic#anorexianervosa#anafight#edfight#edwarrior#eatingdisorder#recover#recovery#realrecovery#anarecovery#anafight#fuckana#anawho#