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Not my best picture but I'm not mad about it. There is so much to be angry about in this country, I won't let it be about food. Still recovering from the panic attack the other day. Spooked me pretty bad. So my main and I made this. Noodles are a fear food of mine but I knew it was time. We made the pasta sauce from scratch (ballers.) That's just roasting two cans of tomatoes, two carrots, half onion, garlic, and oregano for one hour. Then I sautéed up broccoli, ground turkey, spinach, cherry tomatoes, and onions. Add pasta. And parm. Boom. Recovery is difficult. The good days feel glamorous. The bad feel like hell fire. Acknowledge them both. Love them both, and move on. Every day is a new day to do something different.  #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #pasta #fearfoods #gettingbettereveryday #fuckyouana
Not my best picture but I'm not mad about it. There is so much to be angry about in this country, I won't let it be about food. Still recovering from the panic attack the other day. Spooked me pretty bad. So my main and I made this. Noodles are a fear food of mine but I knew it was time. We made the pasta sauce from scratch (ballers.) That's just roasting two cans of tomatoes, two carrots, half onion, garlic, and oregano for one hour. Then I sautéed up broccoli, ground turkey, spinach, cherry tomatoes, and onions. Add pasta. And parm. Boom. Recovery is difficult. The good days feel glamorous. The bad feel like hell fire. Acknowledge them both. Love them both, and move on. Every day is a new day to do something different. #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #pasta  #fearfoods  #gettingbettereveryday  #fuckyouana 
2 rice cakes+ 1/2 an avocado + a lil salt=😍🥑👌🏽 I had to grab this and run but I'm glad I made it home with enough time to get some food in me before I spend 4 hours in this computer training🙄 My doctors appointment yesterday went ok, my phosphorous came back really low and a few other things were borderline so I'm back on electrolyte supplements for the foreseeable future😷 Anyway, hope y'all are having great days!💕 #realrecovery #edfam #anafam #anarecovery #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anawho #adultswitheds #glutenfree
2 rice cakes+ 1/2 an avocado + a lil salt=😍🥑👌🏽 I had to grab this and run but I'm glad I made it home with enough time to get some food in me before I spend 4 hours in this computer training🙄 My doctors appointment yesterday went ok, my phosphorous came back really low and a few other things were borderline so I'm back on electrolyte supplements for the foreseeable future😷 Anyway, hope y'all are having great days!💕 #realrecovery  #edfam  #anafam  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anawho  #adultswitheds  #glutenfree 
Dinner😜 soysausages w potatomash, cucumber, ketchup and mustard! Lunch in school was tacos w tortillas😍😍. - Have an awesome friday evening guys, love you❣
Dinner😜 soysausages w potatomash, cucumber, ketchup and mustard! Lunch in school was tacos w tortillas😍😍. - Have an awesome friday evening guys, love you❣
Lunch // I had cravings for veggie chips, so Veggie chips I will have, even though there are lower calorie options that are similar. I want veggie chips. They are delish 😋 Stay strong, #edfam ❤ - - - #realrecovery #edfighter #prorecovery #healing #progressnotperfection #progress #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrevovery #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthyeating #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #anawho #eattorun #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
Lunch // I had cravings for veggie chips, so Veggie chips I will have, even though there are lower calorie options that are similar. I want veggie chips. They are delish 😋 Stay strong, #edfam  ❤ - - - #realrecovery  #edfighter  #prorecovery  #healing  #progressnotperfection  #progress  #recovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrevovery  #health  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthyeating  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #anawho  #eattorun  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
Wooooo for finally listening to cravings and having a sandwich for lunch! Don't get me wrong, I love sandwiches and have always had them, but usually it's gotta be on a day when I (or I should say ed) feels good. Woke up this morning with absolute awful body image. And had a self weigh-in and gained a pound. So all things that make me wanna restrict, etc... but not today! Yummy turkey deliciousness to round out my Friday work week 🙌🏻 And going out to eat tonight too 💪🏻 Have a good afternoon lovies, and remember, whatever ed says... do the opposite!• #edrecovery#edwarrior#edsoldier#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#anorexia#anorexiarecovery#anorexiaathletica#prorecovery#bulimia#ana#mia#recovery#fuckanorexia#adultswitheds#togetherwecan#edfighter#edfamily#beatana#beated#realrecovery#eatittobeatit#foodisfuel#sandwich#subway
Wooooo for finally listening to cravings and having a sandwich for lunch! Don't get me wrong, I love sandwiches and have always had them, but usually it's gotta be on a day when I (or I should say ed) feels good. Woke up this morning with absolute awful body image. And had a self weigh-in and gained a pound. So all things that make me wanna restrict, etc... but not today! Yummy turkey deliciousness to round out my Friday work week 🙌🏻 And going out to eat tonight too 💪🏻 Have a good afternoon lovies, and remember, whatever ed says... do the opposite!• #edrecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiaathletica #prorecovery #bulimia #ana #mia #recovery #fuckanorexia #adultswitheds #togetherwecan #edfighter #edfamily #beatana #beated #realrecovery #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #sandwich #subway 
I never upload this often but this looks so amazing, I had to boast about it! Quorn #vegan Moroccan soup with some garlic baguette. 😍 . . . . . . . . #eatingdisorder #ed #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #recovery
Oké, hier komt die dan eindelijk hihi: Ik heb besloten om JA te zeggen tegen mijn droom & mijn grootste avontuur ooit; wonen & werken in Amsterdam 😍 Waaat? Ja echt, ik! Per 1 maart werk ik in het VUMC op de afdeling Heelkunde Oncologie & MDL! ♡♡ Super spannend, helemaal te gek, eng, maar oh zo gaaf! Ik heb er ontzettend veel zin in. Ooit ben ik verliefd geworden op Amsterdam tijdens mijn opname voor de anorexia. En sindsdien was dit mijn droom. En dankzij mijn herstel kan ik mijn droom gaan waarmaken 💕  #anorexiarecovery #recoveringdutchie #anorexia #depression #recovery #eatittobeatit #healthyfood #foodie #health #fitchick #fitgirlnl #fitdutchies #fitness #strongnotskinny #adventure #dreams #amsterdam #moving #2017 #letsdoit
Oké, hier komt die dan eindelijk hihi: Ik heb besloten om JA te zeggen tegen mijn droom & mijn grootste avontuur ooit; wonen & werken in Amsterdam 😍 Waaat? Ja echt, ik! Per 1 maart werk ik in het VUMC op de afdeling Heelkunde Oncologie & MDL! ♡♡ Super spannend, helemaal te gek, eng, maar oh zo gaaf! Ik heb er ontzettend veel zin in. Ooit ben ik verliefd geworden op Amsterdam tijdens mijn opname voor de anorexia. En sindsdien was dit mijn droom. En dankzij mijn herstel kan ik mijn droom gaan waarmaken 💕 #anorexiarecovery  #recoveringdutchie  #anorexia  #depression  #recovery  #eatittobeatit  #healthyfood  #foodie  #health  #fitchick  #fitgirlnl  #fitdutchies  #fitness  #strongnotskinny  #adventure  #dreams  #amsterdam  #moving  #2017  #letsdoit 
Morning Snack // late post of my DELISH @lennyandlarrys at Panera this morning while working on my group project.  It's gross out today, but I just have an excuse to curl up in front of the fire place so it all works out.  Stay strong, #edfam ❤ - - - #realrecovery #edfighter #prorecovery #healing #progressnotperfection #progress #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrevovery #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthyeating #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #anawho #eattorun #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
Morning Snack // late post of my DELISH @lennyandlarrys at Panera this morning while working on my group project. It's gross out today, but I just have an excuse to curl up in front of the fire place so it all works out. Stay strong, #edfam  ❤ - - - #realrecovery  #edfighter  #prorecovery  #healing  #progressnotperfection  #progress  #recovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrevovery  #health  #healthy  #healthyfood  #healthyeating  #strongnotskinny  #healthynotskinny  #anawho  #eattorun  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
Been talking to so many of you about finding your WHY for recovery! So inspiring. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ Remember. YOU are not your body. YOU are not your mind...YOU are something divine. God, the universe, whatever you subscribe to... has something amazing and powerful in store for you. A purpose. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ #whatsyourwhy ☀️🙌☀️
Been talking to so many of you about finding your WHY for recovery! So inspiring. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ Remember. YOU are not your body. YOU are not your mind...YOU are something divine. God, the universe, whatever you subscribe to... has something amazing and powerful in store for you. A purpose. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ #whatsyourwhy  ☀️🙌☀️
This was my night snack yesterday, healthy, vegan and most importantly, delicious! Today I am feeling better and I hope all of you are too! If not, remind yourself of what your eating disorder is doing to you. It is wasting your precious time, it is making you suffer and slowly die. All there is, is the here and now. If you have an eating disorder and want to recover but don't do so because "you are too weak", then you are waiting and living in a world that doesn't exist. Just make it happen already and start living again finally! We are here to have the best possible experience as a human being, spend time with amazing people and follow what our heart desires!  Stay strong fighters💪❤ #ana #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #fuckana #anawho #anawhore #ednos #ednosrecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edfam #edwarrior #edrecovery #ngtube #fresubin #inpatient #veganrecovery #youtube #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #essstörung #magersucht #anorexie
This was my night snack yesterday, healthy, vegan and most importantly, delicious! Today I am feeling better and I hope all of you are too! If not, remind yourself of what your eating disorder is doing to you. It is wasting your precious time, it is making you suffer and slowly die. All there is, is the here and now. If you have an eating disorder and want to recover but don't do so because "you are too weak", then you are waiting and living in a world that doesn't exist. Just make it happen already and start living again finally! We are here to have the best possible experience as a human being, spend time with amazing people and follow what our heart desires! Stay strong fighters💪❤ #ana  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexianervosa  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawhore  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #anorexiarecovery  #prorecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #edfam  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #ngtube  #fresubin  #inpatient  #veganrecovery  #youtube  #nourishtoflourish  #nourishnotpunish  #essstörung  #magersucht  #anorexie 
J'en vaux la peine !!! "On ne laisse pas bébé dans un coin." 🌟 #strongmind #strongerthanever #dontworry #behappy #please #bekindtoyourself #happinessishere #dontforget #bekindtopeople #anorexiarecovery
So, for the past week or two I have been (loosely) tracking my macros on myfitnesspal going against iifym. And, it's really triggering me 😳 I see the number of calories I am eating and I freak out. And I get frustrated that it's not "perfect" and I get frustrated that so many people swear by iifym and it seems to be the go to diet for weight training. I think I am going to have to stop it because it just isn't helping me. I love weight training and I think I will stick to that. Messing with my diet is only messing with my brain and making me upset 😳 so to the hard-core fitness people I am sorry but everyone is different I guess. Not everyone is able to only eat x amount of fat and it's not good for everyone to religiously count calories. I haven't counted for just under two years and I don't feel like I want to get obsessed over that again. There is the fear that if I eat "normally" as in no macronutrient restrictions then I am not going to build muscle and will just look flabby. But I know that is the eating disorder. FLORENCE just wants to get strong and she doesn't give a flying tit what she looks like. Six pack abs and bulging muscles is not attainable for me at this current moment but being strong is. So yes I don't want to track my stupid macros because that is going to hold me back from recovery. Letting go is bloody scary and so is going against the "fitness rules" but I will make my own rules up thank you very much. I was born to be different anyway, I never have followed the crowed 🐏
So, for the past week or two I have been (loosely) tracking my macros on myfitnesspal going against iifym. And, it's really triggering me 😳 I see the number of calories I am eating and I freak out. And I get frustrated that it's not "perfect" and I get frustrated that so many people swear by iifym and it seems to be the go to diet for weight training. I think I am going to have to stop it because it just isn't helping me. I love weight training and I think I will stick to that. Messing with my diet is only messing with my brain and making me upset 😳 so to the hard-core fitness people I am sorry but everyone is different I guess. Not everyone is able to only eat x amount of fat and it's not good for everyone to religiously count calories. I haven't counted for just under two years and I don't feel like I want to get obsessed over that again. There is the fear that if I eat "normally" as in no macronutrient restrictions then I am not going to build muscle and will just look flabby. But I know that is the eating disorder. FLORENCE just wants to get strong and she doesn't give a flying tit what she looks like. Six pack abs and bulging muscles is not attainable for me at this current moment but being strong is. So yes I don't want to track my stupid macros because that is going to hold me back from recovery. Letting go is bloody scary and so is going against the "fitness rules" but I will make my own rules up thank you very much. I was born to be different anyway, I never have followed the crowed 🐏
Post 3.5 mile run was this roasted pumpkin + yogurt bowl with natural pb and an apple. Also added a sprinkle of oats on top because I'm weird 😅
Post 3.5 mile run was this roasted pumpkin + yogurt bowl with natural pb and an apple. Also added a sprinkle of oats on top because I'm weird 😅
Breakfast this morning. I would really love some advice from the ed recovery community...the past few nights, I have gone on "bingeing" episodes. I never binged during my ed, but I have a few times during recovery. Last night it was a lot of chocolate, a half of jar of peanut butter, yogurt, a bag of pretzels and more. All within one hour. I hate feeling like I can't stop eating. Some help please. 😫 #edrecovery #edwarrior #anoreixa #anorexiarecovery #foodforlife #recoveryisworthit #recoverystruggle #edfamily #edfighter
Breakfast this morning. I would really love some advice from the ed recovery community...the past few nights, I have gone on "bingeing" episodes. I never binged during my ed, but I have a few times during recovery. Last night it was a lot of chocolate, a half of jar of peanut butter, yogurt, a bag of pretzels and more. All within one hour. I hate feeling like I can't stop eating. Some help please. 😫 #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #anoreixa  #anorexiarecovery  #foodforlife  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverystruggle  #edfamily  #edfighter 
This was lunch. I am still waiting to hear back from my job,  and I'm really dreading having to go to work there on Sunday because I'm afraid that they'll be really mean about my quitting. I'm so ready to just be done with that place.  Today,  I'll seeing my boyfriend and will also be doing a bunch of practicing. My first audition is in 2 weeks and I'm starting to really feel the pressure! Every inch of me is anxious and judging my cello playing harshly to the point where it feels hard to even pick up my cello.  This is super personal,  but I have a stutter sometimes when I'm really nervous about things in my life. I'm starting to notice it come back and I even get anxious to speak now, on top of everything else.  Luckily my ed hasn't kicked in and I'm still doing well with my intake.  #2fab4ana #edfam #nourishnotpunish #healthynotskinny #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #prorecovery #recoverywarrior #edcommunity #antiana #edfamily #eatingdisorderrecovery #edsoldier #anawho
This was lunch. I am still waiting to hear back from my job, and I'm really dreading having to go to work there on Sunday because I'm afraid that they'll be really mean about my quitting. I'm so ready to just be done with that place. Today, I'll seeing my boyfriend and will also be doing a bunch of practicing. My first audition is in 2 weeks and I'm starting to really feel the pressure! Every inch of me is anxious and judging my cello playing harshly to the point where it feels hard to even pick up my cello. This is super personal, but I have a stutter sometimes when I'm really nervous about things in my life. I'm starting to notice it come back and I even get anxious to speak now, on top of everything else. Luckily my ed hasn't kicked in and I'm still doing well with my intake. #2fab4ana  #edfam  #nourishnotpunish  #healthynotskinny  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #prorecovery  #recoverywarrior  #edcommunity  #antiana  #edfamily  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldier  #anawho 
Pms-ing harrrrrrrddddd so chocolate was totally needed 😍
Pms-ing harrrrrrrddddd so chocolate was totally needed 😍
Dinner 🍴 2 sausages,200ml beans and mash(!) having dinner earlier and then afternoon snack later ✌🏼 #anorexia#anorexiarecovery#ed #edrecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa#eatittobeatit
In love with that millet salad ❤ . Got my report card today. Only two and a half months left until graduation 😱 can't believe how fast the time flies by ..
In love with that millet salad ❤ . Got my report card today. Only two and a half months left until graduation 😱 can't believe how fast the time flies by ..
Dinner was curry 😷 mum gave me the biggest portion out of everyone even though I like it the least?? BTW DON'T SAY ITS BECAUSE YOU NEED IT MOST AND THAT - I'M WR AND HEALTHY SO WHYYYY I just hate curry so much  #ed #edfam #edrecovery #edrecoveryarmy #edrecovering #edrecover #edproblems #edstruggles #edwarrior #edsolider #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderawareness #prorecovery #selfrecovery #strongnotskinny #ana #anorexic #anarecovery #ednos #realrecovery #recover #edfree #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #recoverywin #nourishnotpunish #eatittobeatit
Dinner was curry 😷 mum gave me the biggest portion out of everyone even though I like it the least?? BTW DON'T SAY ITS BECAUSE YOU NEED IT MOST AND THAT - I'M WR AND HEALTHY SO WHYYYY I just hate curry so much #ed  #edfam  #edrecovery  #edrecoveryarmy  #edrecovering  #edrecover  #edproblems  #edstruggles  #edwarrior  #edsolider  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderawareness  #prorecovery  #selfrecovery  #strongnotskinny  #ana  #anorexic  #anarecovery  #ednos  #realrecovery  #recover  #edfree  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #recoverywin  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit 
/snack 27g #popcorn chalenge for me 🌹💪❤ (cooked on coconut oil) I dont eat popcorn soo long! Its really awesome watch fav serial and eat popcorn like before :') .... #edfighter #edfamily #healtylife #healtyfood #diner #anorexia #ed #blogerka #Staystrong #fitfood #slovakblogger #slovakfood #zijemzdravo #životnýštýl #blogger #anorexiarecovery #motivácia #picoftheday #foodporn  #eatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior #edfam #healty #anarecovery
/snack 27g #popcorn  chalenge for me 🌹💪❤ (cooked on coconut oil) I dont eat popcorn soo long! Its really awesome watch fav serial and eat popcorn like before :') .... #edfighter  #edfamily  #healtylife  #healtyfood  #diner  #anorexia  #ed  #blogerka  #Staystrong  #fitfood  #slovakblogger  #slovakfood  #zijemzdravo  #životnýštýl  #blogger  #anorexiarecovery  #motivácia  #picoftheday  #foodporn  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edwarrior  #edfam  #healty  #anarecovery 
Currently in Newark on a layover waiting to board my flight to San Francisco! That doesn't mean I can skip a snack and pace around the terminal. I used to LOVE these yogurt parfaits from Red Mango, and haven't had one (without using behaviors) in over 3 years! Hard day mentally, and wishing I could leave my eating disorder to spin around baggage claim forever, but I'm pushing through this. I have to. #eatittobeatit #adultswithed #edfighter #recoverywarrior #edsucks #froyo #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #snack #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edrecovery #recovery #beated
Currently in Newark on a layover waiting to board my flight to San Francisco! That doesn't mean I can skip a snack and pace around the terminal. I used to LOVE these yogurt parfaits from Red Mango, and haven't had one (without using behaviors) in over 3 years! Hard day mentally, and wishing I could leave my eating disorder to spin around baggage claim forever, but I'm pushing through this. I have to. #eatittobeatit  #adultswithed  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #edsucks  #froyo  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #snack  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #recovery  #beated 
OMG OMG DO YOU SEE MY #dinner ?!!??😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 Take away super cheesy and scary PIZZA😱😱😍😍😍🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕 Gosh so good😍😍😍💕💕💕 But god so scary💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💕💕💕💕💕 Love U all!💕💕💕 We will kick ed's butt!💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💕💕💕💕💕 #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #newedsupport #needhelptorecover #anawarrior #anafighter #anorexia #anxiety #strongnotskinny #fuckanorexia #fuckanxiety #fuckyouana #fooddiary #fuckana #fighter #food #keepfighting #keepgoing #recovery #recover #eatingdisorder #eatforboobs #edrecovery #edwarrior #wantittostop #healthynotskinny #healthy
OMG OMG DO YOU SEE MY #dinner  ?!!??😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 Take away super cheesy and scary PIZZA😱😱😍😍😍🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕 Gosh so good😍😍😍💕💕💕 But god so scary💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💕💕💕💕💕 Love U all!💕💕💕 We will kick ed's butt!💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💕💕💕💕💕 #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #newedsupport  #needhelptorecover  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anorexia  #anxiety  #strongnotskinny  #fuckanorexia  #fuckanxiety  #fuckyouana  #fooddiary  #fuckana  #fighter  #food  #keepfighting  #keepgoing  #recovery  #recover  #eatingdisorder  #eatforboobs  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #wantittostop  #healthynotskinny  #healthy 
Guess what it is!! Yes a protein smoothie, lol, 😂 I'm haaaaangry so I'm drinking this deliciousness while I make lunch 😛
Guess what it is!! Yes a protein smoothie, lol, 😂 I'm haaaaangry so I'm drinking this deliciousness while I make lunch 😛
Tea was cottage pie 🥔 and carrots and swede 🥕 after my DEXA scan today, which was cool and I've got a cool picture of my skeleton 🔬 so yeah
Tea was cottage pie 🥔 and carrots and swede 🥕 after my DEXA scan today, which was cool and I've got a cool picture of my skeleton 🔬 so yeah
Nightsnack tonight shall be the whole bag because why the hell not? 😏. Let's celebrate periods plus my Dad's birthday plus going to two new classes in school. I can't wait to eat this 😍, this looks so great. I got my fillings and I can only chew on one side of my mouth, I don't know whether I was supposed to eat or not but I was hungry so I ate lunch lol. I love my sharebag of chocolate on a Friday night, thank you @findinglivv and @_food_recovery_ for inspiring me. 😊. Tomorrow I start off at the volunteering art class so I am excited to work with the little children, the youngest one is 6 😩😱😍!! I'm going to nap probably now because I am so tired. You guys should get a sharebag every Friday night! It is so so worth it, chocolate is so bloody good and I love double deckers so much. I love the nougat in the centre with the crunchy biscuit. It is to die for. Lol, I'm not going to die though because I love living even if Ana gets strong some days, I know me I can beat her because if I managed to get out of inpatient and get back to school and attend classes then I can bash her completely and so can you! 👊🏼. (Btw I didn't period on the dentist chair! 😂) #realrecovery #recovery #recovering #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #edcommunity #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #ana #anorexia #anarecovery #edrecovery #anorexianerovsa #prorecovery #recoveryispossible #fuckana #fuckanorexia #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #nourishyourbody #fighting #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongnotskinny #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery
Nightsnack tonight shall be the whole bag because why the hell not? 😏. Let's celebrate periods plus my Dad's birthday plus going to two new classes in school. I can't wait to eat this 😍, this looks so great. I got my fillings and I can only chew on one side of my mouth, I don't know whether I was supposed to eat or not but I was hungry so I ate lunch lol. I love my sharebag of chocolate on a Friday night, thank you @findinglivv and @_food_recovery_ for inspiring me. 😊. Tomorrow I start off at the volunteering art class so I am excited to work with the little children, the youngest one is 6 😩😱😍!! I'm going to nap probably now because I am so tired. You guys should get a sharebag every Friday night! It is so so worth it, chocolate is so bloody good and I love double deckers so much. I love the nougat in the centre with the crunchy biscuit. It is to die for. Lol, I'm not going to die though because I love living even if Ana gets strong some days, I know me I can beat her because if I managed to get out of inpatient and get back to school and attend classes then I can bash her completely and so can you! 👊🏼. (Btw I didn't period on the dentist chair! 😂) #realrecovery  #recovery  #recovering  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #edcommunity  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverywin  #eatittobeatit  #ana  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anorexianerovsa  #prorecovery  #recoveryispossible  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #nourishtoflourish  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishyourbody  #fighting  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #strongnotskinny  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery 
I wanted to try coconut water and accidentally bought the chocolate one. Instead of panicking, I've just accepted it and embraced it....even though it looks positively revolting it tastes pretty good 😂 I've officially survived my first week back to uni for semester two of third year. Away to make some Quorn soup (trying the Moroccan one tonight - I'm excited!) and then off to work. Hope you have a great night! 🖤 . . . . . . . . #eatingdisorder #ed #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #recovery
I wanted to try coconut water and accidentally bought the chocolate one. Instead of panicking, I've just accepted it and embraced it....even though it looks positively revolting it tastes pretty good 😂 I've officially survived my first week back to uni for semester two of third year. Away to make some Quorn soup (trying the Moroccan one tonight - I'm excited!) and then off to work. Hope you have a great night! 🖤 . . . . . . . . #eatingdisorder  #ed  #anorexia  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #recovery 
Throwback to my granola breakfast! Trying a new cereal! Well not really new, I always used to love granola but then I stopped eating it when my ed developed, but now I'm eating it again 😁 as tasty as I remember 😍  #breakfast #vegan #vegaunary #granola #cereal #oats #soymilk #recoverywin #foodporn #yummy #healthy #healthyeating #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #bulimiarecovery #edfamily #edrecovery #recovery #foodisfuel #strongnotskinny
Throwback to my granola breakfast! Trying a new cereal! Well not really new, I always used to love granola but then I stopped eating it when my ed developed, but now I'm eating it again 😁 as tasty as I remember 😍 #breakfast  #vegan  #vegaunary  #granola  #cereal  #oats  #soymilk  #recoverywin  #foodporn  #yummy  #healthy  #healthyeating  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexia  #bulimiarecovery  #edfamily  #edrecovery  #recovery  #foodisfuel  #strongnotskinny 
This went down an absolute treat with my daughter tonight. Banana and Egg pancake, just two ingredients: Egg and Banana 😁😁she spread some dairy free chocolate spread on after 😁#edwarrior #edrecovery #edsurvivor #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #thisgirlcan #strong #happy #healthy #familylife #dairyfree
Back at school with my absolute favorite hot pockets 😊operation disarm my ED has been successful so far. I threw out a good amount of food that I know will not help me in the long run. I'm going grocery shopping later today! Wish me luck!!
Back at school with my absolute favorite hot pockets 😊operation disarm my ED has been successful so far. I threw out a good amount of food that I know will not help me in the long run. I'm going grocery shopping later today! Wish me luck!!
Feeling very proud of myself today! As I walked around the supermarket with Mum this evening I noticed my blood pressure was dropping and I began to feel faint. So I asked her if I could buy myself a snack to eat. Now when I was really ill I tended to just ignore it or else buy Monster to give myself a brief caffeine high. But this time I bought a KitKat cookie dough chunky bar and ate it without looking at the calories or feeling guilty. I am finally freeing myself from this bloody eating disorder which wasted my teenaged years! Why should I listen to that piece of shit in my head and destroy my body? I already have permanent health issues as a result of malnutrition in the past but I will not allow it to worsen! I am determined to be free, to live my own life! 💕✨#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #fuckana #2fab4ana #edwarrior #edrecovery #countblessingsnotcalories #emo #scene #marmozets #theprettyreckless #slipknot #tonightalive #alltimelow #askingalexandria #ofmiceandmen #adaytoremember #sleepingwithsirens #piercetheveil #fallinginreverse #greenday #mychemicalromance #blackveilbrides #inthismoment #suicidesilence #motionlessinwhite #bringmethehorizon #wearetheincrowd #neckdeep #beartooth
Feeling very proud of myself today! As I walked around the supermarket with Mum this evening I noticed my blood pressure was dropping and I began to feel faint. So I asked her if I could buy myself a snack to eat. Now when I was really ill I tended to just ignore it or else buy Monster to give myself a brief caffeine high. But this time I bought a KitKat cookie dough chunky bar and ate it without looking at the calories or feeling guilty. I am finally freeing myself from this bloody eating disorder which wasted my teenaged years! Why should I listen to that piece of shit in my head and destroy my body? I already have permanent health issues as a result of malnutrition in the past but I will not allow it to worsen! I am determined to be free, to live my own life! 💕✨#anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #fuckana  #2fab4ana  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #countblessingsnotcalories  #emo  #scene  #marmozets  #theprettyreckless  #slipknot  #tonightalive  #alltimelow  #askingalexandria  #ofmiceandmen  #adaytoremember  #sleepingwithsirens  #piercetheveil  #fallinginreverse  #greenday  #mychemicalromance  #blackveilbrides  #inthismoment  #suicidesilence  #motionlessinwhite  #bringmethehorizon  #wearetheincrowd  #neckdeep  #beartooth 
afternoon snack was a banana and a hot cross bun my dad had baked a few days ago before leaving on his business trip, i miss him so much... || i'm currently at a friend's house (!!!)
afternoon snack was a banana and a hot cross bun my dad had baked a few days ago before leaving on his business trip, i miss him so much... || i'm currently at a friend's house (!!!)
"Voglio un metabolismo all'altezza della fame e della golosità che ho" 😂 I piccoli extra nelle merende non fanno mai male... ma bene all'anima e al corpo🌸 Enjoy the life💞 #noana #noproana #anafighter #anasoldier #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #recovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #beatana #beatinganorexia #ednos #ed #edfamily #edfighter #edsoldier #edwarrior #kickana #keepfighting #food #lindt
Sometimes it isn't even that I don't want to eat, sometimes it's just that I can't be arsed and don't see the point in eating. I make all my own meals because my dietitian wants me to make the choice to eat as I'll be leaving home in 2 years and they want me to make the choice to eat but also because I'm scared that others will contaminate my foods with fear food. I hate the fact that we have to have savoury for dinner, what if I want a massive bowl of cereal instead, is that not acceptable??😩🤔🌿
Sometimes it isn't even that I don't want to eat, sometimes it's just that I can't be arsed and don't see the point in eating. I make all my own meals because my dietitian wants me to make the choice to eat as I'll be leaving home in 2 years and they want me to make the choice to eat but also because I'm scared that others will contaminate my foods with fear food. I hate the fact that we have to have savoury for dinner, what if I want a massive bowl of cereal instead, is that not acceptable??😩🤔🌿
Chilli🌶 prawn🍤 linguine🍝 for my lunch main course at my favorite restaurant in the mall, Dean & Deluca, with my lovely mom👭 after three hours of shopping!🛍
Chilli🌶 prawn🍤 linguine🍝 for my lunch main course at my favorite restaurant in the mall, Dean & Deluca, with my lovely mom👭 after three hours of shopping!🛍
A breakfast of a sunflower seed, banana, jam parfait with a mocha latte before drs 😬😬😬 Anyone have any fun weekend plans? I'm thinking about going to NYC, if anyone has any recommendations as to where to go? #prorecovery #anawho #recovering #recoverywin #fearfood #edfighter #edfamily #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #foodporn #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #beatana #vegan #healthy #selflove #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatclean #selfcare #edsoldiers #edsoldier  #beated  #progressnotperfection #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #edrecovery #breakfast
A breakfast of a sunflower seed, banana, jam parfait with a mocha latte before drs 😬😬😬 Anyone have any fun weekend plans? I'm thinking about going to NYC, if anyone has any recommendations as to where to go? #prorecovery  #anawho  #recovering  #recoverywin  #fearfood  #edfighter  #edfamily  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #foodporn  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #beatana  #vegan  #healthy  #selflove  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatclean  #selfcare  #edsoldiers  #edsoldier  #beated  #progressnotperfection  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #edrecovery  #breakfast 
BEST ADVICE EVER!! 😂😋💕 Q: What's your favourite comfort food? Mine's tomato soup ☺🍅🍅 -------------------------------------------- #Anorexia #EatingDisorder #Recovery #Strong #Eat #Love #Journey #Food #Strong #Fight #Smile #Inspiration #Together #EdFree #EdSurvivor #AnorexiaRecovery #AnaRecovery #RecoveryIsPossible #EdFighter #Beat #BeatEd #FoodIsFuel #HealthyNotSkinny #Happy #ProRecovery #AntiAnorexia
Yeaaah good old #Friday #dominos - any of you have a Friday dinner tradition? I think we can all agree that #pizza is among the greatest of foods. Having this with a bottle of desperadoes to relax myself because it's a Friday and it's alright to rest and take it easy  Hope you have all had a fabulous week, and if you haven't dw the weekend is finally here!  Love you all so much. My weekend will probably be mostly revision, but I will try to get out. Haven't got any ice cream right now but I WILL get some and have a pint party soon as it's been almost a whole week since my last one (which I know is unacceptable guys 😊❤) Keep fighting and love you all!! #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #boobsnotbones #strongnotskinny #edfam #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #fuckana #2fab4ana #prorecovery #recoverywin #togetherwecan #noslackingonsnacking #anarecovery #dominospizza #pizza🍕 #pizzalover #dinner
Yeaaah good old #Friday  #dominos  - any of you have a Friday dinner tradition? I think we can all agree that #pizza  is among the greatest of foods. Having this with a bottle of desperadoes to relax myself because it's a Friday and it's alright to rest and take it easy Hope you have all had a fabulous week, and if you haven't dw the weekend is finally here! Love you all so much. My weekend will probably be mostly revision, but I will try to get out. Haven't got any ice cream right now but I WILL get some and have a pint party soon as it's been almost a whole week since my last one (which I know is unacceptable guys 😊❤) Keep fighting and love you all!! #edrecovery  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #boobsnotbones  #strongnotskinny  #edfam  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #fuckana  #2fab4ana  #prorecovery  #recoverywin  #togetherwecan  #noslackingonsnacking  #anarecovery  #dominospizza  #pizza 🍕 #pizzalover  #dinner 
Also, the last photo to out up is of the celebration of my birthday with friends. It was so so nice to spend time with friends. I have never been one for a big gathering or for organising one. I have been thinking about this for a long time and I feel it's because of the fear of people saying 'no' or people coming, but there are too many people for me to handle and talk to and I get lost in the sea of people. I quite like the intimacy of small groups because then I can talk to those people with meaningful conversations. Also on a Recovery side of things, eating with friends makes things easier. So long as they are eating too lol. 😄😅😂 #edfighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #anorexia #Anorexiarecovery #introvert #birthday #Cookiedough #icecream #whippedcream #friends
Also, the last photo to out up is of the celebration of my birthday with friends. It was so so nice to spend time with friends. I have never been one for a big gathering or for organising one. I have been thinking about this for a long time and I feel it's because of the fear of people saying 'no' or people coming, but there are too many people for me to handle and talk to and I get lost in the sea of people. I quite like the intimacy of small groups because then I can talk to those people with meaningful conversations. Also on a Recovery side of things, eating with friends makes things easier. So long as they are eating too lol. 😄😅😂 #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #Anorexiarecovery  #introvert  #birthday  #Cookiedough  #icecream  #whippedcream  #friends 
Dinner for only myself tonight is already a recoverywin because i find it very difficult to cook only for myself and also eat carbs instead of only veggies. So i made a pasta dish with some chicken and broccoli with a low fat chive sauce. Still feeling like a whale and pretty depressed but still swimming and eating!  Hope you all have had a good day❤
Dinner for only myself tonight is already a recoverywin because i find it very difficult to cook only for myself and also eat carbs instead of only veggies. So i made a pasta dish with some chicken and broccoli with a low fat chive sauce. Still feeling like a whale and pretty depressed but still swimming and eating! Hope you all have had a good day❤
One of my not so healthy habits.  I try to not share my bad habits on here because this is supposed to be a recovery page, but even people in recovery have struggles.  Recovery isn't about going cold turkey on everything you do that's unhealthy,  it's about working every single day to better yourself to become the happiest,  healthiest person you can be.  Me hiding my addictions doesn't make them go away,  it just makes it harder to take that first step when the day comes for me to quit. 🌹It's a beautiful day outside today, I went outside to smoke a cigarette and saw hummingbirds at the feeder. I sat with my delicious coffee and looked at the beautiful cloudy sky. I heard a neighbor come outside and talk to her dog, which definitely brought a smile to my face.  It's small victories like these that get me through every day. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  TAGS: #mentalhealth #mentalillness #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #depression #depressed #sad #vegan #chapstick #selfharm #selfharmrecovery #ed #edrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #alwayskeepfighting #loveyourself #selflove #selfcare #journal
One of my not so healthy habits. I try to not share my bad habits on here because this is supposed to be a recovery page, but even people in recovery have struggles. Recovery isn't about going cold turkey on everything you do that's unhealthy, it's about working every single day to better yourself to become the happiest, healthiest person you can be. Me hiding my addictions doesn't make them go away, it just makes it harder to take that first step when the day comes for me to quit. 🌹It's a beautiful day outside today, I went outside to smoke a cigarette and saw hummingbirds at the feeder. I sat with my delicious coffee and looked at the beautiful cloudy sky. I heard a neighbor come outside and talk to her dog, which definitely brought a smile to my face. It's small victories like these that get me through every day. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . TAGS: #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexic  #depression  #depressed  #sad  #vegan  #chapstick  #selfharm  #selfharmrecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #recovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #alwayskeepfighting  #loveyourself  #selflove  #selfcare  #journal 
🔹А сверху налила овсянки и пообедала. Это было очень вкусно, в последнее время ем одну кашу. Сегодня набрала 1600 калорий, считаю, что я молодец. И много жиров для кд съела. Тоже молодец. 🔹Настроение хмурое. Парень разговаривает со мной на отвали без причины. Полчаса назад все было хорошо, а сейчас уже и говорить не хочет. Не понимаю просто его. 🔹Простите за такой отнюдь не радостный пост. Пойду писать биологию, чтобы как-то отвлечься, и смотреть Бесстыжих. #edrecovery #foodlike #food #fooddiary #anorexiarecovery #дневникпитания #ип #интуитивноепитание #еда #нехудею #myfood  #fooddiary #foodporn #instafood #ипдневник  #рпп  #правильноепитание #likeforlike #питание #мирдолжензнатьчтояем #eat #пп  #овсянка #oatmeal #porridge #edwarrior  #anorexia #anorexi #recovery #healthyfood
🔹А сверху налила овсянки и пообедала. Это было очень вкусно, в последнее время ем одну кашу. Сегодня набрала 1600 калорий, считаю, что я молодец. И много жиров для кд съела. Тоже молодец. 🔹Настроение хмурое. Парень разговаривает со мной на отвали без причины. Полчаса назад все было хорошо, а сейчас уже и говорить не хочет. Не понимаю просто его. 🔹Простите за такой отнюдь не радостный пост. Пойду писать биологию, чтобы как-то отвлечься, и смотреть Бесстыжих. #edrecovery  #foodlike  #food  #fooddiary  #anorexiarecovery  #дневникпитания  #ип  #интуитивноепитание  #еда  #нехудею  #myfood  #fooddiary  #foodporn  #instafood  #ипдневник  #рпп  #правильноепитание  #likeforlike  #питание  #мирдолжензнатьчтояем  #eat  #пп  #овсянка  #oatmeal  #porridge  #edwarrior  #anorexia  #anorexi  #recovery  #healthyfood 
afternoon snack before mollie and her ma come fetch me 😋😋😋
afternoon snack before mollie and her ma come fetch me 😋😋😋
Goood evening❤❤❤ how are you all? Big RECOVERYWIN part of #snack today was this #peanut #seaweed #candybar 🥜🥜🥜🥜💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 the sugar still scares me somehow but fears need to be beaten right? So bam there we go🙆🏻😊 not feeling too well tbh😶 but I will survive❤ (not ed related though) anyways have a lovely evening💕💕💕
Goood evening❤❤❤ how are you all? Big RECOVERYWIN part of #snack  today was this #peanut  #seaweed  #candybar  🥜🥜🥜🥜💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 the sugar still scares me somehow but fears need to be beaten right? So bam there we go🙆🏻😊 not feeling too well tbh😶 but I will survive❤ (not ed related though) anyways have a lovely evening💕💕💕
Finally getting time for lunch. My lunch always looks so overwhelming to me, but I gotta remind myself part of it is snack. Plus I barely get a chance to eat in the morning. Food is not the enemy, unhealthy choices are. Therefore not eating is way more harmful than just eating healthy. Or so I keep trying to convince myself, anyway. #ednosrecovery #ednos #chooserecovery #fitlife #anorexiarecovery
Finally getting time for lunch. My lunch always looks so overwhelming to me, but I gotta remind myself part of it is snack. Plus I barely get a chance to eat in the morning. Food is not the enemy, unhealthy choices are. Therefore not eating is way more harmful than just eating healthy. Or so I keep trying to convince myself, anyway. #ednosrecovery  #ednos  #chooserecovery  #fitlife  #anorexiarecovery 
Guess who is going to the hospital!! This gal!! But I'll be okay, just praying that I don't have to go to residential treatment after!! That's all I want, hospital->home! I'll be admitted into the Pediatric ward this time too, and I'll get to see my eating disorder doctors, the ones who specializes in eating disorders!!! So for now I'm waiting for my nurse practitioner to call for a pediatric bed, and I'm already packed with a suitcase full of stuff!! I'm 68 pounds. The lowest I have ever been, ever. The lowest I'll ever be. I'll do anything it takes to not go to residential treatment, but if I really need to and want to after hospitalization, I WILL. But I'm hoping to take it one day at a time. I am confident I can recover!!! Keep you all posted!!!
Guess who is going to the hospital!! This gal!! But I'll be okay, just praying that I don't have to go to residential treatment after!! That's all I want, hospital->home! I'll be admitted into the Pediatric ward this time too, and I'll get to see my eating disorder doctors, the ones who specializes in eating disorders!!! So for now I'm waiting for my nurse practitioner to call for a pediatric bed, and I'm already packed with a suitcase full of stuff!! I'm 68 pounds. The lowest I have ever been, ever. The lowest I'll ever be. I'll do anything it takes to not go to residential treatment, but if I really need to and want to after hospitalization, I WILL. But I'm hoping to take it one day at a time. I am confident I can recover!!! Keep you all posted!!!
Alright so I got back to school all excited to put my ice cream in the freezer, only to find that my housemates had filled my shelf with weightwatchers meals 🙄 Life is so ironic sometimes.
Alright so I got back to school all excited to put my ice cream in the freezer, only to find that my housemates had filled my shelf with weightwatchers meals 🙄 Life is so ironic sometimes.
Dinner😖 I didn't eat the cheese😥
Dinner😖 I didn't eat the cheese😥
Scrummy yummy in my tummy 😊 afternoon snack and I will NOT feel guilty! I made this brownie yesterday so I just had to try it 😜 #wecanbeatthis #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anoreixa #edrecovery
Vegan pizza!!! With red onion, leek, red pepper, artichoke and mushrooms 💕 #vegan #veganfood #recovery #anorexiarecovery #cleaneating #foodshare #healthyfood #foodporn #govegan #diaryfree
Yay for yummy and colourful dinners! 🙊 it's an early one, and I'm counting down the hours before my partner in crime and I can get to the Cage the Elephant concert 😍  #Anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #selfrecovery #edfamily #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongnotskinny
Happy Friday everyone! Wishing you all a fantastic evening and a relaxing weekend. Just remember to stay positive and be kind to yourself ✨💖💫#itsfriday #friday #wemadeit #fridayfeeling #fridaynight #weekend #theweekend #haveagoodweekend #staypositive #bepositive #bekindtoyourself
/20/01/17/ #hot #chocolate 🍫 XL SIZE!!! 🎉💪🏻😱 for morning snack. ____________________...•...______________________ #anorexia #anarecovery #weightgain #eatittobeatit #recovery #2fab4ana #realrecovery #nourishnotpunish #edfamily #edwarrior #food #nutrition  #edfam #edrecovery #bedrecovery #recoverywarrior #edfighter #antiana #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #foodisrecovery #fearfood #recoverywin
/20/01/17/ #oreo #shake 🍦🍼🍪and a chinesee #soup with lots of #pasta 🍜 for lunch! ____________________...•...______________________ #anorexia #anarecovery #weightgain #eatittobeatit #recovery #2fab4ana #realrecovery #nourishnotpunish #edfamily #edwarrior #food #nutrition  #edfam #edrecovery #bedrecovery #recoverywarrior #edfighter #antiana #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #foodisrecovery #fearfood #recoverywin
A chocolate bar a day keeps the doctor away 🍫😂 - - - - - - - - - #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryispossible #strongnotskinny #anorexiarecovery #realrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #balancednotclean #mars